Special Edition: Nivedita Roy

Nivedita Roy
Apologies 
            

It is a gurgling sound in the throat 
Sighs escape like vapor 
It sinks into the heart 
Leaving the heart bereft of all hemoglobin 
The gut knots into thunderous ball
squeezing my whole existence 
The remorse, the regret pricks like a sharp needle 
Apologies choke my whitened heart 
Fearing they shall never arrive 
I do forgive and move ahead
Though I may not forget 
These encyclopedic experiences educated 
my naivety 
My boundaries are well defined 
The escaped gurgles are not at peace
It is those unshed tears battling my soul
And ubiquitously reveal themselves 
Those appearances of the rolling brine 
Uncontrollable unconditional surrendering 
They wish to travel to their horizons
The weaned out of the froth of my eyes 
Rolling into eternity 
Staining my spotless cheeks 
Shivers of aching tears reduced to whimpers 
Sighing with a momentary relief 
Shutting my arid eyes 
I travel into nothingness.
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