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Dustin Pickering (Towards Visibility)

Dustin Pickering

DIM EYES

for my aunt

 

Her eyes do not dim as oceans drown

forests of weeded fears, hollow charms rather unbloomed.

Molecules dance their poisonous gatherings, grabbing the crotch

of disease and dread—agony is a bitch with the crucifix

but GOD will be toward You, Hand of pure sentences.

 

She forever guards my body in the blackened door.

When grief frightens my locked teeth ajar,

She frees my mind from peril and pension.

Complete and kiss’d by solitary pleasure,

post-mortem sanctuary you visit:

one day we will all be in the hovering spaces

***

 

 

THE FACE

 

Then the face

comes

          closer—

what is it?

 

I am this ghost

of primrose

                   heaven

where beacons

          are sweetly

          broken

 

swollen and

                   startled

          by sad

                   safety…

          what is it?

                             the face

                   in the door

 

          taller than death

                   the night

                                      will break

***

 

PENELOPE’S BRUSHSTROKE

 

I burn your kisses

like midnight oil, o treachery,

and your guess is as good as mine—

 

The wonderment of Achilles,

his stolen archeries,

the mind of time devouring sight

from timid wrack & filth,

I will not love,

I will not hold,

no more.

your eyes,

in this behemoth

painted by death

                       o treachery

And Achilles ran with the fire

from my heart,

                   and Thief, o Dream!

 

you were never a beginning

nor an end

and the flame beseech the goldenrod

where

          your grace sees mercy,

          sees mercy for the silence is fickle…

***

 

Dustin Pickering is founder of Transcendent Zero Press. He has contributed writing to Huffington PostCaf├й Dissensus EverydayThe Statesman (India), Journal of Liberty and International Affairs, The Colorado Review, World Literature Today, and several other publications. He placed in the top 100 out of 12,500 entries for the erbacce prize in 2021 and was a finalist in Adelaide Literary Journal’s first short fiction contest. He was longlisted for the Rahim Karim World Prize in 2022 and given the honor of Knight of World Peace by the World Peace Institute that same year. He hosts the popular interview series World Inkers Network on YouTube. 


Dustin Pickering (Climate Change, Eco-activism, Whisperings of Social Justice)

Dustin Pickering

Dustin Pickering is founder of Transcendent Zero Press. He has contributed writing to Huffington Post, Caf├й Dissensus Everyday, The Statesman (India), Journal of Liberty and International Affairs, The Colorado Review, World Literature Today, and several other publications. He placed in the top 100 out of 12,500 entries for the erbacce prize in 2021, and was a finalist in Adelaide Literary Journal’s first short fiction contest. He was longlisted for the Rahim Karim World Prize in 2022 and given the honor of Knight of World Peace by the World Peace Institute that same year. He hosts the popular interview series World Inkers Network on YouTube.

 

 

Paper-Dream

 

I pull the tree from its roots:

Paper-dream, poet.

My role in this process is synched.

Lips to the stone.

I kiss the place where I die.

 

Fruits were fallen.

I am not far from the casting steps

Where laughter of the jackals

Frightens.

I am under the bush,

Scared of my scars.

 

This paper killed a tree.

 


 

 

Birth

 

Blank eyes offer hope—

The child,

A new chance to build worlds.

Do not deny her the hope

She feels in her heart.

Industry profits, competitive urges

Satisfied by ruthless comparisons.

 

Plant your palms on the sea.

Leave the moon to its perch in the night.

Fallen fruit, weave the heaviest tree,

A seedling is sapped of sparrows.

We need more children.


 

 

Aesthetic

 

Art plans the night

Like a horoscope.

 

I am the gifted creator

Of stars and simplicity,

 

These words will not save

Your souls. A comet is flung from

 

The dinosaur’s eyes. And from human

Skeletons cling the keys.

 

Brave ones, keep your eyes

On the wistful passages between bones.

 

Shining wind tunnels the image

Into granted light,

 

An archetype of beauty

And sage stateliness.

Dustin Pickering (Western Voices 2023)

Bio: Dustin Pickering is founder of Transcendent Zero PressHe has contributed writing to Huffington PostCaf├й Dissensus EverydayThe Statesman (India), Journal of Liberty and International AffairsThe Colorado ReviewWorld Literature Today, and several other publications. He placed in the top 100 out of 12,500 entries for the erbacce prize in 2021, and was a finalist in Adelaide Literary Journal’s first short fiction contest. He was longlisted for the Rahim Karim World Prize in 2022 and given the honor of Knight of World Peace by the World Peace Institute that same year. He hosts the popular interview series World Inkers Network on YouTube. 

 

The Grave where my rose will lay

"I will move away from here
you won't be afraid of fear"
-Kurt Cobain

Kiss the shadow slated down
of this atomic night
with your lips so bright
that they annihilate rivers of time.

Nothing more equal to the darkness
than the silence of waters.
We drink of these kisses at dawn.
We drink of dying
We drink of mirth
We only see the inevitable.

I am not afraid of these things
that whisper to me.
I know the God within them.
So much of this wretchedness
is His armor for a new day.

I drink of the waters at night
I drink of them at day
I see the silence of echoes
and I know the fear is the rose
where my grave will lay.

***

 

 

the spurting sink

the rain comes, it drosses
the mind with purity and skill.

there is nothingness between.
an eye will come worried through.

an empty fathom of the crux
where lay the crucifix,

mind of dream and destitution.
enlarge these warzone whispers.

sing the hyperreality of your magic,
think of the last man worshipped in tandem

to the muse of eternity.

***

 

 

the earth fell silent during the era of solitude

calculate this soil—seek the reigning hours.
you have left silently, o damnation to my pontifications,
raging waters fill my heart. the night welcomes banter.

and if i love, i love in stillness.

and if you love, it is in the past—

when we love, the final epoch in an aeon of oneness,
shadows the horizon with shimmering assortment.

let me lie quietly. let me feel the profoundness
of empty pains. let me know ignorance of motion.

there is nothing here but the power to listen.

The Meaning of Love in Tagore’s The Gardner: Dustin Pickering (Tagore Special)

Dustin Pickering

Our world is incomplete. One solemn fact of human existence is described by Martin Buber, ‘This however, is the sublime melancholy of out lot that every You must become an It in our world.” However, we cannot fail to appreciate the love infused in the verses of our finest poets. Love is our universal truth. Love is essential to human life much the same as breathing air. We often trouble ourselves, we thinkers, over the meaning of love in a selfish world.

The pandemic’s economic consequences seem to have brought out the worst human tendencies. At the same time, the world is brought together digitally through the internet in ways never seen before. I personally have attended numerous poetry and literary gatherings during the pandemic. Poetry is the deepest language of the human spirit. It voices our essential longings, thoughts, aspirations and hopes through some of the most wretched despondency we experience. Rabindrath Tagore wrote, “Beauty is truth’s smile when she beholds her own face in the mirror.” This is analogous to Keats’ fabulous statement that “Truth is beauty, and beauty truth.”

In works such as Gitanjali and The Gardner Tagore celebrates the unity of love through our existence. The Gardner is a splendid vision of humanity. The long prose poem concerns a man in love but the subject is an allegory for immortality and yearning for deeper friendship through appreciation of beauty.

The deeper friendship sought is one of clear honesty concerning the nature of the world, its harmony and difficulties. The speaker in the poem seems troubled by his lust for the woman he loves. Tagore writes, “From my heart comes out and dances the image of my own desire. The gleaming vision flits on. I try to clasp it firmly, it eludes me and leads me astray. I seek what I cannot get, I get what I do not seek.” Does the speaker wish to transcend his lust to become servant to his beloved? It is apparent in my reading that the speaker believes in the essential good of the earth, its beauty and joys. The Creator did not create to fill us with misery.

Love is an effort; in truth, it is glorious and humble work of the soul. Tagore’s work celebrates love’s difficulties, conflicts and transcendent capacities with outstanding mystical language. Love is our salvation. We are tasked to care for the planet we live on as well as those who cannot care for themselves. We are part of Nature, and Nature resides within us so it is our solemn duty to become like the servant in our cares.

 

Bio: Dustin Pickering is founder of Transcendent Zero Press and founding editor of Harbinger Asylum. He has contributed writing to Huffington Post, Caf├й Dissensus Everyday, The Statesman (India), Journal of Liberty and International Affairs, The Colorado Review, World Literature Today, and several other publications. He is a Pushcart and Best of the Net nominee. He placed in the top 100 out of 12,500 entries for the Erbacce prize in 2021, and was a finalist in Adelaide Literary Journal’s first short fiction contest. He was also honored by the Friends of Guido Gozzanno. He hosts the popular interview series World Inkers Network on Youtube.


Dustin Pickering (Western Voices 2022)

Bio: Dustin Pickering is founder of Transcendent Zero Press and founding editor of Harbinger Asylum. He has contributed writing to Huffington PostCaf├й Dissensus EverydayThe Statesman (India), Journal of Liberty and International AffairsThe Colorado ReviewWorld Literature Today, and several other publications. He is a Pushcart and Best of the Net nominee. He placed in the top 100 out of 12,500 entries for the erbacce prize in 2021, and was a finalist in Adelaide Literary Journal’s first short fiction contest. He was also honored by the Friends of Guido Gozzano. He hosts the popular interview series World Inkers Network on Youtube. 


 

Prayer of the Calling

 

 

Sweetness of voices calling the ineffable from wastelands of sorrow, do you know me? Am I worthy of the parting sea? Will love vanquish my heart in terrors of dream? Beauty is my bowstring from which great renditions run slight, carrying waters of soul, dreams of color immersed in floods of salvation. And do I cry at seeking you, o Lord?

***

 

 

Spring Rains

 

Spring rains will never come.

Tranquility of heart will never come.

My love has sought another,

another for his comforts.

My joy is vanquished!

 

Love, once fertile, now is memory:

dead on the vines, the grapes

wither and fall to the earth.

Spring rains will not come!

***

 

 

My Dear Dying Love


Perfection dreams of the imperfect

so the art of correction may usurp

the needless flaw.

And you are the shining grifter of my life,

such autonomous suicide,

a glad peasant offering reconciliation.

***

Dustin Pickering: Poetry (Western Voices 2021)

 

Bio: Dustin Pickering is founder of Transcendent Zero Press and founding editor of Harbinger Asylum. He is a Pushcart and Best of the Net nominee. As a former contributor to Huffington Post, he wrote on publishing and intellectual freedom. His most recent collection of poetry Only and Again was released by Setu this year. He is a poet, essayist, critic, artist, and sometime musician. He lives in Houston, Texas.

 


fingertips

 

fingertips touch the flame,

blue and gold,

like yesterday’s pleasure

in the spiritual house.

 

when we return we are only

victims of loose learning.

 

the loam carries us from saint

to sage to sorry,

and we dwell in dreams

of coal and ice.

 

the night air breathes into us

the life we have chosen.

 

 


 

shutting up

 

i clutch the thumb of my hand,

tight and warm:

songs emerge like catastrophes—

 

            cracked and insolent—

 

and i open my fist, knowing revolution.

something is amiss.

a doppelganger of light

floods the darkdoor of thought.

 

often i shut my mouth

before i speak.

 

 


 

subjective i

 

premise of my own,

prison of dimensions:

skirting the flight of daunting birds.

 

lowercase: she is a pill on the horizon of health.

subjunctive personalities will sing their parasites.

 

i am only a small man,

subsisting in the circle of society

as a subjective i

 

so you, or i (may i venture?) remain small.

i am subject of the illusion

that my existence is more than futile.

 


Book Review: Hibiscus – Poems that heal and empower

U Atreya Sarma
Hibiscus
Anthology of Poems
Ed: Kiriti Sengupta, Anu Majumdar, Dustin Pickering
Hawakal Publishers, May 2020 | pp 205
ISBN 978-81-945273-0-5 | ₹ 500 / US $ 16.99


Reviewed by: U Atreya Sarma
Poetic power against the pandemic
Anything that can allay the unease due to the ongoing eerie pandemic is welcome, and so should be the poetry anthology Hibiscus aimed at “Healing and Empowerment,” which its chief editor Kiriti Sengupta assures, “will comfort and rejuvenate the readers to step into a world that might not allow reckless lifestyles we were used to,” and wisely cautions, “Self-restraint comes with a price,” and that the Covid-10 “has cautioned us to become sensible and diligent” (p ii).
The dynamic Kiriti, teamed up with two associate editors, says they have received poems from 153 poets from across the world, but that they have retained only the best. Finally, 160 poems by 104 poets (including 28 from outside India) with some of them contributing more than one, makes up the anthology.
The editors stipulate a 14 line cap on each poem for the sake of “concision” – based on Kiriti’s “experience of reading poetry by a wide variety of poets both young and veteran, and from various demography” for “the lack of brevity gives me endless agony” (p i) – but ultimately, they end up accepting quite a few poems that have shot up to 24 lines. And Anu Majumdar admits that they “have made an exception” in some cases and also that “Some poems have veered off the theme” as well (p vii). This judicious flexibility proves that the length of a poem, unless it is a metrical one, can’t be stymied for it depends upon the magnitude and intensity of the matter to be expressed, even as verbosity per se can’t be justified.
The editorial trio, instead of introducing the book through a joint preface, choose to mirror their respective reflections separately under the heading ‘The Silver Lining,’ in addition to Kiriti Sengupta’s exclusive ‘Hibiscus – a palliative measure.’ Thus there are four intros to the book.
The pandemic, despite the social distancing norms, should bring people emotionally and spiritually together with a unity of purpose, and that spirit of bonhomie – for charity should begin at home – infuses the three editors, Kiriti Sengupta, Anu Majumdar and Dustin Pickering who mutually quote from their poems with complaisance. And it is seen that the title ‘Hibiscus’ of the anthology is an eponym of a poem by Kiriti Sengupta quoted by Dustin.
“As the Coronavirus continues to take lives, our mission as poets and artists is to think, to heal and to dream,” envisions Dustin Pickering (from Houston), and also to “imagine what may come next” (x). And he doesn’t mind digressing into political waters by hurling innuendos at President Donald Trump in a scenario where divergent opinions could prevail.
The poems in the anthology are varied in conception, presentation and diction; in conveyance of import – from explicit to cryptic. So also the measure of healing and empowering varies. Of course, these appraisals could differ from reader to reader. While the punctuation is irregular in many poems, the font size of the text of the poems could have been slightly bigger. And the bio of Anupama Raju, one of the poets, is missing.
***
“These days, Corona rules and inspires dread – like an ageing dictator, unsure of public mood and friendly reactions towards his decrees. Everybody talks of Corona only; this transnational virus stalks, maims and kills, often in the arbitrary style of a mythical monster. It is grim scene!” Sunil Sharma sums up the situation in his prose poem ‘Covid-19 and the Art of Paper-Boat-Making.
Now that the gravity of the situation is clear, let’s us get to assess a cross-section of the contents, and begin on an auspicious note of sagely wisdom of benevolence to everyone and malevolence to none, via a sublime story, narrated by Onkar Sharma. A peripatetic sage is waylaid, manhandled and robbed of whatever little he has by a gang of thieves, and the leader challenges him “to curse him to hell” –
but the saint radiates a smile and blesses him to dwell
in a prosperous land where he doesn’t have to steal
and where he doesn’t inflict anyone for food but can heal.
(The Muni Of The Desert)
And the story ends in the cathartic remorse of the thug.
Necessity is the mother of invention. The pandemic while unsettling all of us has also brought out some of our latent talents and powers. And Levi Marinucci invokes such a strength –
I remember our resilience,
our ability to endure the most difficult.
... ... ... ...
I call upon strength I didn’t know I had,
I go through feeling the pain,
all the way into healing and renewal.
(All The Way Through)
And there are situations where people can’t contain their pent-up negative emotions, as in the poem by Gerard Sarnat  –
So bad news aside,
silver lining’s southern fat
white racists may die
(Smoke This Sickness)
Perhaps the reason for this negativity can be traced to his earlier poem ‘Inner Climate Change’ –
Being human is
a bit more intense than most
of us can handle
The prolonged lockdown has made us all homebound and in most cases, the familial bond has got further cemented, as in Nabanita Sengupta’s poem –
In the open kitchen un-modular
conversation locked down for years
broke open sluice gates

Recipes of world
exotic spices
homegrown love
saut├йed melodies
healed some long time bruised hearts.
(Remedial)
While on the home front, we need to inculcate values in our children by living them ourselves. And we need to be introspective with an attitude of ‘Stop, look and proceed,’ as Usha Akella suggests –
Let us offer our children our wisdom not our greed.
Let us ask today, tomorrow and every day,
“Have I thawed at least one hard sinew in my heart?
Am I lighter when I reach the other side?”
(Bridges)
What’s empowerment as a means to healing in the current viral crisis? In my view, it’s empowering ourselves with a matrix of mental makeup and executing an action plan – uncompromisingly observing all the precautions prescribed by the state as advised by health experts; keeping physically and mentally fit;  being particular about our dietary regimen to exorcise the claustrophobic devil; increasing our levels of immunity; knowing about and emulating the gestures of the kind-hearted toward the needy & hapless; being good neighbours; loving and protecting Mother Nature with her flora and fauna; following the time tested soul-elevating practices in our respective faiths; and cultivating a broader, eclectic, holistic, spiritual, and philosophical view of things.
Coming to the Nature part of the healing matrix, let’s hear what Shernaz Wadia says –
We need to bear a solemn, sobering responsibility
towards the vague future of a metamorphosing world
Can we return to nature? At least turn to it
while we battle an invisible, till now unconquered force?
Nature’s cathartic beauty will help us retain our sanity
(Nature Our Teacher)
Despite all the precautions we observe and the grit with which we live, there could still be some casualties, as Steve Denehan apprehends –
People are candles now
twilight flickering
some will blaze again
some will burn out
long before dawn
(The Virus, April 2020)
But let’s bear in mind that none of us is immortal and it’s the way of life. We have to accept life as it comes, with a stoic moxie. What matters is not mere longevity but the salubrious quality of life that we enjoy. Hasn’t Ben Jonson put it succinctly, as under?
It is not growing like a tree 
In bulk, doth make man better be;
Or standing long an oak, three hundred year,
To fall a log at last, dry, bald, and sere:
A lily of a day 

Is fairer far in May,
Although it fall and die that night—
It was the plant and flower of Light.”
So now, let’s sign off on a robustly optimistic note with Sanjna Plawat’s lyrics –
That day will come when hugs are warmer
That day will come when paths are full of laughter
That day will come when each day is a new chapter
That day will come [sic] no one is battling hunger
That day will come when home becomes a place to gather
That day will come when we live as brother and sister

(That Day Will Come)
♣♣♣END♣♣♣

Dustin Pickering (Western Voices 2020)

Exclusive: Western Voices, 2020: Edited by Scott Thomas Outlar
Bio: Dustin Pickering is founder of Transcendent Zero Press, and founding editor of the literary and arts quarterly Harbinger Asylum. He has several published poetry collections. He was a finalist in the first short story contest at Adelaide Literary Journal, as well as a Pushcart nominee 2019. He received an honorable mention in the Guido Gozzano Award and a Jury Award in Friendswood Ekphrastic Poetry Contest 2019. He was a feature for Public Poetry 2013, and has been on KPFT 90.1's Living Art program as a guest. He was interviewed for Austin Public television. He was a contributor to Huffington Post and has essays and poems published on the web and in print.



Plato’s Grief 

long earth we awaken when looking back to see - what the deserts of our thoughts tell us in blazon imagery - the night encircles and we enter the cave of shadows again - all fire is ghost of our longings and thoughts - we produce prodigy of pretense - making of sound its eager face.



Silence 

Silence is the dove between us,
a heart or forbidden sanctity.
Laughter folds in the hills
like tension working the body.

What is the Spirit when life thinks
on itself and those encased within?

Silence is spiritual slumber;
it is naught but an eye.
The wind captures your bliss
and disperses it among trees.

You are my season, my friend,
and my fear. The one I love.



Love’s Immortality
  
When the ocean climbs the sky
and light is directed to find the ship:
I will find you, bashful,
in a sunflower dress.

Because every woman reminds me of you,
my heart is filled to the brim with love
and hope, love’s immortal wind.
When we kiss, the tides will cease to roll.

The sea tells a story of lovers passed,
so do not weep that we are not forever.
Those things which do not seem to last
are immortal properties of earth.

Our energies will not fade because the sun
will rise again, as the tides, and in falling,
will rise again, like my heart in your absence.
When you were born, the world became eternally present.

Western Voices: Dustin Pickering

Bio:

Dustin Pickering is founder of Transcendent Zero Press, a literary publishing house in Houston, Texas. He is editor-in-chief of the award nominated quarterly Harbinger Asylum. He is the author of multiple poetry collections including The Daunting Ephemeral, Salt and Sorrow, Knows No End, Frenetic/No Contest, and The Alderman: spurious conversations with Jim Morrison. He is author of the short story collection The Madman and Fu. His work on aesthetics A Matter of Degrees was published by Hawakal Publishers. He was a feature for Houston's popular reading series Public Poetry in 2013. He is a former contributor to Huffington Post. He is a literary critic, essayist, painter, musician, and contemplative. He lives alone in Houston, Texas.



vacancy in time

if in culture said
                        is time done
where and when
                        the struggle of sound
                        overlaps the presence
                                                            of Being

cold forces engage
                               the tremors of night
when my fathomless energy
is spent
                                                forever dying
                                                and
                                                having nothing to say

the clock turns, hands gyrating
                        like opposing thumbs
endlessly seeking the emergence of day

I recant my cowardly pose
venomous in regret
                                    composed in solitude

again grief lays its claim on me
silent, struggling
                                    the body of Christ lifted
                                    by the angel of death


empty church

i march
gladiator on the wing

random firings of misgivings
shifting the palace authority

the lights dim only to resurface wildly
like a conundrum of wishes

his face tells us the nature of things to come

quiet in mind’s threshold
a whispering wind

i can’t seize the commandments
where i stand erect as a finger

complexity is the engineer of sorrow
solicitude strays from the aesthetic

i shift on the wings as my battle strengthens its flight

i am an engine of tomorrow
brightly engaging in bountiful puzzles

faithfully watching the tumult of Being
grant honor to the empty church



show me

in offer the grant of mercy
his tears are metal bars flexed in figures

as a victim should --      i am gay
and lifting the stars to the edge of deep

lightning strikes but you are not my child
the ocean calls back her tears

soft as a languishing angel of bliss
carrying baby smiles in a fear

the envisioned plan of rotting space
deep and dark a prison of birth

I don’t see the waves calling to me
puzzled I lift the dreams of my youth

into terrible satisfaction, kissed by god
milk of denial

                                    the crust of evil
                                    knows only bread of survival

we torch our memories
                                    pyres of forgetfulness
power in the dark
                              bright lamp, show me.