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Literary Consummation of Eternal Lovers- Novel ‘Urvashi Pururva’ by Santosh Srivastava
Book Review - Mississippi Delta: Photographs by Jianqing Zheng
the blues of Jianqing Zheng's 'Mississippi
Delta: Photographs'
Review By Jerome Berglund
If the old adage contending a picture's value appraises at equivalent to a thousand words be true, prolific writer and photog Jianqing Zheng’s luscious new volume of fine art photography may well represent among his most expansive and weighty contributions to English literature and art to date, deceptively hefty in its 100 gorgeous glossy pages of stunning black and white imagery, handsomely presented across eight well organized sections in predominantly full-page layouts, with occasional gray backdrops to preserve thoughtfully devised crops.
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| Jerome Berglund |
Designed elegantly by renowned photographer Leo Touchet, with whom Zheng previously collaborated unforgettably in a striking collection of ekphrastic dialogues between image and verse, this book represents a glorious achievement in documentarian prowess and vision, a source document of exciting ambition capturing with unique artistry and keen perceptiveness the distinctive aesthetic and inimitable tone of an underrepresented and highly valuable slice of Americana readers the world over can benefit enormously from basking in the rich immortalizing of.
Through a lengthy, impressive career Jianqing has utilized an eclectic array of modes with letters, photographs, artwork, and charged hybrids or variations thereof, in the interest of preserving for posterity, communicating, and eloquently articulating the language and story of his gorgeous, woeful space, and has made marked contributions to heritages’ reverence so doing via prose, verse, micropoetry, and combinations of these approaches. But thanks to its incredible accessibility Mississippi Delta: Photographs represents one of his oeuvre's crowning achievements, with some of the most powerful impact, immediacy, clarity and universal appeal he has achieved in all his careful scholarship and intimate field research.
A catalogue of memorable vignettes, superb scenes, exquisite moments, predominantly devoid of any interference by man or creature largely excepting a few birds and beasts, or the evidences of his having passed through and left a mark by structure, mural, signpost or monument, there is the feeling for the vicarious observer joining Zheng on his roaming of being an archaeologist traversing the ruins of a lost civilization, or an audience member at a drama observing the theater set after or before a show has begun and its players have taken the stage. Yet the inhabitants of this place, their profound feeling and dense culture and history are also always the most prominent characters of the scenes, infusing each with meaning and imbuing every frame with countless layers of complexity and depth which make for the most captivating facets at dialectic play with nature and the elements in timeless and storied configurations or waltzes.
This book also serves as a spectacular testament and exemplary resource for those interested in appreciating, understanding, and deploying the traditions, techniques, aesthetics of eastern poetics and artwork, a case study and master class in ideas of wabi-sabi, yugen, shasei which the author has demonstrated terrific command of and nuanced grasp employing across his poems and narratives elsewhere. But the beauty, strength, and potency of image is its economy, functionality, coherence across barriers of time, space, and most constructively language, so that these extraordinary contents can be as easily and readily appreciated in Peru as Japan as Nigeria or the continent of Antarctica. The commercial media, the accepted historian anthropologist and ethnographer, the press and magazine and Instagram story of our era has traditionally demonstrated a highly limiting focus on a few prominent beacons or hubs geographically, which omit, ignore, exclude, redact the larger, crucial portion of where humanity lives and dies, loves and conscientiously maintains, and it is integral, significant work remedying this tendency and tragedy.
The contribution to revision and improvement to such policies books like this make to our shared understanding, memory and perspective cannot be underestimated, should be lauded and encouraged enthusiastically. I hope as many people as possible have the opportunity to admire these fine art photographs and the instances in our age and this incredible landscape they commemorate. I can't recommend this outstanding book highly enough, to readers young and old, as well as formal artists, scholars and institutions.
Available here: https://photocirclepress.com/msdelta/msdelta-back.html
Jerome Berglund has published book reviews and essays on poetry and poetics in Cantos, Fireflies’ Light, Frogpond, Haiku Canada, Hooghly Review, the Mamba, North of Oxford, Setu, Valley Voices, also frequently exhibits poetry, short stories, plays, and fine art photography in print magazines, online journals, and anthologies.
Jianqing Zheng’s poetry books include A Way of Looking, The Dog Years of Reeducation, Enforced Rustication in the Chinese Cultural Revolution, Delta Sun, and The Landscape of Mind. His edited books include African American Haiku: Cultural Visions and The Other World of Richard Wright: Perspectives on his Haiku. He has received three poetry fellowships from the Mississippi Arts Commission and teaches at Mississippi Valley State University, where he edits Valley Voices: A Literary Review. His latest publications are Still Motion, coauthored with Leo Touchet, and Delta Lenscapes Photoku. He has also published more than 20 photographic essays about the river and land of the Mississippi Delta, with topics of African American hospitals and clinics, country churches, shacks, cultural flavors of hot tamales, Emmett Till, Mississippi John Hurt, Robert Johnson, the river’s business, and ghost place in journals, including Arkansas Review, Integrite, Maine Digital Collaborative, Mississippi Folklife, and The Southern Quarterly. A few of his photographs were used on book or magazine covers.
A Carousel of Time: The Politics and Poetics of Sanjukta Dasgupta’s Oh Freedom
---Reviewer: Koushik Sen
Sanjukta Dasgupta’s newest volume of poems, Oh Freedom, collates the poems that she has written over the last couple of years. Putting down this very line on a computer screen, it feels like documenting something; that primal itch since I A Richards for close readings, to get into the head of a poet, to decode the cryptic lines as if they were some sort of interpretive revelation of history. That is something akin to what people generally tend to do in their daily lives, their furrowed eyebrows, their WhatsApp screen reading message deleted, frantically typing out, ‘What did you delete?’ As if the act of omission, the commission, the very act of writing and non-writing is not valid ipso facto.
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| Sanjukta Dasgupta |
It is a difficult proposition to talk about Dasgupta’s poems and do so
with the expected impersonal detachment. The anxiety of influence looms as
someone who relates to things; one is given to think that the couple of years
at the University of Calcutta are a permanent epiphany. At the same time, it is
easy to read the lines redolent of the familiar wit, the occasional bon mots, and the surreptitious jibe at
the positivist view of history as a Marxist-feminist: ‘He himself said he had Greek genes/Remember Alexander’s visit’ – the
rest is history. And that’s no critique of the ethno-religious supremacist
politics – she’s talking of her father, or her mother’s husband, to be loyal to
the title of her poem. She follows up this poem with one on her husband,
beginning with a characteristic tongue-in-cheek ‘Unlike Draupadi, I have just one husband’ but ending on a
neoclassical sobriety. Poetry is
fiction, after all, as Terry Eagleton makes it clear in his How to Read a Poem.
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| Koushik Sen |
It was Julian Barnes who had famously written that history is the
crossroad between the shortcomings of documentation and the inaccuracy of
memory. For poets, however much logicians would hate it, it is by their very
vocation that they bridge this gap, and they do it with a personal reading of
history. With poems fashioned as childhood reflections like Tom, My Little Puppy, and Bulbulie, My Little Bird, Dasgupta seeks
to do the very thing that she does in the other poems, at least in their
central fabric: undermining the family without subverting the personal. It
seems like a contradiction in sorts, a Marxist obsessed with the individual –
but that is where the poet trumps over the rationalist – putting fingers on a
history that is so awfully visible yet guarded, carefully picking out the bones
from the flesh, the crenulated mark of personal loss recognizable. The learned
is separated from the instinctive, bond from love; which reminds one of the
late Sankha Ghosh’s often quoted lines: ‘Mukh
Dheke Jaay Bigyapone’ (Advertisement obliterates the identity).
Incidentally, Dasgupta refers to this instinct with her characteristic wit in
one of her poems, Reading, noting
with a chuckle how emoticons are the new antediluvian pictography.
The Red Woman by Laksmisree Banerjee
The Red Woman
Laksmisree Banerjee
Black Eagle Books [Dublin. USA. India]
PP 108, Year 2025
ISBN 978- 1- 64560- 637- 6
PRICE ₹ 280
---Reviewed by Santosh Bakaya
There is no denying the fact that Laksmisree Banerjee is an important literary
voice in the present literary scene. I have read many of
her books and have found the impassioned intensity of her writing almost
palpable, impacting the reader powerfully.
In the pages of this new book, The Red Woman, published
by Black Eagle Books, [Dublin, the USA, India], Patriarchy, with all
its cruel claws, is in the dock!
| Laksmisree Banerjee |
Her poems cannot be stifled, but will
bring hope to the hopeless, revitalizing and resurrecting the women
languishing in the margins of society.
With remarkable panache, Laksmisree has woven together myriad female experiences in a Male-dominated society, symbolized by the powerful Red Woman, embodying pain, defiance, and the searing fire of rebellion. As she says in her interview with Rachna Singh, [Editor, The Wise Owl magazine], she has presented and poeticized 'The Red Woman in all her entirety."
She has a voice that excels at singing dulcet songs, but here her poetic voice reaches a crescendo of indignation at the centennial patriarchal mindset.
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| Santosh Bakaya |
With an edifying eloquence, she expresses empathy with the marginalized, the downtrodden, the silent sufferers, the child brides, the young widows, the victims of prejudice, and the invisibles. And, also, the new bride,' in closeted freedom of female glory', all dressed up in heavy finery, waiting for the doors to open,
' lattices removed,
for guests to enter, inspect, and laud
the newest toy in her in-laws' home."
Dedicated "to all such Abhayas, Nirbhayas, and fearless women
of the world, brutally treated daily, killed and raped by the
ageless guillotine of patriarchy", the book, in its 108 pages, attacks the sinister minds
responsible for the' female body and soul strewn in gory shards.'
" lacerated womanhood, the searing agony of a manacled
womanhood,"
In the Author's Note, she says
that, “the predominance of the Red Colour, its efficacy and usage is
interwoven in my poetic fabric."
”Fire and the colour red are powerful symbols that burn in her poems
and remain intensely personal, while also connecting with the reader because of
the universality and the immediacy of the issues raised," says
Debjani Chatterjee in her blurb.
The longest poem in the book is The Red Woman, pp 1-
5 - the woman who is lost in the meandering paths of
Songachi.
She exclaims,
"You are the whore,
not I
You have sold your soul
not I
You have revelled in perfidy
not I
You have traded in lust
not I”.
The back page blurbs speak highly of her poetic
talent.
Candice Louisa Daquin, [USA], calls the book 'a potent tour de force through
womanhood, culminating in a meticulous, polemic rebellion.
K. Satchidanandan says that she has consistently pursued the "painful secrets of the human condition."
The poem Timeless Sin p 30, hits hard at the regressive ritual of locking up a woman for
her crime of bleeding for 'four days a month'.
"My grandmother
was chained in darkness in the cowshed,
Barred from sunlight four days a month
It was a crime for her to bleed
Like it was for her to be a girl-"
After coming out, she would be purified with cow
dung and chilly Ganga water
"Strangling her every month
with pneumonia."
Unborn Kill, p 39 is
another hard-hitting poem on female infanticide.
"I felt my throbs
deep within
the frothy warmth of
my mother's insides...
I was she
a teardrop on the serrated edge
of being,
a dew on her hidden, clement leaf,
soon to be sucked out by
the boiling seas, the hot winds
of prejudice.”
In 'Renaissance after her Martyrdom', p 107
"No way will this upheaval ever stop
till a new awakened, sun rises in tearful blossom..."
No longer can we afford to remain complacent or
indifferent; we need to raise our collective voices against these atrocities,
against bruised womanhood, against all societal stereotypes,
In an interview with Rachna Singh, the editor of The Wise
Owl magazine, Laksmisree Banerjee says that the book
accentuates
'' the multifacetedness of women's experiences
throughout the world."
She emphasizes that the "resonant image of this book would be a
blood-smeared woman with an unfurled flag in one hand and a tight fist in the
other, proclaiming a crying rebellion for a better world of equality and
humanity."
This collection throws ample light on the brutal fact that
women continue to battle the evils of patriarchy, excruciating humiliation,
and isolation.
Some, like Maya Angelou's caged bird, alas, have forgotten to sing.
Like Laksmisree, I am also robustly convinced of the power of poetry to bring
about positive change. And this, I am sure, is one such book which will take
society by the scruff of its collar, and shake it out of its complacency.
Let me add an important point here.
Despite the bludgeoning and battering of women in a toxic patriarchal
society, Laxmisree reiterates that we continue to witness the grit and
gumption of such women to rise above the trials and tribulations of life, and We
Rise with Her.P 107
"No, we cannot stop till the seeds flower again
till the verdure of love sprouts in redressal
Till the womb stops bleeding in such a demoniac carnage
..............................
We now await appeasement of a new daybreak."
Two chilling
poems, Fire of a New Woman, PP 25, and SCARS: Burnt Woman, based on a real-life, personal Fire
Tragedy, sent chills up my spine:
In the concluding lines, of Fire of a new
Woman, I could read the message of resilience and fortitude. Out of the
ashes of the fire, a new Woman was born.
“You found your new sangfroid
I found the darkness of fire
the light of knowledge."
In [SCARS: Burnt Woman pp 23 -24] Despite ‘ice cold abandonment…”
“my tears hardened
Into granite chips…and the darkness of fire
taught her ‘the lessons of love and life’.
Bravo for writing such an important book- A book which deserves a permanent
place in the book shelves of all university and college libraries.
Book Review: Mother Mary Comes to Me
Reviewer – Snigdha Agrawal
Title: Mother Mary Comes to Me
Author: Arundhati Roy (Booker Prize Winner, 1997)
Genre: Non-Fiction / Memoir
Year of Publication: September 2025
ISBN: 9780143473060
Publisher: Penguin Random House, India
Pages: 373
Price: ₹899 (inclusive of all taxes)
At the outset, I would like to clarify that
this review reflects my personal impressions, an intentional surface-level response
to the narrative, rather than a critical examination of political ideologies or
factual accuracy. While some of the author’s views diverge from my own, I do
not seek here to either critique or endorse her politics. I am going to share
what stirred or resonated with me as a reader.
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| Snigdha Agrawal |
The cover's visual impact is
instant and compelling. Hardcover in hibiscus-red, title and author name printed
in gleaming black, gives the effect of classic Indian holy books commonly found
on the domestic prayer altar. It is reverential, borders on devotional.
Concealed behind the white jacket is a butterfly motif. A delicate and tasteful
revelation that encourages one to take a second look. This covert design
feature, one that is both surprising and significant, is a visual metaphor for
the memoir itself: layered, intricate, and metamorphic. The proverb "Don't
judge a book by its cover" has seldom been more apt.
The white jacket, like a
wraparound skirt, over the red casing, features two contrasting portraits of
the author. On the front, a younger Arundhati Roy, with a lit beedi
(tobacco-filled, hand-rolled cigarette rolled in a dried tendu leaf), defiantly
sitting on her lips, radiates rawness and rebellion. On the back, the older,
serene-looking woman looks back with a melancholic serenity. Both of these
photographs tell more than a thousand words, narrating the path of a life led
uncompromisingly and on her own terms. The visual curation is nothing short of
brilliant.
The title, Mother Mary
Comes to Me, instantly provokes curiosity. Given Roy’s well-known
ambivalence toward organised religion, born to a Syrian Christian mother and a
Hindu father who later converted to Christianity, one wonders if this is a
reference to a mystical vision, a spiritual awakening, or a poetic metaphor.
The answer, as one reads on, lies somewhere in between. Roy explains that she
never quite belonged to any single religion or practised any religious
tradition. This confession flows like a throbbing vein throughout the memoir.
Whereas her name precedes her
reputation, backed by her prior win, connections with high-profile TV anchors, politicians,
and the movers and shakers in the literary world, what finally pushed me to
read her memoir was a combination of profound interest and respect for her
writing. Roy's narration of tales is seamless and unafraid. There is no
hyperbole, no attempt at veiling or softening truths. She lays bare her soul,
drawing the reader into the innermost recesses of her existence with a candour
that is disarming, making it hard sometimes to turn away or dismiss what she
says.
Fundamentally, Mother
Mary Comes to Me is a poignant exploration of mother-daughter
relationships: strained, complicated, but strongly binding. But the memoir also
branches out to Roy's activism, her public image, her politics, and the
personal wounds that fashioned her into who she is today. She writes about
childhood abuses, of being emotionally brutalised and neglected, of living on
the margins, physically, socially, and emotionally, and of speaking out
despite, or maybe because of, the silencing forces that prevailed around her.
Her mother, herself a hard-hitting activist, is at once a role model and
a source of pain. A woman who defied patriarchal succession laws in Kerala and
won against formidable opposition. She transmitted to her daughter the same
combative spirit. And yet, she also transmitted the trauma. In perhaps the most
burning chapter, "Her Birth Certificate Was an Apology from God," Roy
describes the emotional burden of being an unwanted child, of knowing her
mother had tried several times to abort her. It is ruthless in its candour,
jolting in its emotional nudity. And still bearing this weight, the daughter is
faithful, obedient, to a mother who was never able to really raise her.
This complicated, often heartbreaking relationship forms the emotional backbone of the memoir.
Roy's life, as recorded here, reads
like a tattered red-and-white tablecloth, rough around the edges, smeared with
use, but sewn together with resolve. From poverty to world fame, from the
streets to the spotlight, from camp life in the forests to trial by jury in
courtrooms, her path has never been a straight one. She has lived
unapologetically, made unpopular choices, and in many cases, paid a high price,
in the form of imprisonment, censorship, or demonisation. And yet, her humanity
and ferocity are evident in equal proportions. She will not conform, will not apologise
for her decisions. And in so doing, she inspires.
The memoir is also punctuated
with digressions: accounts of demonstrations, political upheaval, and
incarceration. Although they seem to divert from the main theme, they actually
are crucial. Roy's activism is not an aside or an appendix; it is the essence
of who she is. These parts create tension and urgency in the narrative,
compelling the reader to read on and even to gasp in places.
As the pages turn, so do the
layers of Roy's personality: fiery yet tender, disillusioned yet optimistic,
severely hurt yet deeply self-conscious. She is, simultaneously, her mother's
daughter and her own woman. A product of abandonment and a figure of defiance.
A paradox she accepts more than she denies.
Having just
written/self-published my own individual memoir, I was especially interested in
reading Mother Mary Comes to Me. Although Roy and I have had very
different lives, there are certainly threads of similarity to be acknowledged,
particularly regarding how memory, emotion, and family influence identity. Her
direct candour and unapologetic storytelling caused me to think more deeply
about the vulnerability and courage it takes to share one’s life with the
world.
In short, Mother Mary
Comes to Me is a harrowing, uncompromising, and emotionally nuanced
memoir about a woman who has never followed the rules. It is more than a
chronicle of events; an intimate mapping of the emotional geography of her
life. Raw, defiant, and redemptive. Whether or not one shares her vision of the
world, it is impossible not to be impressed by the courage it took to publish
this book.
A powerful follow-up to The God of Small
Things, this memoir deserves both critical acclaim and a wide
readership. It would not be surprising if Roy adds another prestigious literary
accolade to her name for this explosive and exquisite work of truth-telling.
Verdict: A rousing, gutsy memoir that strips away every veil of the author's public self to show us a woman who is, above all else, human. A must-read.
Environmental Concerns in Sanjeev’s Novels
On Reading Fictile Feelings: Few Random Thoughts
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| Sunil Sharma |
Here is an anthology of poetry, guest-edited by the noted poet Sanjeev Sethi, and published online by the Hooghly Review, on October 3rd.
Talking of his vision for this inaugural special, Sanjeev---a unique voice in the field of English poetry, combining rare syntax and idiom and imagery, as his singular signature and winning global fans---writes in the brief editorial:
We offer a bouquet. There is no claim for it being the best poetry ever written. That wasn’t even my brief to myself when I agreed to take on the responsibility of curating this Special. What we have is a happy mingle of the most striking poems from the slush pile and from the dispatches of the few poets I invited.
As the Issue developed, I realized each poem was for a reason. It served a purpose as it added to the poetic conversation.
Poetic conversation. Fictile Feelings. Two key terms that define the editorial vision of Sanjeev that informs the careful selection of works of 96 poets.
Conversation among poets.
Conversation among readers.
Between poets and poet-editor.
And, with the editors of the journal as well.
Meaningful dialogue it was/is.
The canvas of feelings and emotions that unfolds on the screen before the reader’s eyes is---mesmerising.
Multi-tonal, multi-hued.
Full of warmth. Full of warm colours coming straight from a full heart in the process of creation---crafting visions, words, images.
Fictile feelings---being moulded. Being shaped into rich forms and colours.
Different themes and flavours woven expertly by poets deeply engaged in the “making” of worlds and meanings through the aesthetic production.
Curated by a committed editor who knows the craft and emotions of poetry so well.
A rare vision; conversation; collection!
Each poem, a sensory, sensuous experience.
Citing few poets will be unjust to other brilliant ones; a pitfall to be avoided, in this collage.
The general mood can be summed up in Sanjeev’s voice:
Never sue love for its heightened unease. It is temporal under the tutelage of sensory spice.
There is much in my creel, yet a chilling emptiness continues. Should I see it in punitive strokes?
Or as a propelling agent?
(From: “At Sixty-Three”, page 96)
A pleasurable outing with the gifted ones, curated by the best in the field.
Congrats to the poets and publishers for this stand-out book of happening poetry.
The Link to the Special:
---https://thehooghlyreview.com/issues/fictile-feelings-poetry-special-october-2025/
Bleeding Ink: The Unwritten Grammar of Pain in Rukhaya M K’s Lost Canvas
Reviewer: Wani Nazir
| Wani Nazir |
This whole “canvas”
thing? It is like life has been run through a cheap washing machine—colours
faded, edges frayed, everything washed out till you can barely see what is
left. Even the good stuff gets steamrolled by this greyness. It is all slipping
away. Check out these lines:
Life
now seemed
black
and white,
like
my paintings — dead.
Hues
on the canvas
dribbled
down to gravity,
trickling
with it
the
curves of a smile
See what I mean? This
isn’t just fancy talk about art. This is real life, stripped of colour and
warmth. It is not just physics; it is the heaviness you feel when happiness
just won't stick around. That smile? It doesn’t just vanish, it leaks out, slow
and sad, like your heart has got a crack in it. The world weighs too much, and
joy can’t unpack its bags here. The poems falling apart? Makes total sense.
They are not just clever metaphors—they are little catastrophes that don’t
shout, but settle quietly in your chest and refuse to move out.
The way she paints these
scenes—kind of reminds me of T.S. Eliot’s The Waste Land. After trauma,
everything has dried up, language is dead, and you are left piecing together
ruins. Rukhaya has got that vibe: even happiness feels heavy with the knowledge
it won’t last. Her lines aren’t just pretty—they are the rubble of real life.
The choppy syntax? That is what it feels like when you are barely holding it
together, silent and stubborn.
And homesickness? For
Rukhaya, it is not just about missing a place. It is bigger, messier, harder to
shake. It is about never really fitting anywhere. She nails that limbo—after
marriage, you are suddenly homeless in every way that matters. Old place? Gone.
New place? Not really yours, either. You are always floating, never landing.
When
I got married,
they
told me now onwards
You
belong to your hubby’s home;
and
when I went there,
they
always spoke of
where I came from,
Yes. You are from
everywhere and nowhere. Welcome to womanhood. And it is exhausting, isn’t it?
That sense of being unmoored—socially, emotionally, all of it—is like being
told to build a home with no doors, no windows, just walls that keep moving.
This push-pull between spaces—public/private, inherited/adopted—totally gives
off Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie feel (think Americanah, with Ifemelu
floating between worlds). But Rukaya doesn’t just describe it in prose—her
poetry slices through the confusion like a razor. She draws a map of being
lost.
And let’s talk about
growing up. Periods? No celebration, just exile:
once
below a time
when
I found a huge stain
on
my white-and-white,
and
mom said: You have become big,
now
onwards play
only
with your cousin sisters
Congratulations, you are
now a woman—translation: here are some new rules, and by the way, your
childhood is over. Those “now onwards” moments? They hit like a freight
train. No parties, just restrictions. Silence. Goodbye, innocence.
The pain of growing up
female is baked into her bones—physical, social, mental. Sure, you could draw
parallels to Sylvia Plath’s The Bell Jar, where becoming a woman
feels like suffocating under a pile of expectations. But while Plath simmers,
Rukaya protests out loud—her rage is aimed squarely at society and its quiet
betrayals. No flinching.
And don’t even get me
started on memory. These aren’t your typical sweet flashbacks. They are
shattered, refugee fragments. Think glitched-out home videos and burned-up
photographs.
Your
memory,
a
permanent refugee
in
what was once home
That line? It is got big
Edward Said energy—exile as a state of mind, not just a place. Her memories
don’t comfort; they haunt, stateless and wandering. Ghosts with nowhere to go.
Honestly, Lost
Canvas isn’t just a book. It is a wound, still open, that you can’t
help but poke.
Like
this poem,
that
becomes my own
only
after I part with it on paper.
While
inside me, it doesn’t exist.
One
has to become
part
of the diaspora,
to be called one’s own.
The poem in the book has
got that wild, slippery thing going on—like, you don’t even own your words ‘til
you toss them out into the world.’ Inside your head? They are ghosts. That
is the diaspora vibe, right there: always orbiting, never quite landing in your
own skin. It is not just about packing bags and finding new postcodes, it is
about being exiled from yourself. Your body turns into someone else’s Airbnb.
No wonder it stings.
Seriously, Fanon’s Black
Skin, White Masks? It is screaming in the background here. The
split—voice, self, reflection—so loud you can’t un-hear it. Diaspora isn’t just
a location thing. It is language, it is existence, it is that constant wobble
under your feet. Rukhaya’s power comes from the fact that she never settles—her
voice is loudest when it’s breaking.
And then, boom, the gut
blow :
The
real diaspora
is
the one that
has
lost the mother.
There
is no return.
The real diaspora is not
just distance, it is losing mom. Not just the lady who birthed you, but the
motherland, the mother tongue, that first soft place you ever knew. You lose
that? Game over, buddy. What is left to clutch when your origin either ghosts
you or doesn’t even exist anymore? That emptiness? Congratulations, it is yours
forever. Inheritance sucks sometimes.
Nature shows up in these
poems—not the Disney kind, all huggy and warm, but cold as hell. It doesn’t
care. Growing up is the same—everybody is hacking at your branches, and even
the leaves are like “nah, not today.” Growth? More like dropping deadweight. It
is rough.
I
shake my branches
desperately,
but
only
withered
leaves fall
and
turn words
as
they touch the ground.
You
try to soil my roots,
as
I try to strike roots
in
another soil
That is Morrison
territory—Beloved echoes all over. Trying to anchor yourself
after your whole world has been nuked, making words carry way more than they
should. Rukaya gets it: language is both the knife and the bandage. Writing
isn’t just venting, it is staking a claim.
The lines with the
newspaper on the train:
Today
he
was the newspaper
on
the train
as
he read it loud and clear:
Ah,
the Bengaluru incident...
these
things happen,’
stealing
a glance at the girl
sitting
next to him.
This guy is reading
something horrible and he says in passing “these things happen.” Then he stares
at the girl. It’s creepy. The poem is not very content, but you feel the size
of people who do not care. It's basic, and that is real.
Then she comes swinging
for the “oppressed woman” trope with the hijab poem:
My
hijab is my window,
a
window to the world.
The
world says it limits my freedom,
freedom limited is yours
So good. Reminds me of
Arundhati Roy—no such thing as “voiceless,” only folks who get muted on
purpose. Rukaya isn’t waiting for your approval to wear her hijab or call it
freedom. She is not here to perform suffering for your applause. Her hijab
isn’t a muzzle—it is her megaphone, just dialled to a different frequency.
There is some sly humour
in the sadness too—life “uninstalling itself”? That is bleak, but also
kind of cheeky. Forget counting birthdays; we are counting body bags now. Scores
of deaths per minute. Then there is Sylvia Plath salute:
Dying
is an art, and like everything else,
I
do it exceptionally well;
Lying
is an art, and like everything else,
you do it exceptionally
well.
Yes, you hear Plath—how
could you not? But Rukhaya is not doing karaoke. She is twisting the knife. “I
do it exceptionally well” lands like a slap. Sarcasm with brass knuckles.
It is not just about pain—it is about betrayal, about gender, about how
language can wreck you.
And the form—forget
pretty poems. She tosses lines like broken bones, trashes rhythm, lets it rot.
Why tidy it up? Life is a dumpster fire, so let the poem be a hot mess. That
mess is the point. You want clean, you are asking her agony to get a haircut.
No.
There
is this excellent riff on Twain:
Who
prays for Satan,
as
Twain said,
the sinner, who needed
it the most?
Darkness, sure, but she
is asking: who gets denied empathy? Who do we write off as unredeemable? It is
not just flipping the bird to authority—it is calling out the reader, making
you squirm with your own judgy nonsense.
She is not playing the
victim. It is more like—here is how to live wrong, loudly, with scars and
awkward grammar. Who is unsalvageable? The girl on the edge, the body that
doesn’t fit, the voice no one wants to hear. Nothing snaps together, nothing
gets sanded smooth, and that is exactly the point.
You
look down upon her
saying
she came
off
your rib
but
innumerable times
after
that —
you
hailed from her womb.
Wo(man)
can be destroyed
but never defeated.
That is Camus with a
side of riot girl. She grabs Genesis, rips it up, and makes it
her own punk anthem. Not about pretty endings or tidy lessons. Just surviving,
out of spite. Persistence as protest. That is what sticks.
Life kicks off by
ghosting itself, honestly. One second you are ticking along, the next—boom,
time ditches the calendar and starts measuring things by body count, not
birthdays. Grim?
Words? They play
dress-up in old memories, swanning around all mysterious, only to yank off the
mask and show up here, now, in your face. Sometimes I think those memories are
just waiting to trip me up.
Life
starts uninstalling itself.
Time
stops counting itself
by
the calendar,
but
by scores
of death per minute
And poetry? It’s
bleeding everywhere.
Words
also wore
the
veil of memories,
lifting
the veil
at
times solely for me
revealing
itself as present.
Buy
one, get one free—
with
the wound,
salt
was complimentary
Oh,
that “salt was complimentary” bit? That is classic. You order a wound,
and—surprise!—the universe tosses in a fistful of salt, on the house. Life is
own sick joke. Thanks, I guess.
This whole mess isn’t
neat. It lurches forward, all wild-eyed and unpredictable, like a subway at
midnight with the lights flickering and the doors banging open. Rukhaya isn’t
painting inside the lines; she is smearing silence and chaos across the canvas,
leaving “i’s” undotted and “t’s” in tatters.
Lost canvas? Forget about pretty
pictures. The real art is in the scraps—the stuff nobody bothered to finish,
the stains nobody could scrub out. That is where the gold is. The stuff we
leave unsaid, the half-formed aches, the bits we want to hide? Yes, they all
get a front-row seat. This isn’t poetry that lets you off easy. It is jagged,
raw, and doesn’t give a damn about rhyming—or making you comfortable. That is
what makes it real.
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