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Pramila Venkateswaran |
Dance Me To The End Of Love
--Leonard Cohen
Leonard’s
voice deep, resonant,
sweeps
me off my couch
and
sends me waltzing across
the
room in the arms of a voice
that
ties my soul in soft pink ribbons
and
puts a bow on it.
Sheila
says she still sinks into the
nostalgia
of Hindi love songs,
they
feed her heart craving street food
and geetmala, and now years later she
dances
to mushy songs like Leonard’s, despite
bad
knees and opioids, who cares, she laughs.
Male
baritones know how
to get
hearts to beat. Even doddering
seniors
like us open our eyes a little wider,
sway
our hips and take a turn
holding
onto chairs or a shirt
on a
coat hanger, drunk in the musky
promise
of an embrace, and that amazing second
before
lips meet.
Dreams Tell The Truth Slant
Mom
visits at night, always in light
young, sweeping in guests,
blurring
my satisfaction or rage.
In my
dreams, she remains un-swept by the wind
when
she was poured into the ocean.
She
collects the dust and forms her woman self,
opens a
door to find me stays
for a while.
Unfinished business, she
says as she dissolves,
leaving
me in a gray Long Island morning,
heavy
with storm, blending into gray water,
my
nights an open door for the
departed
to
ghost-write my scripts.
It’s
dangerous walking into a whiteout,
there
is no path. But I will myself to
enter
the
unseeable to complete the page.
Eternal Desire
From
the T-junction in Chennai, or in my daydream
in New
York, it’s like looking into a tunnel
and
seeing our house--dark, trees melting
into
black shadows. Sunset.
Amma
would have turned the windows golden,
lit the
lamps in the shrine. I feel her breath.
Her soul’s resting, the
priest says. Here.
He has
built a house of sticks in the yard
placed
her favorite sari in it to lure her soul.
By the
13th day, she bids farewell.
But I
believe she’s wandering looking for light.
She
wants me to be home lighting the windows.
But I
am miles away keeping vigil,
unable
to rescue our home or her.
Pramila Venkateswaran, poet laureate of Suffolk County, Long Island (2013-15) and co-director of Matwaala, is the author of Thirtha, Behind Dark Waters, Trace, The Singer of Alleppey, Tamil Dalit Feminist Poetics, and Exile is Not a Foreign Word. We Are Not a Museum won the New York Book Festival award.
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