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Short fiction: Assert and Assuage

Ambika Ananth

A story in translation from the Telugu1

Telugu original by: Ambika Ananth | Trans. by: Atreya Sarma U

“Hello, is it the police station? I’m calling from Sanjiva Reddy Colony. I’m hearing a lot of deafening screams from a bungalow on the main road here. It appears that someone is being brutally beaten. Please rush up.”

“What’s the house number?”

Rattling it, Vasanta hung up.

***

The speeding police jeep came to a screeching halt. Swiftly the cops trooped out. Without trying to open the gate which could create a grating noise, they silently climbed over the boundary wall and slid into the courtyard. They were eager and anxious about what could be happening inside the building. Their visages reflected a determination to jump into action before anything untoward happened. Keeping quiet, they slunk around the building, but they couldn’t hear any alarming sounds that had been complained of over the phone. They wondered whether the murderer had finished his job and bolted out. They began to peep inside through the windows.

One of the cops who was at the window of the rear side of the building, whispered to his colleagues, “Shh! Come over here!”

They all peered inside.

The scene inside reminded them of a classical paint depicting Rati and Manmatha, the celestial romantic pair. The pair in the bed were lost in such a rapture that the unanticipated scene tickled all of them. The cops vied with one another in bending over one another and crane their necks to steal a glance at the titillating sight. The jostling impacted a potted plant on the window-sill making it topple down all of a sudden. The crash startled the couple out of their romantic realm, and they looked up toward the window with their eyes widening in disbelief. The policemen hung their heads in a furtive shame. Shaking his head gravely, the head constable toed toward the main road to enquire about the phone call.

Red-faced, the gentleman of the house opened the door. “Do you know you can be sued for defamation for invasively peeping into the windows?” he shouted in a harsh voice. The sight of the crowd that thronged the outside of the premises made his blood boil even more. The presence of the khaki uniforms and red caps was a compulsive attraction for the people to swarm around the area.

“We received a call complaining of shouts and screams smacking of a murder or rape. It’s our duty to ascertain the facts in such cases, then and there,” said the SI of Police.

“Nothing of the sort happened here. You can search the house,” grunted the householder.

“Then who could have called us? Do you have any enemies that wanted to play a prank on you like this?” queried the SI. 

“Let me answer it, sir!” a voice was heard from outside.

As the householder saw her opening the gate and step into the premises, his eyes blazed. He started at her threateningly, and she reacted with a defiant jerk of her head.  

“I am Vasanta. And this man was my ex officer. This building is not his own, it’s the office guest house. The woman inside is his steno.

“Sir, as long as I worked in his office, he used to harry me so much every day that I can’t recount all of it now. I got into the job only to eke out my living with self-respect, but not to sell my body. No matter how much I tried to dissuade him, he persisted in preying upon me with his leering eyes day after day. As I didn’t yield to his wiles, he subjected to me a lot of mental torture. He picturised me as an obscene creature and wrecked every marriage proposal that I got. When it comes to a woman, the society laps up every fabrication against her, though the concoctions are glaringly unauthentic. The society brands me as a soiled dove, but hails this man as a noble soul though he has converted the office guest house into his sporting house.

“If any girl – who joins an office looking upon the boss as a cool canopy, and upon the office as a salubrious ground – happens to realise that the office is a snake-pit and the officer is a cobra, she should at once let the cat out of the bag before the public.

“If I just babble it out in a run-of-the-mill manner, who cares about it? Now on seeing the present situation, you may have understood the gravity of the matter and the plight of the girl inside the guest house. What I wish is, this man should for ever remember this lesson that I have taught him before all of you, and at least from now on he should learn how to respect the girls. And you’re a first-hand witness to this.

“I am not going to say ‘sorry’ on the plea that I had disturbed you with my phone call. Wherever there is a stink in the society, it’s only the police that have the power and ability to uproot it. That’s why, I had to take this initiative...!”

And a burst of handclaps rent the air!

Notes:

1. The title of the Telugu original story is ‘sabala’ (a woman of strong character). It is a part of the collection of 14 Telugu short stories titled ‘manchu mutyaalu’ (Snowy pearls), written by Ambika Ananth. Published by Srirasa Srikrishna Devaraya Rasajna Samakhya, Bengaluru (2005).

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Ambika Ananth

Ambika Ananth (from Bengaluru) is a bi-lingual writer, poet, journalist and a translator, who has 8 published works, both in English and Telugu. A Founder Editor of the Muse India literary e-journal  she had served as its Chief Editor or Poetry Editor up to Issue 94 (Nov-Dec 2020). 

A prolific translator, she has co-translated Saint-Poet Annamacharya's Sankirtanas and Life-story, Nectar Ocean of Annamacharya (TTD Publication, a book selected by the library of University of California, Berkeley and the Library of Congress, USA); co-translated Basaveshawara Vachanas entitled Basavanna Samagra Vachanalu (Kannada to Telugu); translated pre-nineteenth century Telugu lyrics into English, and also feministic poetry of Pakistan into Telugu. Her English poetry has appeared in many anthologies and in Indian Literature of Sahitya Akademi. Her Telugu short-story collection Manchu Muthyalu (2005) is taken up for study for the MPhil Program of the Telugu University.   

She regularly contributes to Deccan Herald and reviews books for Indian Literature and The Hindu. She is on the Editorial Board of two Telugu literary journals – Chaitanya Kavita, and Basava Patham – published from Bangalore. 

Her most recent publications include – Ambrosia, a rendering into English of 108 Annamacharaya Sankirtanas set to tune by Sangita Kalanidhi Dr Nedunuri Krishna Murthy, and Violets and Wounds: A Tapestry of Life – a compilation of creative writings, features and essays. Her translation work has appeared in Dravidian Poem published by Dravidian University. She is working on a translation project on Sri Krishna Karnamritam along with Dr TV Subbarao, Emeritus Professor, Bangalore University. 

Ambika has a Master’s Degree in Education and a PG Diploma in Journalism. She is a Life-member of the Poetry Society of India, Dhvanyaloka of Mysore, and Lekhini of Hyderabad. Her other interests include painting and Astrology. 

Email: ambika.ananth@gmail.com 


Ambika Ananth, INDIA

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Ambika Ananth
MIND SCREENS

They are the two tiny bulbs
connected to the deep nest of her heart
pulsating with each breath,
they glow in splendour like festival lamps

They can send peace and benediction,
Steer like a lighthouse to your direction,
You can hear a gentle laughter from them,
You can see a singing spring in them,
like the smiling green earth
they sprout joy on others’ lips…
They hold a music of ecstasy
heard only by those tuned in...
Her dreams soar high from them
like liberated birds from the cage

They dump cloud bursts sometimes
made of memories and moments,
stored in personal space entirely her own.
They speak poetry woven with warmth
in words of hushed magic

They are her mind screens
flashing her aspirations and yearnings…
The beautiful secrets in a woman’s eyes
You can perceive only when
you open the sealed eyelids of your mind.


Ambika Ananth is a bi-lingual poet, author, translator and independent journalist with twelve published works in various genres. She regularly contributes to the English Daily ‘Deccan Herald’ as a columnist and to THE HINDU as a reviewer. Her English poetry has appeared in national and international anthologies. She is one of the Founder Editors of the literary e-journal ‘Muse India’ (www.museindia.com) and is currently the Editor-Poetry for the same. She lives in Bangalore. She can be reached at: ambika.ananth@gmail.com 

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Voices Within: Ambika Ananth

Ambika Ananth
Ambika Ananth is a Founder Editor of Muse India, a literary e-journal, who also had served as its Chief Editor, Ambika Ananth is a bi-lingual writer, poet, journalist, reviewer and a translator, who has twelve published works, both in English and Telugu in various genres like poetry, prose, short stories, creative writings.  She is currently the Editor-Poetry of Muse India- www.museindia.com. Her English poetry has appeared in many National and International Anthologies and in ‘Indian Literature’ of Sahitya Akademi. She regularly contributes her articles to the English Daily “Deccan Herald’ and THE HINDU and reviews books for ‘Indian Literature’ and ‘Muse India’. She lives in Bangalore, India and can be reached at  ambika.ananth@gmail.com

Asylum

Bound on all sides
trying to fly to skies
Somewhere to go
A never land?
Dreams stutter
a hubbub
A torn heart
building a nest
in a migrant space
An asylum of chains
A cerebration
Without any sense
Unprepared
Dragged
into an orbit
of nothingness

Age of Kali Purusha

{A ten year old girl-child became a mother recently in the city of Chandigarh after her maternal uncle raped her and impregnated her even before she reached her menarche- this poem is based on that gruesome happening}

You are a tender dream
that’s dashed to the ground
You are a stream of sorrow
dug by the demon in a human
You are a bud beauty
mutilated and crushed brutally
You are now a turbulent picture
filled with angst and fear

Your maternal ‘uncle’
who was supposed to sing
a sweet lullaby and see your smiles
in the bright moon of the night,
very deceptively stole
the very life-light of yours
under that very moonlight
like the eclipse causing
Shadow planet Rahu*

He is a father, to daughters
of your age
Yet he couldn’t see a daughter in you
Blinded by his diabolical lust
He is an animal
breathing only sexual air of incest

Your soft gentle hands
that need to play in pure freedom
have been smeared
with smells of violence and abuse
Those despicable loathsome moments
caused by the act of sexual assault
your hands are collecting those
 and arranging them in heaps
 raising them as summits of tears
as warnings, as memorials
for the society to look at
and feel ashamed

The soulless male fleshy body
of your uncle
violently lodged his feral sperm
in your tender uterus
making you pregnant
even before you attained menarche

You didn’t know the meaning
of your growing belly
you looked at yourself in wonder
Seeing you that way
your family bewailed
pouring from eyes
tears of flames
But had to remain law-bound
bridled by the sacred Veda like Law
not to terminate pregnancy
in the second trimester.

The life that entered you
through your cracked bleeding vagina
emerged out
from the cut of your tender abdomen
through a C section operation

Thus,
you a ten-year-old mother
have taken birth in this world
in this age of kali purusha*


Rahu is a shadowy entity, one that causes eclipses. Rahu represents the ascend of the moon in its processional orbit around the earth. In English Rahu is known as North lunar Node.

Kali Purusha is the reigning lord of Kali yuga when evil and malevolence thrive


Dream Island

The warmth of your breath
on my eyelids
fills an intoxication
that keeps me awake
in every cell of my being
I become a dream island
in the mid ocean of passion
How alluring is your charm
that plays with
my dreamy wakefulness
The pulsations in my pulse
turn rapid to endure
the power of your intimacy
Our love no longer be
in our time
It goes into a riotous horizon
of a fathomlessness seduction
The moment
bereft of any sound
creating musical love notes
of torrential carnal waves
takes me to my nativity
Drenched and shining
like a pearl in an oyster
possessed by love
I feel ensconced
I feel precious
I feel complete


UNDYING

Love even when forgotten
makes noise
from the nooks and corners
of mind and heart
reverberating in the head 
the echoes of the past
A murdering monster
boiling in the blood

The very same face of love
becomes multitudinous specks
of dust in  the eyes
Once that which was the very thread of life
turns into a noose
Once that which was red excitement
turns into sooty blackness
Breathing turns deathly
Like trapped wind in lungs
Like sharp thorns writing a requiem
to the memory of a dead heart
attacked by the bitterness
of lonely love
that turned lonelier
In its failure
undying hatred for love
is a pennant
hoisted high
Death is
an inevitable correlate
of birth
But how to kill love
If it doesn’t leave your mind ?

Vine in spring

Your eternal light
ignited a holy fire in me
burnt the stark dark sins
lighting the path ahead
Your eternal Love
as thousand sunrises
rushed headlong to me
to place me in a
priceless state of
warmth and glow
I fly to brighter horizons
away from the chasing blackness
of past and present
with my healthy new wings
your gift to me…
The quagmire inside
washed away by tears-
rinsed of pollution,
purged of venom,
I pulsate with pure breaths.
The simmering fires
of negative thoughts
are extinguished
from my life
Now I am a human
shrunken to size
of reality and truth
like a vine in spring
I am sprouting
new leaves of life.


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