Toolika Rani (Diaspora Dual Identities)

Toolika Rani

Outsiders

 

She sat there, 

Confident, short haired 

Expounding the feeling of alienation 

Tightening its noose around her 

In her very own nation,

A deepening indentation 

Slashing against her conscience 

A mark of violent question on the collective identity 

Of generations and generations. 

She resents the loss of reason 

Laments the mindless doling out 

Of Certificates of Treason. 

 

How's it there in that far away region

Reside where you in a comparative seclusion 

From the maddening voices of faith and religion? 

Would I be able to research on some people 

A miniscule body, not the central figure 

In the dominant narrative of civilisation? 

 

Yes, you will have to present the relevance with conviction. 

And you yourself may become for them 

An exotic piece of fiction. 

A brown girl of a descent Asian. 

An Everest climb having been done 

A symbol of emancipation. 

 

How wonderful to have a discussion

To end the intellectual starvation! 

For the first time I am considering moving out as an option. 

Escaping the fanatic frenzy, 

Having freedom to work is better 

As now I realise the certain

Inescapability 

 

 

Of being an alien forever.

She got up suddenly to shake hands with me- 

"From one to another".

 

 

Toolika Rani is an ex-Indian Air Force Officer, Mountaineer (Everest Climber), International Motivational Speaker (twice TEDx), Author, Poet, Assistant Professor of History, and was also the G-20 Brand Ambassador of Higher Education Department, U.P. Government (2023). Her books include Beyond That Wall: Redemption on Everest, Sherpas of Solukhumbu: History and Evolution, two collections of Hindi poems titled, Dayron ke Bahar and Hasratein, and three English poetry books titled, The Song of the Sky, A Wild Flower and Thus Sang the Bluebirds. She has edited an International Anthology of poems on Himalaya, titled, The Mountain was Abuzz, which was displayed at the Kathmandu International Mountain Film Festival 2024. Email: tulich83@gmail.com

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