Peter Raynard,
Peter Raynard is a disabled working class
poet, and editor. He edited Proletarian Poetry: poems of working class lives,
for five years (www.proletarianpoetry.com).
His three books of poetry are Precarious, (Smokestack Books), and The
Combination: a poetic coupling of the Communist Manifesto, (Culture Matters),
both in 2018. His second collection Manland was published by Nine Arches Press
in July 2022.
If We Were Real
‘The people who make the wheels go round have always
been ignored by novelists. When they do find their way between the corners of a
book, it is nearly always as objects of pity or as comic relief.’ [George Orwell]
Jo’s
mum Helen is a slag,
doesn’t stop her having a go
at Jo getting pregnant by a black man
and staying in a hole
with that pansified little creep though.
Colin’s mum is no better,
she’s just after his dead dad’s
insurance money, but Colin’s
a little toe rag running for his life,
who’ll let the whole xxxxing lot
of them down. Arthur’s a proper
hard bastard, working his seed
into as many women as he can.
And guess what, Victor’s only gone
and got his missus up the ready rough,
so has to live with the mother-in-law,
and she’s had a leading role
in working men’s jokes for years.
Tommy’s off up the match, an away game
kick-the-xxxx out of any proper casual
who’ll have it. Ray beats up his missus
when he gets home, stamps on her throat
like some rat he found in the bog. Lol’s Dad
commits the horrors with her sister
and her mate any place he can, then tries
it on with her until Combo ends the xxxx.
Young Timmy knows how to enjoy himself,
he cleans double breasted windows,
or checks under the sink for some
scantily clad plumbing, before delivering
a whipped cream double entendre
to bored housewives. Rita likes a bit
of that an’ all, off shagging Bob,
with her mate Sue, but her namesake
tries her hand at books instead of dotting
her luck on the bingo of a Saturday night.
Shirley’s xxxxed off to Greece, can’t stand
talking to the wall no more, cooking
egg ‘n chips for her husband,
who believes that’s a woman’s place.
Billy’s dad knows what a man should be,
and it’s not a xxxxing dancer.
Rent’s smacked off his boat, so goes swimming
for a pearl in the filth of the bog,
whilst Dushane’s a boy at the top
of his game, on the estates round his way.
Like Frank’s kids, who surround him
like a wreath, this all may be true.
And Big Chris is right when he says,
‘It’s been emotional.’
But is that really all we are?
Do we not go by any other names?
Tommy
and the Common Five-Eighters
SOME
OF US are
washer-women wet-nurse birth mothers of a nation of shopkeepers, fitters and
lifters. Smothered suffragettes stuffed down the back of the Pankhursts’ sofa.
SOME OF US are trench-foot perfect-fit
coffin fodder taken in by the pointed finger of men bred from a moustache to
dig a scar down France to bury ourselves in.
SOME OF US march from Jarrow for the
jobs of those who survive with hats and caps in hands, dead men who fell again
in Spain, then one year on return as common five-eighters in uniform size to
beat the Germans second time around, then on to Seoul, to Suez, to Aden and a
British flag gravestone memorial with an empty can of Stella & a vodka
miniature salute to Afghanistan, Iraq, & Woolwich.
SOME OF US are Mothers Against Murder
and Aggression, against a change in benefits, for a change in child support
from Fathers for Justice, for families without two-up two-down parents, where
there is fighting in the pockets of lawyers and the social.
SOME OF US work black hole hours in
pits, on sites, warehouses and factories doing much more work than eight hours
a day. A weakling won’t last long before becoming your average Joe, man on the
street, freezing xxxxing cold over a brazier, with rolled up fingers watching
scabs’ shadows pass through bus windows.
SOME OF
US
get stuck into the middle
SOME OF US are
pork-pie pasty-faced full English no time for breakfasts, cash-in-hand over
fist with no questions asked just singing knees up Mother Brown’s sweet and
sour bingo wings, doing the Lambeth Walk-the-talk in training sessions with
benefit lessons screened on CCTV for viewing by fat XXXXs in stained ties.
SOME OF US are
a backdraft rush of colonial need, blown in from the shanties and fields,
away from the famine, war and
poverty, to plant seeds on the buses, wards, and shop corners of peoples’
minds.
SOME
OF US come
from a different kind of estate, born in a crib that turns graves’ end, out
east where the pearls of history garnish clothes & caps and our favourite
philosopher is Kant.
SOME
OF US are
Grunswick, Orgreave, Tottenham, Toxteth, Brixton, made in Dagenham, the horror
stories and fairy tales of brass bands, ballet dancers, strippers and
trainspotters, loan sharks with borstal knuckles dotted ACAB, that can’t be a
rhyme scheme & I’m the Daddy now, xxxx.
SOME
OF US are
blue collared what time do you call this?
Dinner’s in the doghouse! with a
belly like a party seven, and lungs defunct as an all-out strike. We turn white
collar for Sunday Mass, the blood of Christ, the pub, a crisp burnt roast,
slippers and a kip, then a string vest costume drama in front of a three bar
fire.
Then
it’s Monday and work, & there’s Tommy, head as heavy as an elephant’s
coffin, choking for a smoke and a trap to empty himself in. He just thanks xxxx
he’s still got Page 3, that page at the start of a book he can read in the bog
in peace, as the intestines of industry grind away inside him.
Fluent in
slur we curdled our fathers’ ways
drinking dark pints on wet nights deep down
amongst the weeds. Many have fallen. Nigels
especially are on the wane, surpassed by Lucifer
but there are still those who keep going back
to the Edwards Harrys Williams. Still beguiled
by the posh consonants & foul vowels
of a gout riddled history, still keeping Eton alive.
We were the non-employed black eyed boys,
a perennial brotherhood of gang fights, our salute
to the present times. Our grandparents died
when we were young as we breached the fast food
frontiers left in the care of priests, teachers, coaches
all hiding in brash sight. We weren’t brought up
with the glean of a screen where everything is free.
We owned boredom instead until Elvis left the pot.
The lucky 77s blending the rum of reggae with punk.
But we still held evolution’s flame lighting up
our parent’s gaze with shiny new lines.
The young have thrown away their wands
they hold the wild reins now, sailing across a world
drenched in postmodern idolatry. The big men
threw acid in the eyes of science, as we sat
in the cheap seats tapping away at hotmail.com
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