Amaara looked admiringly at the bangles on her hands. Light
glinted off the silver and little black beads adorned the surface. They looked
just like bangles worn by Mumma, but made smaller for her little wrists. “For
protection,” Mumma said. “Your Nani sent these bangles to you from India for
Diwali. The black beads are meant to protect you and keep you safe.”
“They are beautiful, Mumma.”
“I know, Baby. Be careful with them. Nani sent them
with all her love.”
Amaara ran the tip of her flinger lightly across the
top and smiled. “I love them, Mumma. I’m going to wear them whenever I miss
Nani.”
Amaara missed her Nani very much. Nani lived all the
way in India, across an entire ocean. Amaara and her parents also used to live
there until not so long ago. Then Mumma
got a “big new job” in America. That’s what Nani had called it as they were
about to leave. Sometimes just before sleeping, Mumma and Amaara would examine
the world map that stretched across Amaara’s bedspread. Mumma would show Amaara
where they lived in America and would gently lift Amaara’s hand all the way
across to the other side of the bed. “It may look like Nani is far away, but
the world is not so big, Amaara.”
“But I miss her, Mumma.”
“I know, my darling. I also miss her. But we’ll see
her again soon. We’ll go back to visit next year, and Nani will come here too.”
Next year didn’t seem so soon to Amaara. In India,
Amaara, Mumma, and Baba had lived just a few houses down from Nani. When Mumma
and Baba would go to work, Amaara would be dropped off with her ayah to
her Nani’s house where she would spend the whole day playing with Nani. Nani
lived alone in a beautiful house filled with flowers and colorful painted
walls. Some walls had trees painted on them, and others had peacocks. Amaara
would always arrive at Nani’s house just as Nani was finishing her morning
prayers. Nani would be sitting in front of the puja with her eyes
closed, quietly praying, and Amaara would slip in beside her. Sometimes Nani
would open one eye in the middle of her prayers and flash Amaara a
conspiratorial smile, handing her a bell to ring for the aarti at the
end of her prayers.
Nana had passed away long before Amaara was born. Even
though she lived alone, and Mumma said she must feel lonely, Nani was always
smiling and laughing. Nani told Amaara she wasn’t lonely because when she
looked carefully into the sky, she could see Nana twinkling at her every night from
the stars above.
Nani told Amaara the best stories and made delicious
food. Amaara would play “hair salon” and pretend to wash and cut Nani’s hair.
After lunch, the two of them would climb into a deep window seat below the
stairs and read together or play games before both of them went into Nani’s
room to stretch out onto Nani’s carved wooden bed for a nap, tucked under soft
cotton razais. Nani’s room was painted pale pink and smelled of roses
and jasmine, just like Nani herself. With the afternoon light creating a soft
glow across the room, it felt like sleeping inside of a flower.
Amaara felt like she and her parents were all so much
happier in India. Mumma and Baba would come back from work on time and they
would have dinner together every night. Friends were always stopping by to
visit, and best of all, Nani was with them almost all the time.
Life in America seemed so much quieter, lonelier. She
had just started going to a new preschool, where she didn’t have any friends
yet. Amaara’s teachers and the children in her class seemed kind, but most
days, Amaara played by herself on the playground. Mumma and Baba worked late
almost every night and even when they weren’t working, it seemed like they
weren’t present. Mumma had furrowed brows and a distracted look even on those
nights she did make it home for dinner.
It was only at bedtime did she feel like she had her Mumma back. Mumma
would climb in beside her and they would talk about the day, read bedtime
stories, and cuddle until Amaara’s eyes grew heavy and she started falling
asleep.
“Mumma, can I wear my bangles to school tomorrow? I
really miss Nani.”
“I’m not sure, baby. We don’t want to lose them at
school.”
“Please, Mumma?”
“Okay … but only if you promise to be very careful
with them. I’ll put them out with your clothes for tomorrow. Sweet dreams, my
darling.”
“Thank you, Mumma. Sweet dreams. I love you.” Amaara
said sleepily. Amaara could feel Mumma climb out of bed and quietly close the
door. Just as she fell into a deep sleep, Amaara could hear the sound of the
computer being turned on and the sound of Mumma rapidly typing from the room
next door as she continued working into the night.
The next morning, Amaara excitedly got dressed and
wore her beautiful new bangles to school. Baba dropped her off with a kiss and
a hurried goodbye from the car, while her teacher took her up the stairs and
into the school. The day proceeded like normal. Morning circle, snack, free
time, lunch, and then recess. Amaara followed the other children out onto the
playground. Some children were gathered by the swings, taking turns being on
the swing or helping to push friends higher from behind. Other children ran
straight to the monkey bars. Amaara looked around and walked slowly towards the
sandbox. There was no one else there, and Amaara enjoyed the feeling of digging
her fingers into the cool sand. It reminded her of a visit she had made once
with her parents to Jaisalmer, a city in Rajasthan, India where she had seen
sand dunes as high as mountains.
“Time to come back in children!” her teacher
announced, a short while later. Amaara hurriedly stood up, shook the sand off
herself, and ran back inside. As she cleared the sand off of her clothes with
her hands, Amaara suddenly realized something was missing. Her bangles were
gone! Amaara dropped to her knees and went digging through the sane. Oh no, oh
no, oh no, oh no, she thought. Where did they go? Amaara could feel tears
filling in her eyes, and her heart was racing.
“Amaara, dear, time to come back in!” said her
teacher.
Amaara stood up, quickly wiping tears that felt
endless. She did not want her teachers or classmates to see her crying, but her
heart felt heavy, and she could feel a pit forming in her stomach as she
realized she had lost her beautiful bangles from her sweet Nani.
The day was almost over and soon Baba would be on his
way to pick her up. Baba always carried a little surprise for her at pick up –
sometimes a sweet treat, or a cute little sticker. Today he had brought her a
small square pad – “these are post-it notes, Amaara! You can make notes on them
and stick them up all around the house!” Amaara took the post-it notes from
Baba silently, but she did not feel the delight she normally would have felt.
Instead, she felt terrible, and felt like telling Baba she did not deserve a
surprise today because she had lost the thing that was most precious to her.
At dinner she stayed silent, quietly eating her food
and keeping her eyes downcast. Mumma and Baba looked at each other over her
head worriedly. It was not like Amaara to be this sad, this quiet. At bedtime,
Mumma helped Amaara change into her nightclothes and brush her teeth. She
climbed into bed next to Amaara and held her close. “Did something happen
today, sweetheart? You seem sad.”
“Oh, Mumma” Amaara cried, unable to hold it in any
longer, “I lost Nani’s bracelets on the playground at school!” Amaara’s tears,
so carefully held inside her all evening long, burst forth, and she couldn’t stop.
Mumma hugged Amaara tightly as Amaara’s tears soaked
through her blouse. “Oh my darling, don’t worry. I know you are sad, but maybe
we’ll be able to find it. I’ll speak to your teachers tomorrow. Maybe they’ve
been turned into the school lost and found.”
The next morning, Mumma took Amaara to school and
first stopped by the front office.
“Excuse me, Ms. Joan. Did anyone find a pair of silver
bangles with black beads yesterday? Could they be in the lost and found?” Mumma
asked.
“Oh hello! I didn’t see anything come in yesterday.
We’ll keep an eye out for it!”
Mumma walked Amaara up the stairs and into the sunlit
classroom.
“Hello Ms. Chen! How are you? It seems Amaara may have
accidentally lost some bangles on the playground yesterday. They were given to
her by her grandmother. Any chance you all could look out for it today when you
are out there?” Mumma said politely.
“Of course! We will see if we can find it today!
Amaara, you can find your spot in the morning circle and I’ll join you there in
a moment.”
Mumma gave Amaara a big hug, and getting on her knees
looked at Amaara in the eyes. “I know you are sad sweetheart, but the bracelet
may turn up. Keep faith.”
Amaara gave Mumma a hug and kiss and made her way to
the morning circle. She could see Mumma talking quietly to Ms. Chen on the
other side of the room.
Later that morning, as the children were wearing their
coats to go out for recess, Ms. Chen made an announcement.
“Children, one of our friends is feeling sad today.
Amaara lost her bangles on the playground yesterday. They were sent to her from
her grandmother and are very precious to Amaara. Has anyone ever lost something
that was important to them?”
Amaara looked around as several children raised their
hands, and looked across at her with concern in their eyes. “I have, I have”
said Emilie, a sweet girl with curly red hair, who was standing next to her.
“Last week, I lost my stuffed Bunny! I was so sad. Don’t worry Amaara, I’ll
help you find it!”
“Don’t worry, Amaara! We will all help you find it!”
said Colin, who had short brown hair, pink cheeks, and a kind smile.
“Thank you, children,” said Ms. Chen, “let’s see what
we can do to help Amaara today!”
As the children lined up to head outside, Emilie came
to stand next to Amaara. “I’m sorry you are feeling sad, Amaara. Would you like
to hold my hand while we go out to the playground?”
Emilie took Amaara’s little hand into hers as they
went onto the playground. Word quickly got out even amongst the other classes
that Amaara’s bangles had been lost, and it seemed like every child in the
school was suddenly helping Amaara look for her bangles. Emilie didn’t let go
of Amaara’s hand once as the two of them looked high and low. Several children
came by to share with Amaara what they had lost. “Don’t worry, Amaara, we can
find it! Ms. Chen always says that together, we can do anything!”
Suddenly a voice called out from by the sandbox, “I
FOUND THEM!” exclaimed Colin, jumping up
and down excitedly. He ran over to Amaara. “Are these your bracelets, Amaara?”
Amaara looked down at her bangles, resting in the palm
of Colin’s hands. Sand was still stuck to them, but they were both there –
silver with black beads. “Yes! Those are my bangles!! Thank you so much,
Colin.” Colin gave her a big, relieved smile, and Emilie squeezed her hand with
a little jump and squeal of delight. “We found them!” said Emilie. Amaara suddenly felt light and was so happy
she felt like she would float away, like a balloon. Ms. Chen joined them from
across the playground. “Well done, Colin! Amaara, let’s put your bangles safely
into your backpack so we don’t lose them again!”
Amaara smiled and nodded, handing them to Ms. Chen.
Mumma was waiting for Amaara with a big smile when she
arrived home from school that day. “Hello my darling! I heard you found your
bangles!” “Yes, Mumma! And I made new friends today too! Can I have a playdate
with Emilie and Colin?”
“Of course! I’ll call their parents to set it up!”
The next morning, when Amaara arrived at school, Emilie
ran up next to her. “Can we play together today, Amaara?” Several other
children said, “Hi Amaara!” as she got into morning circle. During morning
circle that day, Ms. Chen read a story about India to the class.
After that day, Amaara started liking living in
America more. She made a lot more friends, even though Colin and Emilie quickly
became her very best friends. Mumma and Baba also started coming home earlier
and having dinner with her every night. Mumma and Amaara also started doing regular
video calls with Nani at breakfast. Best
of all, she learned that Nani was going to come for a visit next month!
“I still miss Nani, Mumma. I could see her and give
her hugs whenever I wanted when we lived in India.”
“I know, my love. Just remember she’s never actually
far from you. You live in her heart, and she lives in your heart, and that
means you are always together.”
***
Bio: Kavita Mohan is a U.S.-based international trade attorney with over 20 years of experience. She has published several articles on issues relating to U.S. politics and trade policy and previously served as a Vice-Chair of the India Committee of the American Bar Association for over a decade. Kavita has been selected to the Washington, D.C., Super Lawyers list in 2023, 2024, and 2025, and currently serves on the Board of the Montgomery County Public Library in Maryland. This is her first short story for children.
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