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John Clark Smith |
15
Titus awoke and had his breakfast.
When the bus arrived, the driver was in a medical
mask. He handed Titus a mask and instructed him to enter by the rear door.
Titus sat at the back seat that faced the aisle. No
one else sat beside him. The people kept apart. All had masks on. No one spoke.
A boy attempted to run up the aisle, but his mother caught and scolded him.
“Is that you, sir?” a woman’s voice spoke a few rows
up. “Professor Ketkar?”
Titus saw a lady with a scarf around her neck wave.
“Yes, ma’am.”
“You haven’t aged a day,” she said. “It’s good to see
you.”
Titus did not recognize the woman. Perhaps it was one
of the parents of one of his students.
“You don’t know me?” she asked. “I’ve changed a lot,
what with having children and fighting the virus. I’ve had it twice. Lost my
husband. It’s Midia.”
As he focused on her eyes, he could now see a
resemblance to Midia.
“Are you going to the clinic too?” she asked. “I’m
told they’re looking for volunteers for the new vaccine. I’m going to try it.”
“No, I’m on my way to class. Good to see you. Glad
you’re well.”
The bus continued for several blocks and then Midia waved
as she got off.
“The university’s closed, sir,” a woman who sat near
him said. “Been closed for two years.”
At his usual university stop, Titus got off and took
the short walk to the quad up King’s College Road. On both sides of the road,
people were sitting on the ground separated from one another, as if waiting for
someone. Each of them held out their hand or cups for donations. Each also had
a hand-written sign in front of them that told how the virus had cost them
their job or killed one of their family.
When he reached King’s College Circle, the grass on
the quad was completely worn away. Tents and squatters in ragged dirty clothes
filled the entire area. The glass sculpture remained but was covered with
graffiti. The bench that encircled it was there too, but the paint on it was
chipped and one of the legs was teetering. A marker with a word was taped above
it: “Pamoghenan.” Above the word was a circle with a cross below it and a
half-circle above. In the center of the circle was the number 20.
A crowd had gathered around him, each with the hand or
cup out. His suit and overall neat appearance made Titus look out of place and
a target. Signs indicated the buildings were open, but most of the rooms were
for those in need of housing, the rest were reserved by public health for
temporary hospital beds for those fighting the virus. He quickly walked to his
office. At his office the window was smashed, and his books, paintings,
knick-knacks, computer, and printer were gone. There was no chair to sit down.
“What are you doing in here?” a woman in uniform asked
at his office door in an Irish accent. “You need an installation pass.”
“I was just leaving,” Titus said. “This was my
office.”
“Well now, isn’t that sweet,” she quickly said.
“Remember anything? Personally, I prefer not to remember.”
“There’s always hope,” Titus said. “The economy will
recover. The spirits of people will return.”
“Will they now?” she said with a caustic tone.
“There’s not enough food. The water is questionable. Come winter, and again
there’ll be no heat. We need medical supplies and protective gear. There are
constant blackouts. Most of the essential workers are sick, a good portion of
the farmland has gone to waste without farmhands, and the electrical
infrastructure is working intermittently. The government, such as it is or was,
is on the run or hiding. There’s no one in authority. Now tell me, laddie, does
that lift up your spirit?”
“There’s you. There’s still a police force.”
“Me? Ha! I’m not the police. There’s only a few police
left. Most are dead or sick. I’m a security guard. Public Heath gives me my
meals and a bed in exchange for protecting spaces for the sick. But I won’t be
around long. I’ll get the virus and take one of those beds here. They promised
me I’ll get one.”
“I’m sorry,” Titus said. “I didn’t mean to upset you.
I’ve been away. How did this virus happen?”
“Oh no. This wasn’t caused by the virus. We were
managing the virus fine. We would have beat it. That wasn’t it. It was the
government and the lack of leadership.”
“The government?” Titus said with a tone of surprise.
She laughed loudly as if Titus had made a joke.
“OK, you’re right,” she said. “What they call a
government. I know, I know. The government is people like you and me. The
choices of those in government. But let’s be completely honest. We elected
them. Or did we? We supported them if nothing else. The government knew it
would lose and was unwilling to concede. So the government let its most fanatic
supporters run amok and the army helped them.”
“In the middle of a pandemic?”
As she was talking, she was ushering Titus out of the
building.
“People in power think only of themselves and staying
in power. In fact, it seems to attract selfish people, doesn’t it? Which of
course breeds failure and chaos. Well, I suppose, you must be selfish to want
to be a politician. But again, let’s be fair. You and I are no better, are we?
We’re that kind of people, aren’t we? So, as someone said, you get the
government you deserve. Well, we got a selfish, uncaring, bunch of nitwits who
worry only about their own necks. The leaders used the pandemic for political
reasons to try to defeat the opposition. But they’re pretty much done now,
waiting around somewhere at Queens Park, waiting for I-don’t-know-what. The
cavalry? It ain’t coming. And you know? I don’t care. Because the Zapatas
aren’t going to surrender.”
“The Zapatas are--?”
“--where you from? The insurgents. They’re holed up in
several buildings on King Street East pinned down by what’s left of the army.
But it won’t be long.”
“So the army’s in control?”
“Ha! Not exactly. They’re weakening because they keep
losing people. The military doesn’t know what to do. They just hope they get
paid. Well, goodbye now. I’d suggest you leave the area for your own safety.”
Titus thanked her and looked for a stand to rent a
bicycle.
There was one at the corner of King’s College Road and
College Street, but none of the bikes were secure and there was no way to pay.
Titus took a bicycle and started down College Street east to Yonge, then south
on Yonge to King Street East.
Along the way, there were few people walking, even
fewer cars on the road. Stores were closed, some boarded up. On each side of
Yonge, many were camped and sitting on sleeping bags in front of the stores.
The trip lacked the sounds of cars, buses, and people talking. Instead eyes
with dark circles met his all the way.
As he approached King Street, the quiet ended.
Conversations and the sounds of soldiers walking on pavement replaced the
quiet.
Titus set his bike in another bicycle stand north of
King Street and walked south along Yonge to the intersection.
Barriers and a line of soldiers were set up across
King Street East. A block east at Victoria Street the crowd of soldiers became
much thicker. Clearly the buildings where the Zapatas were controlling started
there. The army contingent went from Victoria to St. James Park, but hardly
enough to withstand a serious attack.
Titus walked back up Yonge Street one block to
Adelaide Street, which was also barricaded, but with far less soldiers. Titus
was able to slip by and walk east two blocks to Toronto Street. Titus hurried
down Toronto Street until he came to Old Post Office Lane, a tiny alleyway that
ran behind a building near the west corner of Toronto Street and King Street
East. The soldiers were there, along the Lane, but Titus entered a building he
knew on the north side of the lane owned by the Black Firm, a powerful and
wealthy holding company. He had worked in the building on a project with a
carpenter who hand-made much of the office furniture and the Boardroom table.
In the basement was a tunnel that led to the Ashes Building where he could
reach the Zapatas.
The Black Building, like all the businesses in the
pandemic, would normally be empty and locked up during any crisis, but it was
commandeered by the city in the health crisis because of the spread of the
virus among the troops. A warning sign asked all but the infected or health
workers to stay clear.
A nurse wearing protective clothing, a mask, and a
face shield, greeted him when he walked up the steps to the entrance.
“Assessment?” the woman asked.
Titus nodded.
“Straight ahead, the third door to the right. Here.”
She handed him eyewear and sprayed his hands.
“Thank you,” he said.
Once inside the building, Fischer stood without a mask
or eye shield.
Titus ignored and moved around him and began to take
the stairs down two flights to the basement. Fischer stood in front of him at
the bottom.
“You can’t rewrite this situation,” Fischer said.
“Of course he can,” a man said who walked into the
room from the darkness. It was Wang. “This is the individual spirit.”
Fischer stepped back a few feet from Titus when he saw
Wang, as if he feared Wang.
“It’s not an individual spirit,” Fischer said. “You
know that.”
“This is his choice,” Wang said, “let him continue.”
Fischer and Wang for a minute stared at each other
without moving.
Titus continued his journey.
There was a dark room that smelled like old documents
and the sweat of heated meetings. He used the light on his cell phone to find
the tunnel on the left. Thick cobwebs covered most of the entrance and a layer
of dust was on the floor and stairs.
In a few minutes he crossed over to the basement of
the Ashes Building. It too was pitch black. As Titus crept up the stairs to the
basement door, voices on the other side of the door suddenly became quiet. The
door flung open and several men and women with guns faced him.
“Who are you?” one of them asked. “What are you doing
here?”
“My name is Titus Ketkar. I can help.”
They took him to a small room where there were four
others.
Titus quickly outlined the strategy. Take the Path up
to Queens Park. Again, knowledge of this possibility came from the carpenter,
who had been hired by the government to barricade certain entrances to the Path
and to the subway from the basements of several buildings, one of which was the
Ashes Building. The government told the carpenter to seal off these entrances
not permanently but superficially in case the government wanted to reopen them
in the future. Titus knew how easily the blockades could be removed. Since the
Path itself and all its stores were abandoned and empty, the Zapatas should
have little problems reaching Queens Park.
After offering the plan, Titus made little effort to
convince them. He returned to his bike and began his journey up Yonge.
An artist was sitting on the sidewalk near the corner
of Elm Street and Yonge surrounded by paintings. Titus stopped and gave him a
mask and other protective items he was given at the Black Building. The man put
on the mask and handed Titus one of his small paintings. The work reminded
Titus of Kandinsky and Malevich.
“I paint the future,” the artist said. “You’re from
the future. I know you. You’re Professor Ketkar.”
“We’re all from the future,” Titus said.
“I sat here twenty years ago, right here. And I met
you. My little girl was sitting next to me. And you bought one of my new works.
Do you remember? It had three straight purple lines of varying thickness on a
yellow background. In the corner was an exploding sun-like object. I called it
Blessed Anarchy.”
“I still have the painting,” Titus said. “Well, I used
to have it. It was on my wall in my office. It was ransacked.”
“My daughter saved it. She was one of your students.”
“What’s her name?”
“Charlotte.”
Hearing her name made him gulp and remember that young
woman on the platform. But he was also happy. Somehow Charlotte was here and
had not shot herself. This poor father had not lost a daughter from Lazan’s harassment.
It did not occur to Titus that this shift may have been Lazan’s work to satisfy
Gretchen.
“Because of the pandemic,” the painter continued, “she
now lives with me. She likes to talk about how you helped her finish school and
become interested in philosophy. She also credits you for her interest in
Whitehead.”
Titus could not recall lecturing on Whitehead. Long
ago his studies veered toward Peirce rather than Whitehead. He did read Process
and Reality and a few other books of Whitehead, but he never taught them.
“She was thinking about doing her thesis on
Whitehead,” the old man continued, “but you encouraged her to choose a woman
philosopher. She chose Susanne Langer, Whitehead’s student, because of me, I
think, because Langer wrote a lot about art. Well, you would know that.”
He mentioned Langer in his survey courses, but he had
no special expertise in her work.
“Where can she return the painting?” the artist asked.
“Let her keep it until classes resume,” Titus said.
“Here. You keep this one. I have no way to carry it on my bike.”
Titus climbed back on the bike.
“Professor? Back then, you asked me a question. You
said: Do I know about the art of pamoghenan? I said no. I still don’t know
anything about it. What is it?”
Titus did not respond but shrugged.
“I guess I was hoping you could tell me,” Titus said.
He had no recollection of talking about pamoghenan
with him.
“That’s OK,” the artist said, “you needn’t explain.
I’ll keep thinking about it. But tell me: Is it immortality or like the blowing
out of a candle?”
Titus shrugged again and climbed on his bicycle.
“By the way, a woman came by and told me there are
artists waiting for you at the Church of the Holy Trinity.”
The identity of the woman required no thought.
Titus cycled to just south of the corner of Bay Street
and Dundas Street West. There, on the east side, snuggled off Bay Street, was
the little Church of the Holy Trinity. ‘Little’ compared to Metropolitan United
or St. James, but nonetheless remarkable. It was unique in service and in architecture,
though swallowed up by surrounding modern secular buildings.
The Holy Trinity was built in the Gothic late medieval
Tudor style with a cruciform design with two high turrets at the entrance.
Inside there were tall narrow translucent stain glass windows on each side
telling stories, which, like Chartres, brought light into the interior in
unusual ways and a sense of awe at the height of the ceiling. Throughout there
was the pointed arch.
Titus had often gone to Holy Trinity during Christian
holidays to hear the traditional telling of Jesus’s birth story. On other
occasions he would sit in the back pew and listen to the concerts of new music,
or meditate to the wonderful organ music, hear recitations of poetry, or peruse
the new art on display outside at the entrance. No other church had a better
feast for the mind of sound, image, and literary power all at once. But, more
importantly, no church did more to help the homeless and those in need. Often,
when Titus would walk in to seek quiet, he would see boxes of canned food and
bottles of water and homeless people stretched out in or under the pews.
As expected, when he entered, the church was mostly
empty due to the quarantine. A group was sitting in the front pew and an
organist was playing a work he knew, “Wachet auf, rufs uns die Stimme”[1],
by J. S. Bach. He could easily identify all but one of this group of phantoms:
He knew Marcel Duchamp, Ravi Shankar, Wassily Kandinsky, Fela Kuti, and
Leonardo da Vinci, and, he soon learned, J. S. Bach himself was at the organ.
Only the appearance of Fan Kuan, the Song landscape painter, was unknown to
him, though his work was familiar.
“The sky is falling, dear little god,” Wassily said.
“Think creatively,” Leonardo said. “The future is
now.”
“They are blind to possibilities because they know
only the tradition,” Marcel agreed. “They’re afraid to step out of the box of
rules lest they lose their jobs or livelihood. An artist of society must take
risks, come what may.”
“Remember,” Ravi added, “begin, don’t end, with the
unknown. It’s the obvious that has the unknown.”
“Your being must have purpose,” Fela said.
The organ music stopped. The master of Leipzig came up
to the pulpit and spoke:
“Let’s not eliminate tradition,” Bach said, “let’s
improve it, bring out its substance, not its surface. Society is now so
unmusical, with no depth, no touching of the soul. Would you not agree, Fan
Kuan? Is it not time to awake from the long sleep?”
Fan Kuan nodded slowly. Then he stood beside Bach.
“Yes,” Fan Kuan said, “awake from a sleep of
selfishness, material illusion, and useless preoccupations. What is near in
this painting of society is empty and shallow. The middle of the painting has
no future and lacks contrast, and the far, the far is the weakest. What do we
see that offers eternal seeds? As Johann has said, no depth in any dimension.
If I was to paint it, it would be so boring I would be embarrassed.”
Titus had no opportunity to discuss or question them
because they rose together, went up to the choir area, and left. He sat in the
second pew and studied the large stained-glass windows at the end of the nave.
The blue ceiling with its designs was so contemplative that he fell into a
meditative slumber.
16
By
the time he was back on College Street, the environment had changed. The street
was crowded with people, and busy with streetcars and vehicles. No one wore a
mask. Everything seemed normal, or at least a type of normal compared to what
came before or after.
When he reached the campus, the quad had grass, and
there were no tents or squatters. The only difference was that a large stone
statue of a figure with no discernable features, had replaced the glass
sculpture. Several bees were encircling it. The man was faceless in a mask, but
he wore a suit. At its base were the words,
TO PROFESSOR TITUS KETKAR,
FOR HIS HELP IN OVERTHROWING THE PAST
AND STARTING THE REVOLUTION.
Titus stared at the statue.
“I knew him,” an old man said, coming up to stand
beside Titus. “Well, I knew someone whose son knew him and took one of Ketkar’s
classes. His office is open to the public. Have you been?”
Titus shook his head.
“Oh, you should go,” the old man said. “It has so many
interesting things.”
“Thanks. I’ll think about it.”
Titus walked back to College Street and took the
streetcar home. Karna caught up with him just as he was climbing the stairs of
his apartment building.
Once inside his apartment, he sat on his couch and
tried to wipe what had occurred from his mind.
“Are we ready?” Karna asked. “Is it time for old
gods?”
“Yes,” Titus replied.
[1] Awake,
the Voice is Calling us. This hymn, written by a pastor 400 years ago, was
written in the midst of an epidemic.
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