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Setu, December 2025


Setu

Volume 10; Issue 7; December 2025


Setu PDF Archives

Editorial

Collaboration: Experimental Poetry

Poetry

Translation in Five Parts: Poetry: Part V

Translation (Hindi Poetry)

Exclusive: Excerpt of a Novel

Young Signature: Fiction

Author of the Month

Fiction

Long Read: Fiction

Non-Fiction

Book Review

Three-Part Novella in Free Verse: Part III

Photo Album: Cityscapes

Reflective Essay

Verse Novel: Chapter X

    Setu Special Edition: Framing a City

    The Limited Video Series of Literary and Critical Conversations

    Setu Initiative: Setu Series of Virtual Readings (Facebook Page)


    A Bridge in Repose: Final Editorial ✍️ рдЕंрддिрдо рд╕ंрдкाрджрдХीрдп

    рдЕрдиुрд░ाрдЧ рд╢рд░्рдоा
    Literature is a bridge that spans across borders, languages, and hearts. For years, Setu has strived to be that connection. However, the time has come for this bridge to find a moment of stillness. It is with a mixture of pride and heavy-heartedness that I announce the December 2025 issue as our final publication before an indefinite hiatus.

    Our journey has been defined by the extraordinary company of authors and scholars from every corner of the globe. Together, we achieved a monumental milestone of 7,322,863 interactions, a testament to the resonance of our shared vision. We have touched the heights of excellence in multilingual literature, art, and research, delivering the finest digital content without compromise.

    However, vision must be sustained by means. Our limited resources have brought us to a crossroad, forcing us to pause and review our path forward. We deeply apologize for the disappointment or inconvenience this hiatus may cause our readers and contributors. While the bridge remains quiet for now, the echoes of the voices we hosted will remain.

    Anurag Sharma
    Editor-in-Chief
    Setu, Pittsburgh

    рдПрдХ рд╕ेрддु рдХा рд╡िрд╢्рд░ाрдо: рдЕंрддिрдо рд╕ंрдкाрджрдХीрдп

    рд╕ाрд╣िрдд्рдп рдРрд╕ा рд╕ेрддु рд╣ै рдЬो рд╕ीрдоाрдУं, рднाрд╖ाрдУं рдФрд░ рд╣ृрджрдпों рдХो рдЬोреЬрддा рд╣ै। рд╡рд░्рд╖ों рд╕े 'рд╕ेрддु' рдиे рдЗрд╕ी рд╕ंрдкрд░्рдХ рдХो рдЬीрд╡ंрдд рд░рдЦрдиे рдХा рдк्рд░рдпाрд╕ рдХिрдпा рд╣ै। рдХिंрддु, рдЕрдм рд╕рдордп рдЖ рдЧрдпा рд╣ै рдХि рдпрд╣ рд╕ेрддु рдХुрдЫ рдХ्рд╖рдгों рдХे рд▓िрдП рд╡िрд╢्рд░ाрдо рд▓े। рднाрд░ी рдорди рд╕े рдоैं рдЖрдкрдХे рд╕ाрде рдпрд╣ рдЬाрдирдХाрд░ी рд╕ाрдЭा рдХрд░ рд░рд╣ा рд╣ूँ рдХि рджिрд╕ंрдмрд░ 2025 рдХा рдпрд╣ рдЕंрдХ, рдПрдХ рдЕрдиिрд╢्рдЪिрддрдХाрд▓ीрди рдЕंрддрд░ाрд▓ рд╕े рдкूрд░्рд╡, рд╣рдоाрд░ा рдЕंрддिрдо рдк्рд░рдХाрд╢рди рд╣ोрдЧा।

    рдПрдХ рджрд╢рдХ рдХी рд╣рдоाрд░ी рдЗрд╕ рдпाрдд्рд░ा рдХो рд╡िрд╢्рд╡ рдХे рдХोрдиे-рдХोрдиे рд╕े рдЖрдП рд▓ेрдЦрдХों рдФрд░ рд╡िрдж्рд╡ाрдиों рдХे рд╕ाрде рдиे рдкрд░िрднाрд╖िрдд рдХिрдпा рд╣ै। рд╣рдо рд╕рдмрдиे рдоिрд▓рдХрд░ 7,322,863 рдХी рдкाрдардХ рд╕ंрдЦ्рдпा рдХा рдЬो рдХीрд░्рддिрдоाрди рд╕्рдеाрдкिрдд рдХिрдпा, рд╡рд╣ рд╣рдоाрд░ी рд╕рд╣рдпाрдд्рд░ा рдХी рд╕рдлрд▓рддा рдХा рдк्рд░рдоाрдг рд╣ै। рд╣рдордиे рдмрд╣ुрднाрд╖ी рд╕ाрд╣िрдд्рдп, рдХрд▓ा рдФрд░ рд╢ोрдз рдХे рдХ्рд╖ेрдд्рд░ों рдоें рдЧुрдгрд╡рдд्рддा рдХे рдЙрдЪ्рдЪрддрдо рдоाрдирдХों рдХो рдЫुрдЖ рдФрд░ рдбिрдЬिрдЯрд▓ рдк्рд░рдХाрд╢рди рдХे рдХ्рд╖ेрдд्рд░ рдоें рд╕рджैрд╡ рд╕рд░्рд╡рд╢्рд░ेрд╖्рда рджेрдиे рдХा рдк्рд░рдпाрд╕ рдХिрдпा।

    рдХिंрддु, рдХिрд╕ी рднी рджрд░्рд╢рди рдХो рдиिрд░ंрддрд░ рдмрдиाрдП рд░рдЦрдиे рдХे рд▓िрдП рд╕ंрд╕ाрдзрдиों рдХी рдЖрд╡рд╢्рдпрдХрддा рд╣ोрддी рд╣ै। рд╣рдоाрд░े рд╕ीрдоिрдд рд╕ंрд╕ाрдзрдиों рдиे рд╣рдоें рдПрдХ рдРрд╕े рдоोрдб़ рдкрд░ рдЦрдб़ा рдХрд░ рджिрдпा рд╣ै рдЬрд╣ाँ рдЕрдкрдиी рднрд╡िрд╖्рдп рдХी рд░ाрд╣ рдХी рд╕рдоीрдХ्рд╖ा рдХрд░рдиे рдХे рд▓िрдП рдПрдХ рдкреЬाрд╡ рдЕрдиिрд╡ाрд░्рдп рд╣ो рдЧрдпा рд╣ै। рдЗрд╕ рдиिрд░्рдгрдп рд╕े рд╣рдоाрд░े рдкाрдардХों рдФрд░ рд╕рд╣рдпोрдЧिрдпों рдХो рдЬो рдиिрд░ाрд╢ा рдпा рдЕрд╕ुрд╡िрдзा рд╣ुрдИ рд╣ै, рдЙрд╕рдХे рд▓िрдП рд╣рдо рдХ्рд╖рдоाрдк्рд░ाрд░्рдеी рд╣ैं। рднрд▓े рд╣ी рдпрд╣ рд╕ेрддु рдЕрднी рд╢ांрдд рд╣ै, рдкрд░ рдпрд╣ाँ рдЧूंрдЬрдиे рд╡ाрд▓ी рдЖрд╡ाрдЬ़ें рд╕рджैрд╡ рдЬीрд╡ंрдд рд░рд╣ेंрдЧी।

    рдЕрдиुрд░ाрдЧ рд╢рд░्рдоा
    рдоुрдЦ्рдп рд╕ंрдкाрджрдХ
    рд╕ेрддु, рдкिрдЯ्рд╕рдмрд░्рдЧ

    When the cities speak in colours and solitude

    Sunil Sharma

    “The city is a labyrinth of streets, each one leading to a new adventure.”

    --– Langston Hughes

    What makes a city tick? What makes us choose a particular city? To migrate from one to another, near or far, sometimes, making us cross the seven seas?

    Each city has got a personality, an aura.

    Each city is individual, unique.

    And it calls!

    Listen to Robert Frost:


    I have looked down the saddest city lane.
    I have passed by the watchman on his beat
    And dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain.


    This month's call is based on a stunning picture by Keshav Sharma

    Picture by Keshav Sharma
    , a young visual artist from Ontario, Canada. It captures the mood of the city in seasonal transition. The dusk has arrived. Lights are on and vivid painting unfolds before you.

    In fact, the visual is a testimony to the haunting beauty of nature. How autumn can colour the cityscapes with broad brushworks, dipped in the colours of primeval energy and raw intensity; a live canvas where one walks freely, being a part, an element of the collage.

    The palette of hues is staggeringly rich and multi-shaded; fresh and real; soothing to the eyes and souls.

    A typical cityscape.

    Vibrant but silent.

    Sunset brings its own sadness, melancholic note to the sensitive. It also signals the end of the day’s hard and honest work.

    As Emile Dickinson observes in her signature style:

    Fall, leaves, fall; die, flowers, away;

    Lengthen night and shorten day;

    Every leaf speaks bliss to me

    Fluttering from the autumn tree.

    I shall smile when wreaths of snow

    Blossom where the rose should grow;

    I shall sing when night’s decay

    Ushers in a drearier day.

    The city with many faces and moods. Vibrant. decaying. Dynamic. Static. Witness to the seasonal change, transitions, leaving silent non-verbal messages to the dwellers, denizens.

    The responses to this monthly prompt are equally riveting.

    The rest of the issue is also rich with content.

    .

    This is the last edition of Setu.

    We are going on a much-deserved long break.

    Remain thankful to our valued contributors, guest-editors, editors and readers for their continual love and support to the bilingual journal.

    It was a fulfilling journey---and a humble endeavour to serve the global community of more than 7-million patrons.

    Setu tried to serve as a bridge in Hindi and English to the best of our abilities and happy to say that it could create a place in your hearts and forge long-term bonds.

    Big thanks to everybody involved in this almost-decade-long cultural mission; a monthly online outing with creatives that was always exhilarating; innovating and radical in the editorial vision and practice.

    Setu is on hiatus from next year onwards.

    Once back, we will let you know.

    Happy holidays!
    Happy New Year!


    Apologies for any unintended error, inconvenience or mistake.

    Enjoy life as it passes in its daily flow, every minute of it.

    Continue to read and sing your songs, please.

    With very best wishes!

    Sunil Sharma,
    Managing Editor,
    Setu (English)

    Setu Special Section: December 2025

    Special Section: Framing a City

    Picture by Keshav Sharma

     

    Special Section Authors: December 2025
    Contributing Authors

    Special Section: Snigdha Agrawal

    Snigdha Agrawal
    Learning to stay standing

    The cottages keep breathing 
    under layers of paint, crumbling
    A wooden beam bows with the memory,
    of hands that formerly shaped it
    Even as glass window panes,
    with distinctive distortions,
    stays stuck on wooden frames,
    clear, efficient, indifferent to age

    The old staircase knows each footfall,
    how weight hesitated before a step,
    how time settled in the knee
    It was built for pauses
    Now elevators hum nearby,
    on the street opposite
    Impatient, smooth, forgetting the climb

    Bricks listen
    They have learned this skill
    They listen to wires threaded through their ribs
    Ornate lamp posts once hand-lit,
    now glow on circuitry
    Nothing is removed entirely
    Only re-taught how to function 
    from within
    An elderly window opens the same way
    but the view has changed its language
    Shadows move faster
    The air is louder with ideas
    To stay open, the hinge must learn
    A new angle of trust
    Life does something similar
    It does not ask permission
    before adding metal knee caps
    The body becomes a heritage structure
    preserved, admired, occasionally bypassed
    While the world installs boom bars
    and signs with smaller letters
    Survival is not demolition
    It is an adjustment
    And so, the old remains,
    not untouched, not erased, but altered.
    ***

    Bio: Snigdha Agrawal was raised in a cosmopolitan environment. Both Eastern and Western cultural influences have shaped her writings. Educated at Loreto Institutions under the tutelage of Irish nuns, she developed a love for writing early in life.
    A versatile writer, she explores a wide range of genres, including poetry, short stories, travelogues, and prose. She is the published author of five books, the latest being FRAGMENTS OF TIME, a collection of memoirs written in a clear, accessible style. The book is available worldwide on Amazon in all formats. She currently lives in Bangalore, India, where she continues to nurture her two lifelong passions: writing and travelling.

    Poetry by Anurag Sharma: Translated by Sunil Sharma (Bilingual)

    рдЕрдиुрд░ाрдЧ рд╢рд░्рдоा
    Original Hindi poetry available at: An Indian in Pittsburgh Blog
    (рдЕрдиुрд░ाрдЧ рд╢рд░्рдоा рдХे рд╣िंрджी рдХाрд╡्рдп рдХा рдЕрдиुрд╡ाрдж рд╕ुрдиीрд▓ рд╢рд░्рдоा рдж्рд╡ाрд░ा)

    рдПрдХाрдХी рдХोрдиा (Lonely Spot)


    рдорди рдоें рдЗрдХ рд╕ूрдиा рдХोрдиा рд╣ै
    рдЬिрд╕рдоें рдЫिрдк-рдЫिрдкрдХे рд░ोрдиा рд╣ै
    рдЕрдкрдиी рдкीрд░ рд╕рдо्рднाрд▓ो рдЖрдк рд╣ी
    рдХрд╣рдХे рдХिрд╕рд╕े рдХ्рдпा рд╣ोрдиा рд╣ै॥

    There is a lonely nook in
    the mind
    for crying stealthily, away from
    public eye,
    one has to bear one’s existential pain, saying
    it to anybody will not serve any purpose.

    Sunil Sharma
    рдЧрд▓िрдпों-рдЧрд▓िрдпों рдлिрд░рддा рдоाрд░ा
    рд░ाрдд рд╡िрд╡рд╢ рдФрд░ рджिрди рдмेрдЪाрд░ा
    рдЬाрдЧृрдд рдордирд╡ा рдЪैрди рди рдкाрддा
    рднाрдЧ्рдп рдоें рдЕрдкрдиे рдХрдм рд╕ोрдиा рд╣ै॥

    Wanders aimless in streets,
    A hapless night and poor day,
    Alert mind never gets any relief,
    Rest is never my destiny.

    реЪрд░्рдж-рдЧुрдмाрд░ рдФрд░ рдЫींрдЯें рдЧंрджी
    рдЗрдзрд░-рдЙрдзрд░ рд╕े рд╣рдо рдкрд░ рдкреЬрддीं
    рджुрдиिрдпा рдзोрдиे рдиिрдХрд▓े рдеे рдЕрдм
    рддрди-рдорди рдЕрдкрдиा рд╣ी рдзोрдиा рд╣ै॥

    Dust, despair and mud stains
    Descend on us from every nook,
    Once wanted to clean the world,
    Now---have to cleanse own body/soul.

    рд╕ीрдоिрдд рд░िрд╢्рддे рд╕рддрд╣ी рдиाрддे
    рдЦुрдж рд╕े рдмाрд╣рд░ рд╕ोрдЪ рди рдкाрддे
    рдЬीрддे рдЬी рдЬिрд╕рд╕े рднी рдоिрд▓ рд▓ो
    рд╢рд╡ рдЕрдкрдиा рдЦुрдж рд╣ी рдвोрдиा рд╣ै॥

    The limited relations, superficial associations
    Cannot move beyond the self,
    Whomsoever you come to meet, while being alive
    You have to carry your own corpse.

    рд╕ुрдЦ рдЖрднाрд╕ी рджुःрдЦ рдЖрднाрд╕ी
    рдЬीрд╡рди рдоाрдпा, рдпा рдмрд╕ рдЫाрдпा
    рдЬो рднी рдоिрд▓ा рдЗрд╕ी рдЬीрд╡рди рдХा
    рдЕрдкрдиा рдХ्рдпा рдеा рдЬो рдЦोрдиा рд╣ै॥

    Happiness is just a state, so is sadness
    Existence is an illusion, or mere shadow,
    Every possession is a gift from this life
    Not going to lose what was never yours!
    ***


    рдиिрд░्рд╡ाрдг (Niravana)


    рдЕंрдзрдХाрд░ рд╕े рдк्рд░рдХрдЯ рд╣ुрдП рд╣ैं
    рдЕंрдзрдХाрд░ рдоें рдЦो рдЬाрдпेंрдЧे

    Born out of the dark
    Will blend in the dark

    рдмिрдЦрд░े рдоोрддी рд░ंрдЧ-рдмिрд░ंрдЧे
    рдЗрдХ рдоाрд▓ा рдоें рдкो рдЬाрдпेंрдЧे

    Scattered pearls, different colours,
    Will get woven into a single garland.

    рдЗрддрдиे рджिрди рд╕े рдЬрдЧे рд╣ुрдП рд╣рдо
    рдердХ рдХрд░ рдпूँ рд╣ी рд╕ो рдЬाрдпेंрдЧे

    Awake for so long, we
    Will fall asleep soon.

    рджेрдЦ рд╣рдоें рдЬो рд╣ँрд╕рддे рд╣ैं рд╡े
    рд╣рдоें рди рдкाрдХрд░ рд░ो рдЬाрдпेंрдЧे

    Those who mock now shall cry,
    Once they do not find us around.

    рд░рд╣े рдЕрдзूрд░े-рдЖрдзे рдЕрдм рддрдХ
    рдЗрдХ рджिрди рдкूрд░े рд╣ो рдЬाрдпेंрдЧे॥

    So far felt half-finished, incomplete
    Will become complete, some day.
    ***


    рдоैрдд्рд░ी (Friendship)


    рджुрд╢्рдордиी рдЬрдордХे рд╣рдорд╕े рд╣ै рдаाрдиे
    рджोрд╕्рддी рдХिрд╕рд╕े рд╣ै рд╡рд╣ी рдЬाрдиे

    Sworn enmity to us
    Only they know about their friendships.

    рд╣рдордиे рджрд░िрдпाрджिрд▓ी рдирд╣ीं рджेрдЦी
    рдЦूрдм рд╕ुрдирддे рд╣ैं рдЙрд╕рдХे рдЕ‍реЮрд╕ाрдиे

    Never came across generosity
    Frequently hear of such tales.

    рдЕंрдЬुрдорди рдоें рд╕рднी рд╣ैं рдЕрдкрдиे рд╡рд╣ाँ
    рдШрд░ рд╕े рдмेрджрд░ рд╣рдоीं рд╣ैं рдЕрдирдЬाрдиे

    In the gathering are those
    closest to us,
    Expelled, unaware, we in our
    Own home.

    рдХुрдЫ рдЬрд▓ा рди рдзुрдЖँ рд╣ी рдЙрдЯ्рдаा рд╣ै
    рди рд╡ो рд╢рдо्рдоा рди рд╣рдо рд╣ैं рдкрд░рд╡ाрдиे

    Something burnt but no smoke
    Neither they are the flame nor
    We, the moths.

    рдХुрдЫ рддो рд╣ै рдЦाрд╕ рдоैं рдирд╣ीं рдЬाрдиूँ
    рдпूँ рдирд╣ीं рд╕рдм рд╣ुрдП рд╣ैं рджीрд╡ाрдиे

    Some charisma must be there
    Of which I do not know, otherwise
    Folks would not have become devotees.

    рдЬाрдиे рдХ्рдпा рдХрд╣ рджिрдпा рд╣ै рд╢рд░्рдоा рдиे
    рд╣рдорд╕े рдЕрдм рд╡े рд▓рдЧे рд╣ैं рд╢рд░्рдоाрдиे

    What did Sharma utter that
    They act shy in our presence.
    ***


    рдШрд░ рдХे рд╡ृрдж्рдз (Old Folks of the Family)


    рдХрд╣рддे-рдХрд╣рддे рд╣ुрдП рд░ुрдХ рдЬाрддे рд╣ैं
    рдЬрдм рди рд╕ुрдирддा рдХिрд╕ी рдХो рдкाрддे рд╣ैं।

    While speaking, they stop midway
    Realizing that nobody is listening.

    рдЪрд▓ो рдЕрдм рдбाрдпрд░ी рдоें рд▓िрдЦ рд▓ेंрдЧे
    рдорди рдХो рдХрд╣рдХे рдпрд╣ी рднрд░рдоाрддे рд╣ैं।

    Let us jot down in the diary
    Thus, they console the mind.

    рдмीрддी рдмाрддों рдХो рдпाрдж рдХрд░-рдХрд░ рдХे
    рджिрд▓ рдХे рдШाрд╡ों рдХो рд╡े рд╕рд╣рд▓ाрддे рд╣ैं।

    Remembrance of things past
    Their balm for the wounded hearts.

    рд╕рдмрдХी рдордЬрдмूрд░िрдпों рдХो рд╕рдордЭा рд╣ै
    рдЕрдкрдиी рдмाрд░ी рдкे рдЪुрдк рд╣ो рдЬाрддे рд╣ैं।

    They Understand the limitations
    Of others but
    Fall silent, when it is their turn.

    рдЕрдкрдиी рддрдирд╣ाрдЗрдпों рдХो рдЭрдЯрдХा рджे
    рдЧीрдд рдЙрдд्рд╕рд╡ рдХे рдЧुрдирдЧुрдиाрддे рд╣ैं॥

    Shedding the heavy loneliness
    They burst into
    Songs of festive happiness.

    Excerpt: An Alien Among Flesh Eaters - Anurag Sharma

    The Cold Wall

    - Anurag Sharma

    Amar drove to the house, the one he still thought of as "theirs," though his name was now just a ghost on the mortgage. He hadn't called first. In his culture, you didn't schedule a crisis; you faced it with the people who were supposed to be your foundation.

    He found Rita in the garden. She wasn't gardening, though; she was standing near the edge of the property, staring at the hilly horizon of Western Pennsylvania. She looked fragile against the backdrop of the massive, indifferent landscape.

    "The company is gone, Rita," Amar said, bypassing the pleasantries. He stood a few feet away, respecting the invisible boundary she had drawn months ago.

    She didn't turn around. "Companies go bankrupt every day here, Amar. You'll find another."

    "It’s not just the job," he said, his voice dropping an octave. "The Green Card application is dead. My H1B is tied to the firm. I have sixty days. If I don't find a new sponsor who can take over the filing immediately, we have to leave the country. You, me, and Vinay."

    That finally made her turn. Her eyes weren't filled with the fear he expected, but with a sharp, cold calculation. "I am not going back, Amar. I've spent six years building a life here, even if it was a life in a kitchen."

    "Building a life?" Amar's sincerity finally cracked. "You haven't left the house in weeks. You don't drive. You don't work. How can you stay here without a legal status? If I leave, your H4 visa vanishes instantly. You become an illegal immigrant."

    Rita walked toward him, her footsteps silent on the grass. "You always think you are the only one with a plan, Amar. You always think I am the 'dependent' because that’s what the piece of paper says."

    She reached into her sweater pocket and pulled out a small, laminated card. She held it up. It wasn't a driver's license.

    It was an Employment Authorization Document (EAD).

    Amar stared at it. His mind raced through the legalities. An H4 holder couldn't get an EAD unless the spouse's Green Card process had reached a specific, advanced stage—a stage his application had never touched.

    "How?" he whispered.

    "I didn't need your sponsorship for this," Rita said, her voice steady and devoid of the bitterness she usually carried. "I filed for a U-Visa months ago. I told them about the 'mental cruelty,' the isolation, the way you kept me dependent by refusing to let me integrate. The lawyer said that in cases of domestic 'control,' there are protections."

    Amar felt the world tilt. He had spent years begging her to drive, to work, to socialize—to be free. He had uprooted flowers for their son and spent his lunchtime driving across town to ensure she was never stranded. He had been the one pushing for her independence, yet she had used her lack of independence as the very evidence to secure her own legal safety.

    "You told them I kept you here against your will?" Amar asked. His voice was a hollowed-out version of itself.

    "I told them my reality," she replied. "And my reality gave me this card. I have a job starting Monday at the local library's administrative office. They prove transport. I don't need your car; I don't need your visa. Frankly, I don’t need you, or your s╔е─▒╩З╩Зy green card."

    The "surprise element" wasn't the bankruptcy. It was the realization that while Amar was playing by the rules of a fair society, Rita had learned to play the rules of a broken one. She had found a way to stay in the "land of the richest" by painting him as the villain of her story.

    "And Vinay?" Amar asked.

    "He stays with the parent who has a future here," she said simply.

    Amar looked at the house, the scentless flowers, and the woman he no longer recognized. He had lived his life believing that good deeds bore good fruit. He had sown seeds of care, but he was harvesting a crop of betrayal.

    He turned back toward his car. He didn't have sixty days anymore. In his heart, he was already gone.

    [An Alien among Flesh Eaters: Coming soon online, in the bookstores, and the libraries near you]

    Synopsis: In the land of the richest, the cost of a future is higher than Amar ever imagined.

    Amar is a man of protocols. He believes in the school bus laws of Pennsylvania, the precise requirements of his H1B visa, and the ancient laws of Karma: sow a good seed, reap a sweet fruit. To protect his son Vinay’s future, he uproots the fragrant flowers the boy is allergic to, replacing them with a scentless, sterile garden. He thinks he is building a home.

    But while Amar plays by the rules, his wife Rita is learning a different game.

    Trapped in the isolation of a "dependent" visa, Rita transforms her silence into a weapon. When a corporate bankruptcy threatens to deport the family, Amar finds himself caught in a devastating paradox: to keep his son in the country he loves, he must accept the role of the villain in a story he didn't write.

    Moving from the humid foothills of the Himalayas to the icy hills of Appalachia, An Alien among Flesh Eaters is a masterful exploration of sacrifice, the legal labyrinths of immigration, and the silent, heavy weight of a father’s love. In a world where "left is right and right is wrong," Amar must decide if losing everything is the only way to truly save what matters.


    Photo Feature: рдЪिрдд्рд░ाрд╡рд▓ी

    Bio: Keshav Sharma, among other pet passions, loves to click the varied moods and beauty of the cities and countryside of Ontario region. His day job as transport manager keeps him busy; music, photography and outdoors give him a lot of energy.

    рдХेрд╢рд╡ рд╢рд░्рдоा рдЕрдкрдиी рдЕрди्рдп рд░ुрдЪिрдпों рдХे рд╕ाрде-рд╕ाрде, рдУंрдЯाрд░िрдпो рдХ्рд╖ेрдд्рд░ рдХे рдиाрдЧрд░ рдФрд░ рдЧ्рд░ाрдоीрдг рдХ्рд╖ेрдд्рд░ों рдХे рдоिрдЬ़ाрдЬ рдФрд░ рд╕ौंрджрд░्рдп рдХो рдХैрдорд░े рдж्рд╡ाрд░ा рд╕ाрдЭा рдХрд░рдиा рдкрд╕ंрдж рдХрд░рддे рд╣ैं। рдкрд░िрд╡рд╣рди рдк्рд░рдмंрдзрдХ рдХी рдЙрдирдХी рд╡ृрдд्рддि рдЙрди्рд╣ें рд╡्рдпрд╕्рдд рд░рдЦрддी рд╣ै, рддो рд╕ंрдЧीрдд, рдлोрдЯोрдЧ्рд░ाрдлी рдФрд░ рдЕрди्рдп рд░ुрдЪिрдпाँ рдЙрди्рд╣ें рдКрд░्рдЬा рджेрддी рд╣ैं।

    Keshav Sharma рдХेрд╢рд╡ рд╢рд░्рдоा












    Fiction: Just A Bench

    Rachna Vinod


    Every evening at exactly six, I, the venerable iron-and-wood marvel they call Bench Number Seven, perform my first ritual of the day: clearing my throat. At least, that’s how I like to imagine it because a bench has to dream big. The pigeons always take it as their cue to flap into the air in panic, the leaves seem to shiver and fall, and I settle in for my favourite hour—the hour of stories. You might think I spend my days quietly, stoically, holding the occasional stroller-straining toddler or the bored jogger’s water bottle. But no. My evenings are packed. Humans, bless them, are the most ridiculous creatures, and I see everything.

    First came Mr. D’Souza, a retired accountant with a tie that could choke a goat. He sits exactly on my left edge, adjusts his hat at precisely 6:02, and starts muttering numbers under his breath. “Two thousand… three hundred… oh, no, wait, carry the—” he goes on until his wife arrives, waving her floral scarf like a victory flag. They bicker lightly—about the price of tomatoes, the correct pronunciation of ‘quinoa,’ or why the neighbour’s dog has better manners than their cat. I like them; they remind me of squirrels arguing over acorns. Then there’s the teenager, who plops down with dramatic flair right in the center of my slats, headphones on, staring at a screen as though it contains the meaning of life. Occasionally, he taps his foot, groans, sighs, or rolls his eyes—sometimes at me, I swear. Teenagers are a mystery. I’ve concluded that if they survive adolescence, they deserve medals.

    By six-fifteen, the Yoga Ladies arrive, mats in tow. Their stretches and poses are a sight. The one with the bright pink headband always tries to balance on my right armrest. I pretend not to notice, though honestly, it’s exhausting supporting her tree pose. But she smells nice, and her laughter is contagious. At times, I imagine myself flexing along with them—though that would be a sight. Then, there are always the inevitable dog owners. Mr. Kapoor, with his poodle, insists on using me as the official “post office” for whatever correspondence the dog deems urgent. I nod politely. A bench has to maintain dignity, after all. By six-thirty, the park begins to calm, the chaos simmering down. It’s then I truly enjoy my privilege: the conversations humans don’t even know I hear.

    “Oh, do you think he likes me?” whispers a voice one day. I glance at a young woman on my left. She fidgets with her scarf, unaware I have been silently judging her over several weeks. “Trust me, he’s thinking about his Instagram feed, not you,” I would have said, if benches could talk—though that might be considered rude.

    And then there’s the philosophical fellow who always reads aloud to himself, muttering lines from books I’ve never heard of. “To be, or not to be,” he says dramatically one Tuesday, looking at a squirrel that isn’t even paying attention. I try to act impressed. After all, I’ve read the newspaper shredded by pigeons—an achievement, in my opinion.

    I’ve had visitors from all walks of life. Once, a man in a neon tracksuit ran past so fast I swore he was auditioning for a superhero movie. Another time, a woman sat for an hour knitting something so complicated I suspected it was a sweater for a giraffe. And who could forget the duo of elderly gentlemen playing chess on the adjacent table, tossing gossip back and forth like confetti? Humans are endlessly entertaining. But the best part of my day is when nobody sits on me. That’s when I stretch my imagination. I think of myself as the throne of empires, the confession booth for secret affairs, the launchpad for runaway pigeons. I imagine I have fans, followers, a social media presence and thousands of likes pouring in. In truth, my only audience is the occasional curious squirrel, who doesn’t understand irony, and a stray cat that judges me with intense suspicion.

    One evening, something unusual happened. A small boy approached, dragging a bright red wagon behind him. He stopped in front of me and, after a long deliberation, sat down with the sort of decisiveness only a five-year-old can muster. His mother shouted something about ice cream melting, but he ignored her. He leaned back, staring up at the sky, and sighed. “Bench looks so comfy.” , he said suddenly.

    I do not have eyes, but if I did, they would have widened. Comfy? That’s the highest compliment I’ve ever received. Most humans only curse me for being sticky, wet, or slightly wobbly. This boy, however, talked like an old friend. I felt proud. And then he whispered another secret: “I think clouds are hiding today because they don’t like Mondays.” Ah, the honesty of children. Nothing is more refreshing. I stored that wisdom in my imaginary memory banks for future reflection.

    By seven, the park lights flickered on. Shadows lengthened. Pigeons returned, confident the human dramas had paused. Leaves rustled. Mr. D’Souza’s wife yanked him away toward the bus stop, the teenager plugged in his phone charger, the Yoga Ladies rolled up their mats, and Mr. Kapoor tugged his poodle off my armrest. Silence descended, comforting and familiar.

    I settled into it. My day’s work was done. I had listened, judged gently, fantasized, and occasionally inspired. I had borne the weight of humans and their quirks. I had laughed silently at their earnestness, their absurdities, their small triumphs. I had, in short, lived fully—even if from a slightly stationary position.

    Tomorrow and subsequent days after tomorrow, the pigeons will flee. Leaves will tremble. Humans will arrive with their dramas, confessions, ambitions, and secrets. And I will be here, faithful, observant, and infinitely entertained. After all, someone has to witness the nuances of life while pretending to be just a bench.

    Poetry by Dharmpal Mahendra Jain: Translated by Sunil Sharma (Bilingual)

    рдзрд░्рдордкाрд▓ рдорд╣ेंрдж्рд░ рдЬैрди

    Poet: Dharmpal Mahendra Jain
    ---Translated from Hindi by Sunil Sharma


    Loneliness

    Loneliness stands like a desolate mountain
    Silent aspirations get lost in the wilderness
    Glazed eyes 
    Bidden bye to the sleep.
    Remaining awake, alone, now
    A big challenge.
    Terrifying, the mirror
    A strange look-alike lives there
    Loneliness seems like an eternal mountain.
    Birth and rebirth, their
    Infinite definitions
    Cannot be rendered in words.
    Sunil Sharma
    Individual mountains make ranges
    Those ranges look inert.
    In the darkness, I think
    Darkness is not a friend.
    There the isolated beings
    Shed the shadows.
    When solitary cloud
    Does not rain in its rhythmic way
    It explodes 
    Along with the lightening
    Mountain undergoes tremors.
    The solitary two--- the mountain and cloud
    Turn into a spring, a river
    Loneliness is washed away
    In their union.

    Hindi Original

    рдЕрдХेрд▓ाрдкрди рдкрд░्рд╡рдд-рд╕ा рдЧुрдорд╕ुрдо рдЦрдб़ा рд╣ै।
    рдоौрди рдЗрдЪ्рдЫाрдПँ рд╡ीрд░ाрдиे рдоें рдЧुрдо рд╣ैं।
    рдкрдерд░ाрдИ рдЖँрдЦों рдиे
    рдиींрдж рдХो рдЕрд▓рд╡िрджा рдХрд╣ рджिрдпा рд╣ै।
    рдЕрдм рдЕрдХेрд▓े рдЬाрдЧрдиे рдХा
    рд╕ाрд╣рд╕ рдирд╣ीं рд╣ै।

    рджрд░्рдкрдг рд╕े рдбрд░ рд▓рдЧрддा рд╣ै 
    рдПрдХ рдЕрдЬीрдм-рд╕ा рд╣рдо рд╢рдХ्рд▓ рд╣ै рд╡рд╣ाँ।

    рдЕрдХेрд▓ाрдкрди рдкрд░्рд╡рдд-рд╕ा рдЕрдорд░ рд▓рдЧрддा рд╣ै!

    рдЬрди्рдо рдФрд░ рдкुрдирд░्рдЬрди्рдо рдХी
    рдЕंрддрд╣ीрди рд╡्рдпाрдЦ्рдпाрдПँ рд╢рдм्рджों рдоें
    рдирд╣ीं рдврд▓ рдкाрддीं।
    рдЕрдХेрд▓े-рдЕрдХेрд▓े рдкрд░्рд╡рддों рд╕े рдмрдиीं
    рдЬрдб़ рд▓рдЧрддी рд╣ैं рдкрд░्рд╡рдд рд╢ृंрдЦрд▓ाрдПँ।
    рдЕंрдзेрд░े рдоें рд╕ोрдЪрддा рд╣ूँ рдоैं
    рдЕंрдзेрд░ा рдоिрдд्рд░ рдирд╣ीं рд╣ै
    рд╡рд╣ाँ рдЕрдХेрд▓े рд▓ोрдЧों рдХी
    рдкрд░рдЫाрдИ рдирд╣ीं рд╣ोрддी।

    рдЬрдм рдЕрдХेрд▓ा рдмाрджрд▓
    рдирд╣ीं рдмрд░рд╕рддा рдЕрдкрдиी рд▓рдп рдоें
    рддो рдлрдЯ рдкрдб़рддा рд╣ै
    рдХрдб़рдХрдб़ाрддी рдмिрдЬрд▓ी рдХे рд╕ाрде।
    рдкрд░्рд╡рдд рджрд░рдХрдиे рд▓рдЧрддा рд╣ै।
    рджो рдЕрдХेрд▓े- рдкрд░्рд╡рдд рдФрд░ рдмाрджрд▓,
    рдЭрд░рдиा рдмрдирддे рд╣ैं, рдирджी рдмрдирддे рд╣ैं
    рдЕрдХेрд▓ाрдкрди рдмрд╣ рдЬाрддा рд╣ै
    рдкрд░рд╕्рдкрд░ рд╡िрд▓ीрди рд╣ो рдЬाрдиे рдоें।

    KRYSTYNA LENKOWSKA рдХ्рд░िрд╕्рдЯीрдиा рд▓ेрдирдХ्рд╡ोрд╕्рдХा - 5

    Sangeeta Gupta
    THE POEMS ORIGINALLY WERE WRITTEN IN POLISH AND TRANSLATED INTO ENGLISH BY VARIOUS TRANSLATORS; ALMOST ALL OF THEM WERE PUBISHED IN POLAND IN POLISH AND SOME OF THEM WERE PUBLISHED IN ENGLISH IN US, NEW ZEALAND AND KENYA

    13. KINGDOM OF KALINGA

    Ashyuta Samantha has no relatives
    not even a wife
    he has 2700 boarding school kids 
    on his mind 
    they won’t return to their overpopulated 
    tribes over murky water
    they won’t be selling fake corals and pearls
    to tourists under the Konrak temple
    they won’t become coconut
    or plastic bucket sellers
    and they won’t be coming home from work at night on motorbikes
    nor at dawn transport groups of their children 
    without safety helmets
    maybe they will go to England
    and open plastic surgery clinics
    maybe they will stay in the country
    and become builders of luxury hotels
    or Hindu temples
    perhaps there is another Ghandi among them
    or his adoptive daughter Indira
    or maybe Krishna himself
    maybe one of them will be the next Ashyuta Samantha
    without relatives
    without a spouse
    with a boarding school on his mind
    you will never run out of the poor or of orphans.

    Translated by Krystyna Lenkowska

    рдХрд▓िंрдЧ рдХा рд╕ाрдо्рд░ाрдЬ्рдп

    рдЕрдЪ्рдпुрддा рд╕ाрдоंрддा рдХे рдХोрдИ рд╕ंрдмंрдзी рдирд╣ीं,
    рди рдХोрдИ рдЬीрд╡рдирд╕ंрдЧिрдиी।
    рдЙрдирдХे рдорди рдоें рдмрд╕ 2700
    рдЖрд╡ाрд╕ीрдп рд╡िрдж्рдпाрд▓рдп рдХे рдмрдЪ्рдЪे рд╣ैं।

    рд╡े рдЕрдкрдиे рднीрдб़рднाрдб़ рднрд░े рдХ़рдмीрд▓ों рдоें
    рдЧंрджे рдкाрдиी рдХे рдХिрдиाрд░े рдирд╣ीं рд▓ौрдЯेंрдЧे।
    рд╡े рдХोрдгाрд░्рдХ рдоंрджिрд░ рдХे рдиीрдЪे
    рдкрд░्рдпрдЯрдХों рдХो рдирдХрд▓ी рдоूंрдЧे рдФрд░ рдоोрддी рдирд╣ीं рдмेрдЪेंрдЧे।
    рд╡े рдиाрд░िрдпрд▓ рдпा рдк्рд▓ाрд╕्рдЯिрдХ рдХी рдмाрд▓्рдЯिрдпाँ рдмेрдЪрдиे рд╡ाрд▓े рдирд╣ीं рдмрдиेंрдЧे।
    рдФрд░ рди рд╣ी рд░ाрдд рдоें рдоोрдЯрд░рдмाрдЗрдХ рдкрд░ рдХाрдо рд╕े рд▓ौрдЯेंрдЧे,
    рд╕ुрдмрд╣-рд╕рд╡ेрд░े рдЕрдкрдиे рдмрдЪ्рдЪों рдХो
    рдмिрдиा рд╕ुрд░рдХ्рд╖ा рд╣ेрд▓рдоेрдЯ рдХे рд╕рдл़рд░ рдкрд░ рдирд╣ीं рд▓े рдЬाрдПंрдЧे।

    рд╢ाрдпрдж рд╡े рдЗंрдЧ्рд▓ैंрдб рдЬाрдПंрдЧे,
    рдФрд░ рдк्рд▓ाрд╕्рдЯिрдХ рд╕рд░्рдЬрд░ी рдХ्рд▓िрдиिрдХ рдЦोрд▓ेंрдЧे।
    рд╢ाрдпрдж рд╡े рджेрд╢ рдоें рд╣ी рд░рд╣ेंрдЧे
    рдФрд░ рднрд╡्рдп рд╣ोрдЯрд▓ों рдпा рд╣िंрджू рдоंрджिрд░ों рдХे рдиिрд░्рдоाрддा рдмрдиेंрдЧे।
    рд╢ाрдпрдж рдЙрдирдоें рд╕े рдХोрдИ рдПрдХ рдФрд░ рдЧांрдзी рд╣ोрдЧा,
    рдпा рдЙрдирдХी рджрдд्рддрдХ рдкुрдд्рд░ी рдЗंрджिрд░ा।
    рдпा рд╢ाрдпрдж рд╕्рд╡рдпं рдХृрд╖्рдг।

    рд╢ाрдпрдж рдЙрдирдоें рд╕े рдХोрдИ рдЕрдЧрд▓ा рдЕрдЪ्рдпुрддा рд╕ाрдоंрддा рд╣ोрдЧा—
    рдмिрдиा рдХिрд╕ी рд░िрд╢्рддेрджाрд░ рдХे,
    рдмिрдиा рдХिрд╕ी рдЬीрд╡рдирд╕ंрдЧिрдиी рдХे,
    рд╕िрд░ рдкрд░ рдПрдХ рдФрд░ рдЖрд╡ाрд╕ीрдп рд╡िрдж्рдпाрд▓рдп рдХा рднाрд░ рд▓िрдП।
    рдХрднी рдЧрд░ीрдмों рдХी,
    рдХрднी рдЕрдиाрдеों рдХी рдХрдоी рдирд╣ीं рд╣ोрдЧी।
    ***
     
    14. THE SILENCE OF THE POEM

    Behind the wall a great poet
    in a small room
    with a small balcony
    overlooking the great sea
    day after day
    night after night 
    behind the shade built 
    from the noise of the street
    hidden in the silence of the poem 
    so perfectly 
    that it leaves a black hole in the heart 
    for a long time
    maybe for
    we exchange notes pushed under the doors                                              
    she does not use the sounds of feet
    windows doors keys elevate 
    behind the wall the great poetry is silent 
    I move closer to the wall 
    to hear the great silence 
    to go deaf for a moment
    to touch the black void
    to turn black or even gray 
    to become blind with a flash
    the wall on my side is white
    white paper
    white pen.

    Translated by Krystyna Lenkowska

    рдХрд╡िрддा рдХी рдиिрд╕्рддрдм्рдзрддा

    рджीрд╡ाрд░ рдХे рдкीрдЫे, рдПрдХ рдорд╣ाрди рдХрд╡ि
    рдПрдХ рдЫोрдЯे рд╕े рдХрдорд░े рдоें,
    рдЫोрдЯे рд╕े рдмाрд▓рдХрдиी рдХे рд╕ाрде,
    рдЬो рджेрдЦрддी рд╣ै рд╡िрд╢ाрд▓ рд╕рдоुрдж्рд░ рдХी рдУрд░।
    рджिрди-рдм-рджिрди,
    рд░ाрдд-рджрд░-рд░ाрдд,
    рдЧрд▓ी рдХे рд╢ोрд░ рд╕े рдмрдиी рдЫाрдпा рдХे рдкीрдЫे,
    рдХрд╡िрддा рдХी рдиिрд╕्рддрдм्рдзрддा рдоें
    рдЗрддрдиी рдкूрд░्рдгрддा рд╕े рдЫिрдкी рд╣ुрдИ
    рдХि рд╡рд╣ рд╣ृрджрдп рдоें
    рдПрдХ рдХाрд▓ा рд╢ूрди्рдп рдЫोрдб़ рдЬाрддी рд╣ै,
    рдмрд╣ुрдд рд▓ंрдмे рд╕рдордп рддрдХ,
    рд╢ाрдпрдж рд╕рджा рдХे рд▓िрдП।

    рд╣рдо рджрд░рд╡ाрдЬ़े рдХे рдиीрдЪे
    рдЪुрдкрдЪाрдк рдиोрдЯ्рд╕ рд╕рд░рдХाрддे рд╣ैं।
    рд╡рд╣ рдкैрд░ों рдХी рдЖрд╣рдЯ рдирд╣ीं рд╣ोрдиे рджेрддी,
    рдЦिрдб़рдХिрдпाँ, рджрд░рд╡ाрдЬ़े, рдЪाрдмिрдпाँ—
    рд╕рдм рдКँрдЪे рдЙрда рдЬाрддे рд╣ैं।
    рджीрд╡ाрд░ рдХे рдкीрдЫे,
    рдорд╣ाрди рдХрд╡िрддा рдоौрди рд╣ै।

    рдоैं рджीрд╡ाрд░ рдХे рдФрд░ рдХрд░ीрдм рдЬाрддा рд╣ूँ,
    рдЙрд╕ рдорд╣ाрди рдоौрди рдХो рд╕ुрдирдиे рдХे рд▓िрдП,
    рдХ्рд╖рдгрднрд░ рдХे рд▓िрдП рдмрд╣рд░ा рд╣ोрдиे рдХे рд▓िрдП,
    рдЙрд╕ рдХाрд▓े рд╢ूрди्рдп рдХो рдЫूрдиे рдХे рд▓िрдП,
    рдЦुрдж рдХो рдХाрд▓ा,
    рдпा рд╢ाрдпрдж рдзूрд╕рд░ рдмрдиाрдиे рдХे рд▓िрдП,
    рдЕрдЪाрдирдХ рдЪрдордХ рд╕े рдЕंрдзा рд╣ोрдиे рдХे рд▓िрдП।

    рдоेрд░ी рдУрд░ рдХी рджीрд╡ाрд░ рд╕рдл़ेрдж рд╣ै—
    рд╕рдл़ेрдж рдХाрдЧрдЬ़,
    рд╕рдл़ेрдж рдХ़рд▓рдо।
    ***
     
    15. ODE TO SNOW

    You fall like everything else 
    on this planet
    you come from silence 
    from where we also come
    you rest against freezing time and hard earth
    deer leave traces over you
    a dog sinks in you up to its ears with such obviousness
    in his eyes as if he had understood
    in Slocina in the Carpathian foothills you’re the same 
    as in Turkish Kars
    Herodot’s legend
    geometry on glass
    black ice on the road
    our fragile bodies crash
    in your glazed splendor
    under you - love death and trash
    lightly patted over
    fragments of rockets from Baykonur drop on your head 
    while you, unshakable equilibrist, lie
    supine in the Altai mountains
    my white idealist.

    Translated by Ewa Hryniewicz-Yarbrough 

    рдмрд░्рдл рдХे рд▓िрдП рдПрдХ рдУрдб

    рддुрдо рдЧिрд░рддे рд╣ो рдЬैрд╕े рд╕рдм рдХुрдЫ
    рдЗрд╕ рдЧ्рд░рд╣ рдкрд░ рдЧिрд░рддा рд╣ै।
    рддुрдо рдЖрддी рд╣ो рдоौрди рд╕े,
    рдЙрд╕ी рдоौрди рд╕े рдЬрд╣ाँ рд╕े рд╣рдо рднी рдЖрдП рд╣ैं।
    рддुрдо рдЬрдоी рд╣ुрдИ рдШрдб़ी рдФрд░ рдХрдаोрд░ рдзрд░рддी рдкрд░ рдард╣рд░рддी рд╣ो।
    рд╣िрд░рдг рддुрдо्рд╣ाрд░े рдКрдкрд░ рдЕрдкрдиे рдиिрд╢ाрди рдЫोрдб़ рдЬाрддे рд╣ैं।
    рдПрдХ рдХुрдд्рддा рддुрдордоें рдХाрдиों рддрдХ рдзँрд╕ рдЬाрддा рд╣ै,
    рдЙрд╕рдХी рдЖँрдЦों рдоें рдРрд╕ी рд╕рд╣рдЬ рд╕्рд╡ीрдХृрддि
    рдЬैрд╕े рдЙрд╕рдиे рд╕рдм рдХुрдЫ рд╕рдордЭ рд▓िрдпा рд╣ो।

    рд╕्рд▓ोрдЪिрдиा рдХे рдХाрд░्рдкेрдеिрдпाрдИ рдкрд╣ाрдб़िрдпों рдоें рддुрдо рд╡ैрд╕ी рд╣ी рд╣ो
    рдЬैрд╕ी рддुрд░्рдХी рдХे рдХाрд░्рд╕ рдоें।
    рд╣ेрд░ोрдбोрдЯрд╕ рдХी рдХрдеा,
    рдХाँрдЪ рдкрд░ рдмрдиी рдЬ्рдпाрдоिрддि,
    рд╕рдб़рдХ рдкрд░ рдЬрдоी рдХाрд▓ी рдмрд░्рдл।
    рд╣рдоाрд░े рдиाрдЬ़ुрдХ рд╢рд░ीрд░
    рддुрдо्рд╣ाрд░ी рдЪрдордХрддी рд╣ुрдИ рд╕рддрд╣ рдкрд░
    рдЯрдХрд░ाрдХрд░ рдмिрдЦрд░ рдЬाрддे рд╣ैं।
    рддुрдо्рд╣ाрд░े рдиीрдЪे—
    рдк्рд░ेрдо, рдоृрдд्рдпु, рдФрд░ рдХूрдб़ा,
    рд╣рд▓्рдХे рд╕े рдврдХा рд╣ुрдЖ।
    рдмैрдХрдиूрд░ рд╕े рдЧिрд░े рд░ॉрдХेрдЯ рдХे рдЯुрдХрдб़े
    рддुрдо्рд╣ाрд░े рд╕िрд░ рдкрд░ рдмрд░рд╕рддे рд╣ैं।
    рдФрд░ рддुрдо, рдЕрдбिрдЧ рдирдЯрд╕рдо्рд░ाрдЯ рдХी рддрд░рд╣,
    рдЕрд▓्рддाрдИ рдкрд░्рд╡рддों рдоें рдЪिрдд्рдд рд▓ेрдЯी рд░рд╣рддी рд╣ो।
    рдоेрд░ी рд╢्рд╡ेрдд рдЖрджрд░्рд╢рд╡ाрджी।
    ***

    The Schedule of V├нhaan

    John Clark Smith

    10 Samu

    Wherein we return to the present from Hut├бn’s recollections
    and learn while Hut├бn is in Samu
    Carina’s story and her abduction,
    the identity of her patron,
    Carina’s training,
    the Cube Fortress
    and why Rita died.

    V├нhaan, despite his own agenda, hadn’t forgotten

    his willingness to assist Hut├бn with two enigmas—

    First, who took Carina, where they took her and why,

    and Second, how did Rita perish from a heart attack?

    A few surprises surfaced despite the many details,

    such as the connection between Carina’s abduction

    and the series of events that ended in Rita’s death,

    a fact that meant, though rescuing Carina was a start,

    Hut├бn sought to know who risks abduction when Carina

    had a powerful and protective personal patron

    as well as members of the Remnant supporting her?

    Long ago he had learned that there is always more to know

    and new knowledge leads to ignorance and secret knowledge.

    To remind himself he would chant two lines of mystery:

    “I think not ‘I know well’ yet I know not ‘I know not;’ He

    of us who knows It, knows It, yet he knows not ‘he knows not.’”[1]

    After the meeting ended at Andaman headquarters,

    Hut├бn boarded a plane on route to a Polynesian

    island, Samu—a location The Schedule suggested—

    a forested island with gorgeous beaches, rocky cliffs,

    one hundred caves, a dormant volcano, several small

    villages around its coasts and one large town, Latika,

    where The Schedule disclosed they now were holding Carina.

    On the way he received a long text message from someone

    unknown to him but claiming he was Carina’s patron

    yet offered no name while acting as if he knew Hut├бn

    and requested Hut├бn ask Carina to contact him—

    the assumption being he couldn’t contact Carina

    himself but only it seems through the Remnant and Hut├бn—

    and say to her Eger, a word unfamiliar to him

    until he asked George, which promptly said it was a city

    a couple of hours by train from Budapest, Hungary.

    Hut├бn was aware that her unknown patron had guided

    Carina to the Remnant—she often talked about it—

    by encouraging her to go to a Buddhist retreat

    in Mount Shasta, California when Udaki was there

    and where Carina could show a corrupt Hungarian

    politician the toll his harsh policies inflicted

    on the constituency until a brutal snowstorm

    struck the region, stranding all guests, giving Carina time

    to meet and talk with Udaki—the politician’s mind

    remaining unchanged—talk that eventually convinced her

    to join the Remnant, though the patron had signaled Hut├бn

    and Udaki that Carina would be there and how much

    he wanted his prodigy to belong in the Remnant.

    Yet the meeting was fortuitous for the Remnant too,

    since Hut├бn and Udaki also scouted Carina

    a few months previous to the patron contacting them

    and were impressed with her focus, skills, and maturity.

    They too were waiting for the proper opportunity.

    Now the patron appears again here, clearly very aware

    that something has happened to Carina, and sends this code

    word Eger, which will mean something when Hut├бn rescues her,

    a rescue that had to remain uncertain as he was

    without his team, such as Carina herself, to help him—

    since Udaki and he had agreed he must act alone.

    Yet the patron was more aware than a code word would show.

    This patron also paid for and arranged a covert passage

    on a boat captained by a man who knew the back story,

    the causes why these events happened, and who was involved.

    Though he hadn’t traveled beyond the islands, to Hut├бn

    he seemed “to know the world without going about,”[2] a man

    essential, for Hut├бn had never visited Samu,

    had no knowledge why Carina would have been taken here,

    but, most of all, he had always had a dreadful feeling

    about abductions—the abducted are either never found

    or they are found dead in rarely pleasant ways of dying.

    These were his thoughts when he rowed his boat to a dock

    distant from busy shores, a place where the captain said

    he would go unnoticed, and he trusted the old fellow,

    because what Hut├бn did know, he had learned from the captain,

    who not only knew about Samu and its politics and society,

    but about the people who caused this event to happen.

    The captain told the tale as told to him by the patron:

    A princess secretly bore an illegitimate child

    and let the father raise the child while the princess married,

    became a queen, had three sons—one of whom was Prince Andres—

    but the princess, now the Queen, learned that the father—who had

    a palace of his own on another island—had turned

    her daughter into a spy, a warrior, a martial

    arts expert, well-versed in weapons, the arts, economics,

    sciences, languages, but importantly, a cowgirl,

    he was proud to say, as rugged as any gunslinger;

    and that angered the Queen more than all the other training

    he was foisting on her daughter, because his obsession

    with the American West was so vulgar, so irksome

    and also so American, a culture she hated,

    that, even if he had Royal blood and she could have

    married him, she wouldn’t have married him, not when she saw

    his own palace and the tasteless interior d├йcor,

    an amalgam of house styles from that period—or what

    he believed copied the aesthetics of the Old West view

    of interiors—with a lot of objects made of wood,

    stone, leather, metal, in a simple hand-made rustic look,

    and a varied assortment of mounted animal heads.

    She couldn’t conceive of walking around every moment

    of her day looking at those rugs, furniture, and walls,

    but an even greater travesty was when he wanted

    his daughter to belong to that cowardly, liberal,

    sissy, Sunday school bunch of idealists, the Remnant,

    not Dvorak, which she supported and greatly funded,

    even using her son Prince Andres on Dvorak’s missions.

    No, she couldn’t tolerate that, she had to do something,

    and not let an idiot who struts in flashy cowboy

    outfits and boots, who attempts to talk in a nineteenth century

    accent of Old West townsfolk, try to brainwash Carina.

    No, she wouldn’t allow it, none of it, she had to save

    the girl and introduce her to the ways of the Queen.

    So first she tried to threaten Hut├бn himself by warning him

    she would hurt his wife Rita unless he fired Carina,

    a common threat that Hut├бn ignored when used against him.

    But the Queen wouldn’t be ignored, she continued her plan

    to terrorize Rita constantly for several hours

    by barking dogs, pounding the windows and doors, girls screaming,

    keeping her from leaving, yelling out cruel threats at her,

    shooting bullets up to the sky, and non-stop banging drums.

    Perhaps another woman might have survived the trauma,

    a less fragile personality who feared less the country,

    but Rita lived in a state of fright before the terror,

    her heart panicked too many times, she fainted and awoke,

    fainted and awoke, five times to her worst nightmare,

    a scene she had seen in her imagination daily,

    till finally the heart, the mind, could not recover

    and her life slipped away, with no one nearby to save her.

    Afraid no more, her house under attack, Hut├бn’s dog Wink

    placed there to keep her company to scare off intruders;

    but there were no intruders. The danger remained outside.

    Wink’s last defense was to growl and bark and prowl for a while,

    but even Wink, when he saw Rita lifeless on the floor,

    stopped and lay down beside her, his head resting on her chest,

    and stayed beside her until they took her body away,

    the entire incident not what the Queen had intended.

    She wanted only to coerce Hut├бn to find a way

    to release Carina so she would then join Dvorak.

    She didn’t want the father to influence Carina,

    but in the end, she blamed Rita’s death on weakness and fear,

    and refused liability or regret and moved on.

    At that point the captain stopped and stared at Hutan’s tear-streaked

    face, this part of the story making him so furious

    he couldn’t stop his tears and rushed on quickly to the sea

    as if he was intending to plunge into its dark depths.

    Instead, he stopped at the edge and picked up a couple shells

    and hurled them into the water, then fell on to his knees

    and cried with far greater force, ending in a long shrill scream.

    After, he became very still and tried to meditate

    and “turn the light around to shine inward so that the mind

    is not aroused by things,”[3] as he had practiced so often,

    finally relinquishing himself to the true story

    of how Rita died and dissipating his emotions:

    ‘The Queen killed Rita? She caused her death? Carina’s mother?’

    The Queen never seemed to care whether her first paramour,

    Carina’s father, had big plans for his brilliant daughter

    or wanted her to become what he could never achieve

    even with all his money, a good outlaw in the Wild

    West—but the “west” in this case was his homeland, Hungary.

    He raised her to combine all her training, skills, and knowledge

    and ride into towns where corrupt evil people govern

    and save the town, to do what he wished someone could have done

    for his grandparents, immigrant victims of tyranny.

    None of these plans did the Queen know, and, if she did, she would

    have rebuffed them, even if all those tyrants Dvorak

    controlled and were planted there for the welfare of the town.

    So the patron, Carina’s father, watched her life slowly

    unfold, proud how she was growing into such a woman,

    and expected—with no help from The Schedule—that the Queen

    would try to change her views and ask her to join Dvorak,

    or if not, she would then jail her to prevent an escape

    so she couldn’t return to the patron’s choice, the Remnant.

    Those were the first assumptions, but the patron was guessing

    about the plans of the Queen, with no knowledge where the Queen

    was holding Carina, since the crisis now in Eger

    required Carina be found and freed as soon as he could

    or the crisis there and in other towns would escalate.

    The captain explained that the caves were the best means to move

    around the island without being noticed and Hut├бn

    should use them to find her and return her to the same place

    the captain brought him and take her home on the same boat route.

    Hut├бn stopped for a moment, sitting on the sand, and thought

    about Carina, how she was always supporting him.

    “What are tributes, freedom, or youth compared” to her,[4] his muse,

    how effective she had been in executing his plans,

    how he first noticed her when she was dancing with Prince Andres

    and how her two giant guards had quickly rushed her away,

    but even then, he wondered why someone targeted her.

    Carina believed Dvorak was trying to threaten

    her patron, but Why threaten her patron? Hut├бn had asked.

    Was her mother the Queen somehow behind the poisoning?

    Yet that made little sense to him: why poison Carina

    when she was abducting her now for another purpose?

    So Dvorak once again became the perpetrator

    who sent Prince Andres to poison Carina at the ball

    without knowing she was his half-sister, their true motives

    unclear at first to Hut├бn, since he saw no connection

    to Prince Andres, who broke the maxim of a follower

    and a sage: “Follow not that of which you have no knowledge.”[5]

    But now Hut├бn understood why the patron was a threat.

    The patron planned to challenge Dvorak’s ubiquitous

    dictators, not only in Hungary, and the patron

    had trained Carina to stop Dvorak, even enlisting

    the Remnant to help before they focused on The Schedule.

    Yet Dvorak wasn’t behind this Samu abduction,

    this was the Queen’s scheme—though Dvorak would gladly back her—

    a personal matter between the patron and the Queen

    where the Queen had to prevent this molding of her daughter

    by what she described as anti-establishment, vulgar,

    na├пve, idealist propaganda and corruption.

    After these thoughts and the captain’s avid encouragement,

    Hut├бn entered the caves and took the captain’s instruction,

    as well as the information given by The Schedule.

    Most of the trip was dark, even with a light evident

    far down different paths, each leading to a different

    location on the island, some of them stopped at the shore

    areas, others remained level and led to inland

    spots, while thirteen opened to the city, exiting

    from the underground into diverse places, such as shops,

    people’s homes, from under the street, the churches, and temples,

    the police station, the bank; but the captain, who had lived

    his life on Samu, guided him where The Schedule pointed.

    Hut├бn came up from under the street and was confronted

    with a two-story concrete cube without windows or doors,

    and he thought, as he sat on a curb on the street and watched

    at least six people roaming about and looking at him,

    ‘Now this building reminds me of a place to keep someone

    abducted or imprisoned.’ Entering it from above

    or below the building were choices anticipated

    by Hut├бn, for which the patron gave a helicopter

    but which couldn’t be useful until her situation

    was far more clear. The Schedule could say she was in a room,

    it couldn’t describe her plight. Hut├бn needed to witness

    how they were guarding her and her mental and physical state.

    He walked up to the building and scanned its walls to find out

    if there was a way he could climb up, but nothing appeared.

    He went around the back of the building to see if there

    was a fire escape or some other device for scaling,

    yet each side of the cube looked like a military fortress

    without any means to enter. He hurriedly returned

    to the curb and realized that entrance from above may not be feasible.

    Perhaps from below a cave path might lead to an entrance.

    He climbed down under to the path that brought him to the street

    and tried several underground paths until he found one

    that The Schedule approved as leading to the concrete cube.

    The path had four guards, two at the start, two at the end,

    Hut├бn disabled the first two with paralyzing gas,

    the second two he allowed capture until they opened

    the door and then spit out two knock-out darts at their forearms,

    dressed in one of their uniforms, and cautiously wandered

    up the spiral stairs to an open and dim vestibule

    so frighteningly quiet he had to remove his shoes

    and tread lightly the next spiral stairs to an oval shaped

    area bordered by Corinthian pillars, at the center

    a blue pool with Carina floating there on a mattress

    face up, a rope tied to legs and arms and to four pillars.

    Hut├бn hid behind one of the pillars, looking for guards.

    Though no one was noticeable, he knew they must be close

    since she needed to perform basic functions at some point.

    After an hour of waiting, two female guards came, released

    the ropes so she could stand and walk up the steps in the pool

    and offered a table, chair, and a portable toilet.

    Carina sat and ate her meal, used the toilet, returned

    to the water without speaking or any protesting—

    which Hut├бn found most odd, ‘Was she doped?,’ he thought at the time—

    but he learned that escape from this trap was impossible.

    He had to act quickly since soon the effects of the gas

    and the darts would wear off and the guards would quickly find him.

    When he saw the guards leave, he cut the ropes, and Carina

    followed him to the roof, where the guards appeared and attacked,

    but Carina had no difficulty defeating them.

    While the helicopter flew them to the shore, Carina

    kept her arms around Hut├бn and continuously thanked

    and kissed him, and for the first time did what she had promised

    she would do, laying on that mattress in lonely darkness:

    express her true feelings for this man she had so long loved

    and ignore the risk that had always plagued her. I love you,

    she whispered in his ear, and he held her face a long time

    and stared into her eyes and in them Rita was smiling.

    A stubborn wall of bricks crumbled for such a waiting heart

    that pounded hard at the sight of her and feel of her skin,

    and as one once blind, he acquired vision with her embrace.

    I love you too, he said, the words changing a man grieving

    into a man looking into a future that could be bright and light.

    I’m sorry you had to wait so long for me to see you,

    but that’s done: Forever now you’ll be “in my hair and eyes.”[6]

    They returned to the same shore where awaited the captain

    who took them to the patron’s island and a private jet

    that flew them both back to the headquarters of the Remnant.

    On that jet was the patron, Carina’s father, in tears,

    so happy to see his daughter escape from the Queen’s trap,

    but who soon returned to his own plans to free Hungary

    from the many tyrants now installed there by Dvorak,

    plans that Hut├бn and she eagerly heard and accepted,

    and on which the Remnant had labored before The Schedule

    but upon which they couldn’t act until they had resolved

    all the problems and present dangers facing the Remnant.

     



    [1] Kena Upanishad, 10, trans. R. E Hume. Principal Upanishads dated ca. 800 to 300 BCE.
    [2] Dao De Jing 47, trans. Ariane Rump.
    [3] The Secret of the Golden Flower, VIII.11, trans. T. Cleary.
    [4] From “The Muse,” by Anna Akhmatova (1889-1966), trans. S. Burnshaw.
    [5] From The Quran (610-632), Chapter 17, trans. M. Z. Khan.
    [6] From Kenneth Fearing’s poem, “Love, 20C The First Quarter Mile.”