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Showing posts with label Belinda Subraman. Show all posts

Belinda Subraman (Climate Change, Eco-activism, Whisperings of Social Justice)

Belinda Subraman

Besides writing and publishing for decades Belinda Subraman was a Registered Nurse for 14 years, mostly in hospice. She’s also an artist working in ink and acrylics. Belinda’s art and poetry have appeared in many publications both online and in print. She is editor and publisher of GAS: Poetry, Art and Music, an online zine and video show as well as a group on Facebook. She was recently named State of Texas Beat Poet Laureate (2023-2025)

 

Insomnia Again

 

In these insane times

I tell Alexa to play

rainforest sounds and she does.

The 4k tv plays the war on Ukraine.

A tyrant threatens a nuclear plant

while some politicians

cheer him on.

 

We’re killing what sustains us

with singular egos

and loss of connection

creating dramatic times

living in a pandemic

on the edge of a war

that could wipe the earth

of its human infestation.

 

Nature will win.

New life will rise

from our ashes.




 

 

Spring 2022

 

The Pandemic is waning but still present.

Now the threat of WW3 blossoms before Spring.

 

Evergreen mesquite and cacti

are unchanged

as I learn more friends are dying.

 

The still bare trees are pregnant.

 

Weeds are already here

but green and flowering.

I leave them

and love them for now.

 

Each year Spring is more important

to see the brown and withered wake up

to know everything lives again.


 

 

Earth Day

 

I nurture self-planted Mesquite trees 

outside my desert home.

I do not “own” the land

but my husband says he does.

He’ll do with it as he likes. 

He says he’s boss

and he wants the new trees gone.

I’m the the one who tends the greenery

mostly cacti, creosote and sage bushes

front yard and back. I water and trim

and painfully “weed”. 

(I welcome all green

because so little grows here 

but I do this for him.)

He declares the Mesquites will disappear.

They’re not following the rules.

I plead, “Please don’t. I nurture them.”

Now he’s bought a chainsaw.

I know his plan.

Soon I will be gone all day, selling art.

In a last ditch effort and in vain,

I’ll leave a note that says

“Please don’t kill what I love.”

Belinda Subraman

Belinda Subraman
`Belinda Subraman been published in 100s of magazines, printed and online, aca-demic and small presses (1973- Present). She has a Master of Arts from California State University.  Her archives are housed at University of New Mexico, Albu-querque. Her latest book is Left Hand Dharma.

In 2020 Belinda began an online show called GAS: Poetry, Art & Music which features interviews, readings, performances and art show in a video format available free at http://youtube.com/BelindaSubraman  An online journal by the same name is here: https://gaspoertyartandmusic.blogspot.com/  She began GAS at the Mission in 2022 which are specially compiled shows and interviews for The Mission Gas Station.


Five poems by Belinda Subraman

Belinda Subraman
Breath on the Face of Water

on cold waters off Alaska
peace is amplified or found

immersed in a 5 D calendar page
burning a memory as ice floats by

stars are more visible on an open sea
for now no internet or tv

breeze and ghost kisses
cool and calm whispers

spirit excels
pines aspire

everything is alive and moving
even ice bergs shaped like whales

cosmic white noise
submerged in sea air

life above and below
the rocking foam

everything evolves
every atom revolves

our solar system is not visible
in the naked eye of infinity

slowly we realize our unimportance
as we are lifted higher

life flows as an ocean
eventually we breathe with the sea
***


Homage to Dali

Our remains nourish the earth
and all that grows.

We’re all part vegetable
as well as flesh.

Thought cauliflowers
sprout into space
as the brain shrinks.

The big picture is a feast
with unlimited choices.

Time is butter.
***


Any Reason Sometimes

A metaphorical sun
is always trying to rise
but doesn’t.
Flat blue butterflies
wing gracefully but in circles.
A quarter moon shines brightly
but from the ground.

I alter vibrations on purpose
stuck with anxious energy.
My kitty keeps checking on me.

I’m old and my friends 
and family are dying.
I’m also growing
toward the ground.

I’m wanting to connect
but needing to numb
trying flow therapy
while grasping words.

I am pushing through
aware I’m fighting chemistry.

My kitty keeps checking on me.
***


Earth Report, 2022

heat advisory
fire danger
air quality alert
a new strain of virus
killing the innocent
monkey pox striking
the intimate
WW3 in progress

politicians trading liberty
and empathy for riches
as houseless numbers grow
weapons of war killing civilians 
anyone can buy  
out of the trunk of a car
gun show or store
as if killing was encouraged 

mass shootings everyday
for sport or fame
our pettiness and politics
and hormones

unknowing in our infinite smallness
that we’re toys in the brain of the cosmos
indifferent to our egos
that keep us alive
and disillusioned 

we send out signals for connection
hoping for answers
we’re unprepared to hear
***


Zen

death is lights out
like a coma or surgery
but we won’t wake up
the self imposed suffering
of not mattering enough
to live forever 
in movies, books or legend
any lasting alter of love
degrades our lives with pangs

we are comforted knowing
our dead loved ones 
will reach for us as we die
hallucination or hope
we like it

we choose to believe 
in magic and forever
to smooth the jagged edge
and illusion of finality
one of many realities
we fail to discern
as every molecule 
around us prickles
beams life force
sparks
and radar’s connection

we clutch
still we fade away

into the cycle
of mattering

where everything is enough
***,

Belinda Subraman

You then reckon it’s about time to skedaddle over Texas way, because it would not be a proper and thorough visual arts showcase without including some of the resplendent, singular artistry of the incomparable Belinda Subraman, and thankfully upon arrival she proves entirely game and has some rich, majestic paintings to contribute.  Belinda is a true blue icon and phenomenon in her own right, with a mythos and background so astonishing and storied it belongs on the silver screen.  You encountered her through a long running, epic series GAS which she has been hosting showcasing poetry, art, and music.  Reading her collection of poems “Blue Rooms, Black Holes, White Lights” (multitalented Belinda is, besides painter she is an accomplished writer, political activist, healer) you learned of her eventful past, which among other things included run-ins, mentorship and lengthy associations with Bukowski, Burroughs, Henry Miller, and also accidentally inventing the podcast genre stupendously.  

Belinda selflessly does so much for so many people, you’re over the moon thrilled to have an opportunity to promote and draw attention to HER amazing, wonderful contributions to the art world and posterity, which she has made euqally invaluable endowments too over the course of a magical, dedicated lifetime.  You were so thrilled also to see her at the Intuitive Art Expo recently in the International Museum of Art in El Paso with her paintings, hope those who enjoy them here might consider someday adding an original to their personal collections, and will also tune in to the engaging GAS programs she regularly hosts, which may be easily located on YouTube!
***

BIO: Belinda Subraman has been published in 100s of magazines, printed and online, academic and small presses.  She had a ten year run editing and publishing Gypsy Literary Magazine. Six of those ten years were from Germany. She edited books by Vergin’ Press, among them: Henry Miller and My Big Sur Days by Judson Crews. While in Germany she also published Sanctuary Tape Series which was a mastered compilation of audio poetry and original music from around the world.  She has an M.A. from California State University. Her archives are housed at University of New Mexico, Albuquerque. Her latest book is Left Hand Dharma from Unlikely Books.  Belinda is also a mixed media artist. Her art has been featured in Unlikely Stories, Eclectica, North of Oxford, El Paso News, Raw Art Review, Red Fez, Epoch and many others. She sells prints of her work in her Mystical House Etsy shop.  https://www.etsy.com/shop/MysticalHouse