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Shalini Nandkeolyar |
Living
Without Her
I see
you sitting by the window
Alone,
forlorn, furrows of pain
Etched
on the creases of your face
Pools
of limpid loneliness in your eyes.
I read
the story of your palpable loss.
The
momentary spark that flickers
And
drowns in an avalanche of tears.
The
void that seeps from the crevices.
Beyond
is the void where none reach!
I have
traversed that very same path –
I know
the bleeding points, festering
wounds,
contemplating on aloneness
And
loneliness, the subtle nuances.
People
pass by nonchalant, uncaring
preoccupied
in this business of living.
Who has
the time? Inclination to pause
Notice
another’s pain? Just stop by to greet!
It’s
been months but seems like years bereft.
Night
after nights to stare at the empty bed –
The
unbearable longing for her soft touch.
TV
blaring in the room- some voices, noises
To
break the deafening stillness…
Some
human conversations to remain sane.
To
drown the muffled sobs , the monotony
Of your
own mundane company, the scattered
Books,
Where once she lay vivacious,
alive,
sparkling!
It’s
not that love is not there – it
touches
you in a million fragrant ways,
Hidden
behind blind folds of our own
Vulnerability,
Veils of grief, tempestuous
Waves,
whispering something to the moon.
Codes
you cannot decipher, comprehend.
This distant land of dreamscapes,
Home for sixty years yet is it home?
The old house still beckons lurking
Somewhere in the shadowy past
Courtyard with rooms around,
buzzing with activities, milling with people.
Yet these memories drizzle like
cascades of rain on the desolate terrain
To resurrect you from the ashes like Phoenixes .
To cajole you into another day of hope and resilience.
Shalini Nandkeolyar is multitalented! She has a diploma in acting from the New York Academy of Theatrical Arts and has acted in a number of plays. She studied English Literature and Philosophy and has a degree in Business Management. She is gifted singer and has a music album of Bhajan called ARPANAM. Painting is another passion. She enjoys writing poetry, both in English and Hindi. Her poems have been widely published in literary journals, various magazines and a number of Anthologies in English and Hindi. Her poems are exquisite, full of beautiful imagery, deeply philosophical, profound and evocative! She is a Reiki Master.
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