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Book Review: Megha Sood’s, Language of the Wound is Love

Language of the Wound is Love by Megha Sood

FlowerSong Press, 2024. ISBN: 978-1-963245-96-7 / 96 pages.

--- Dr. Belinda Rom├бn

 

Megha Sood’s, Language of the Wound is Love, is a deeply redemptive eye-of-the-modern-immigrant-oeuvre where the reader is compelled to witness the barbarous inequities in society, conveyed via a poet, whose social activism is intently conscious. Her writing acumen derives from her ability to empathize with suffering and expose the pulse of modern society in all its contrary, sometimes sordid machinations, reflective of her unfolding awareness of this world’s failures and successes.

The long-held argument; can you separate the artist from the art? Is divisive in creative fields. On the one hand, is a creative like Bukowski with rampant hatred of women, able to be appreciated for his superlative output, regardless of who he was as a man? Same with Woody Allen, Roman Polanski, Picasso and many more. Whichever side you land, I would argue, we may say we can divorce the creator from the creation, but it’s a lie. Perhaps we choose to in order to appreciate their work regardless of who they were in real-life. But unless we don’t know the creatives real-life experiences, it’s likely we’ll never really separate them, in part because a creatives creativity and output IS inextricably linked to who they are.

The contagion sitting boisterously

hiding in the bushes

will be ready to spring at us

at any given moment

while we will split between

the pain of burying our past

and grieving for the future

we once had (Of Today and Tomorrow).

 

I make this argument because Megha Sood, author of Language of the Wound is Love, is described as a social activist. In my mind, you cannot separate a social activist from their work because their work is the social activism. Thus, the two are symbiotic and you read one, with the other in mind. Sood came out of relative obscurity, having mastered the English language on her journey from India to America: stranded on our islands / cooped in the isolated corners of our little home (Shelter in Poetry). She started out writing a blog and joining writing prompts before being catapulted into the spotlight through some clever partnerships with big projects. Those included the highly successful Black Fire This Time, (Ed. Dr. Kim McMillen) Her literary partnership “Life in Quarantine” with Stanford University, and her work being part of LunarCodex project in collaboration with NASA/SpaceX. Sood was also co-editor of The Kali Project, (Indie Blu(e) Publishing) a highly successful award-winning anthology of Indian women poets. Her collection My Body Lives Like a Threat, won first place in the BookFest Awards, 2024.

In the collections opening poem, Poem and Its Hunger, there are lines that stay with you throughout:

There is always a death standing at the end of the sentence,

not every enjambment gives meaning.

Some lines are meant to be left orphaned. Like the day they found

an old crumpled picture of my bombed city in my wallet.

 

Beyond what is being said, there is another layer, that of inextricable displacement and loss, an unfinished picture, a demolition with only a photograph as witness, being carried through time. There is figurative death as well as literal, a sense of dislocation and hunger; memories of mother’s hair and loss, urging to reclaim.

They always forget only your skin has a color

that sets you apart

your soul is colorless. No taste and no odor,

like water (A False Arrangement).

 

This is the nuance only a poet can convey; whereby we understand the surface message but also the deeper one; what is not quite said, but hinted at. By not being overt, the poet saves themselves the ultimate exposure, but lends enough pain to join our own experiences with theirs and expand outward to a greater awareness. Not just as a first-generation immigrant, a woman, a person of color, an Indian living in America. But all those things and then, far more, until we’re all connected without barriers dividing us.

Empathy stems from the mouth of love, of hunger, of acceptance

an incessant desire to be known as a countryman in a town full of

wonders. (My Identity as a First-Generation Immigrant).

 

Sood would come to describe herself as a social activist as her work increasingly took on social themes, not least George Floyd (awards won). Sood’s outrage at racism, her hard-won fight during #metoo and #BLM are symbolic of what matters most to Sood at a primal level. The basic right for all people’s to be treated the same. In Sood’s earlier works, there are numerous references to the disregard society has for ‘other’ and her own experience as an immigrant, as an Indian-American, as a woman, as a woman of color, are what became her social activism on a larger scale.

We are all the same

same heartbeats

sliced and splintered into a million pieces,

and the same God we worship

holding books with different verses (Brotherhood).

 

Positioned geographically in an intense melting pot of voices, Sood’s grew exponentially and her 4th collection, Language of the Wound is Love, really evidences this growth both as a writer and social activist. In no way denigrating earlier work, it is clear Sood’s writing has taken on another layer of depth and sophistication in how she selects her activism and describes it: Pain is always interred in our memories and takes shape in our vivid dreams. (Every Pain Has a Story). The crux of her writing has always been, we are more similar than we are dissimilar; one of her basic long-standing-themes: the isolation of the immigrant and the necessity for compassion and outrage when equity is revealed.

I want to rip apart this entrapment

pry open the obstructed view of the open skies

let the fraying ends come loose (Unclaimed Freedom).

 

Her language has expanded and become honed through experience and working through what it really means to be ‘other.’ One could argue, Sood’s writing is the quintessential outsider’s experience, where she can bring a thirst for belonging, alongside the reconciliation of love for all humanity.

Don’t be a mute spectator

they will speak through you

like an apparition,

like a ghost in the machine

and will beg you to stay.

Be a Messiah

ready to be burned at the stake. (Rise).

 

The dehumanization of society is a theme that Sood is eloquently able to articulate through myriad poems, with a deliberate urgency in her pace, she questions and rages at the injustices of her adopted country, whilst retaining hopefulness and a belief healing is possible. Like where she says: What a terrible act of survival. It’s either them or us. The existence is beautiful and yet so devastating. (The Beautiful Death Around Us). Whilst always personal, Sood’s writing is universal in its appreciation for our shared experience; and it is this that renders her an activist, because she never writes in isolation. Sood’s language is a unique blend of her Indian ancestry and her adopted countries vernacular, and in this, she is distinct and memorable; a witness to what she observes with her eyes wide open.

Sound cannot travel in a vacuum

It needs a medium for itself to carry

the fear of the unknown

of hate and anxiety,

of skin color not known to use

poisoning minds of the free. (The Perfect Solution).

 

The purposing of social activism is to not simply speak but act upon those words, as when she says: But every day in me, I find myself a bridge that needs to be built. / A dark corner that needs to be lit. (A Bridge Needs to be Built). The abstraction of love is a vein that runs throughout these works, because without love there is no empathy or mercy, no way to reconcile the pain. At the same time, the Indian heritage of these words is what elevates them to a higher beauty than the mundane; ensuring themes are evoked throughout beauty as well as outrage.

A zoetic language: a soft growl turning into a wail,

aunting that resonates, leaving me like a thrumming harp wire

such is the riveting effect of his words

an unraveling of his intricate mind (On Listening to Jericho Brown).

 

Poets who write for social justice, utilize their platforms to educate, elucidate and electrify to action, those seeking truth and change. Words alone may not suffice, but a social activist use their own experiences to express global suffering and suggest methods by which we can individually and together, make the greatest impact. We share collected grief, the collective truth that makes us human. (To Begin Something, Something Needs to End). There is a historical tendency to look to poets and writers for ideas and themes to galvanize to action. This is the crux of social activism as a writer, something you become when you live it, rather than report it. Just as when Sood says: There is more to this mysterious life / than your mere needs and wants (Needs and Wants). As an immigrant, as a woman of color, as an Indian woman far from her own culture and land, Megha Sood goes well beyond reporting her observations; she asks us, what are we going to do to make things fair? It is both a demand and a necessity that we respond to this.

This perplexing state of existence

has pushed me toward the edge, every time

but despite this, I turn around, driven by my hunger

that says to me aloud;

Stay here, Look, we all are dying

living in a collective state of disbelief (The Collective State of Disbelief).

***


Belinda Roman
Megha Sood’s Bio:

Megha Sood is an Award-Winning Asian-American Poet, Editor, Author, and Literary Activist based in New Jersey, USA. She is an Associate Editor at MookyChick (UK), BrownStone Poets (USA), and a Literary Partner in the project “Life in Quarantine” with Stanford University, USA.

Dr. Rom├бn’s Bio:

Dr. Rom├бn received her Ph.D. at the University of Western Ontario (Western), where she concentrated on the application of Complexity Science to Border Studies. She also taught courses on the encounters between First Nations and Europeans. She began Rom├бn Economics 2015, a small consulting firm, with particular insight into BIPOC and minority marketplaces. She is a regular contributor to The Wall Street Journal economic forecasting survey and President of the San Antonio Business and Economics Society (SABES).

Megha Sood (Diaspora Dual Identities)

Megha Sood

A World I Try To Belong

 

I'm trying hard to decipher

semantics of language:

breaking its syntax to fit my brown tongue

feverishly trying to mold and morph

silence around me in this land of free and brave.

 

My tongue marinated with stories of my motherland

stained with its saffron tinge of an early dawn—

my ears still ringing with the mellifluous cowbells

as they make their way to lush green fields.

 

Thick hooves stir dust as they carve their stories

Long call of muezzins --Azaan --coming out of the minarets piercing the skies,

syncopating melody of temple bells stirring our souls

long piercing hawker calls lacing thin alleys.

 

I’m still trying to find my way

trying to fit my hyphenated identity

into the thick cookie-cutter of this new world.

as I make another day in this land alone.

 

To avoid pursed lips, and taut faces devoid of emotion

as people hide behind their snarky comments

saying aloud “Go back to where you belong”

 

Like a dandelion swept away by the winds of opportunity

looking to taste the blue kindness of the sun

In this country, I now call home.

 

I know we are living in a world sitting on a pile of explosives

yet like a child, I play the stories in my head

night after night: witnessing water wrung from mother’s hair

a sacred memory as a testament of love.

 

Passed on like Panchatantra and Chandamama tales

jumping hoops for generations:

Our culture, or identity, our wounds as they shine

and catches the shine of a kind sun.

 

I teach kindness to my son as his body swells with tenderness

and hunger with time. I tell him to fill water bowls

on the balcony for birds flying south,

birds flying home.

 

I fly origami birds from my balcony

leaving a thin trail of hope:

offering them the blue kindness of the sky

to the world where I feverishly try to belong.

 

 

Joy His Face Brings

 

The slow stirring bubbling of water

in a steel gray teapot,

my first act of the day.

 

Simmering cold tap water

slowly and surely,

leads to the loud whistling

filling each silent corner of my sepia-tinged room.

 

My ears attuned to this familiar sound

that anoints my day;

the sheer joy of seeing bubbles

as it dances on the thin skin of water,

and forms a perfect moment in time.

 

A mother in a land unknown

raising a brown boy with eyes filled with wonder and intrigue,

as I mindlessly stir the spoon

to add a few pods of cardamom and cinnamon

with a few crushed Tulsi leaves.

 

My secret concoction: just the right proportion

inhaling the aroma as it brings memories of home

and I sit down with my warm cup

leaving a thin impression of its rim

on my long wooden table,

a provenance of happiness, I place I call home.

 

I can feel his soft footsteps nearing me

soft arms gently around my body

warm supple touch of his forehead

on the nape of my neck.

 

It reminds me of the bliss of being a mother

of this joyful, shining kid

after unexpectedly losing

so many to the ruthless time.

 

 

Megha Sood is an award-winning Asian-American author, poet, editor, and literary activist from New Jersey. Literary Partner with “Life in Quarantine”, at Stanford University. Her four poetry collections include the award-winning (My Body Lives Like a Threat, FlowerSong Press, 2022), (“My Body Is Not an Apology, FinishingLine Press, 2022), and (“Language of the Wound is Love, FlowerSong Press, 2025). She has received support from VONA, Pen Women, Dodge Foundation, Kundiman, and Martha’s Vineyard Writing Institute. Her 900+ works have been featured in PSNY, MS Magazine, NYPL, Pen Magazine, PBS, and WNYC Studio. Her poems and co-edited anthology “The Medusa Project” have been selected to be sent to the moon in 2025 in collaboration with NASA. https://linktr.ee/meghasood

Poetry: Megha Sood

Megha Sood

We are Poets


Poets are shameless with their experiences: they exploit them.” 
― Friedrich Nietzsche

We all are trying to touch the bottom of the madness
the absolute end:
to visualize how far we can stretch our insanity
and how much it can
take the pressure and survive
till it breaks down and
shatters into small bits of
craziness and false identity

We all are trying to get to this bottomless pit
scraping and digging our way down
building our own graves
like a scared mouse,
clutching its way down
blinding running away from the reality

We are all trying to
get to the end of this abyss
the pandemonium;
to save our souls
living in the dreadful reality

We let our parched quill
scratch and pull at the scabs
to feel the essence of words
buried deep in our psyche

We let it soak in the crimson blood
of our proverbial existence
running deep in our fecund veins
mocking our mortality

We are poets,
We all are trying to
touch the bottom of the
madness,
one which gives
voice to our deep soliloquy

We are poets,
an epitome of insanity.

Megha Sood (Children's World)

Megha Sood

Lizard On the Wall

 

It sits there patiently on the cold ceiling of my favorite room

hampering serenity on a cool summer afternoon.

 

Moving with just a hint, a wiggle, or a shortfall and can come sliding

next to me before I can catch my breath at all.

 

A nightmare I can count incessantly on spindly kid fingers of mine

It keeps me on my toe every time I look at it from the corner of my eye.

 

It can’t do anything to you, my mother declares loudly

But every time my scared face was enough for me.

 

A fleeting glance at that sticky slimy dreaded figure

That forces me to change rooms in a blink of an eye.

 

 

How to Keep the Child Alive?

I keep the child alive in me by looking at the flaming petunia in my courtyard

Simplicity of these petals soaking up the apricity of the sun and giving it all back to us.

The laughing lines on my face catch the sun and store the lessons of life dispensed by our elders for so long.

Simplicity is the epitome of perfection and we are imperfect creatures training to pave our path. Carving a path for those who follow us.

Blessed with the warm apricity of the sun holding a radiant yet solemn look.

Change is like a necessary transformation in our lives. If you do not embrace change you stagnate like the deep stench reeking from the sluices.

Change is what keeps us going. Change is what we need. Change is what we want. Ask a child, ask a butterfly.

 

 

Bio Note: Megha Sood

Megha Sood is an Award-winning Asian American Poet, Editor, Blogger, and Literary Activist from New Jersey, USA. Recipient of the 2021 Poet Fellowship from MVICW (Martha’s Vineyard Institute of Creating Writing) and National Level Winner for the  2020 Poetry Matters Project. Poetry Editor Literary Journals Mookychick (UK), Associate-Editor BrownStone Poets, USA, and Literary Partner with “Life in Quarantine”, Stanford University. Author of Chapbook (“My Body is Not an Apology”, Finishing Line Press, 2021) and Full Length (“My Body Lives Like a Threat”, FlowerSongPress, 2022). She blogs at https://meghasworldsite.wordpress.com/ and tweets at @meghasood16.

Megha Sood (Colours of Love and Barriers)

Megha Sood
Megha Sood is an Award-winning Asian-American Poet, Editor, and Literary Activist from New Jersey. Recipient of 2021 Poet Fellowship from MVICW, and National Level Winner 2020 Poetry Matters Project. Poetry Editor for journals Mookychick(UK), Life and Legends (USA), and Literary Partner with “Life in Quarantine”, Stanford University. Author of (“My Body is Not an Apology,” Finishing Line Press, 2021) and Full Length (“My Body Lives Like a Threat”, FlowerSongPress, 2022). She blogs at https://meghasworldsite.wordpress.com.

Love Is Nothing but an Elegy for Acceptance

We all long for a fairy tale sequined with a kind-hearted prince or princess
an enchanted alchemist—
brimming with love and passion, 
magically turning our sparking dreams into pure gold.
We all dream, eyes open wide while growing in our soft porous bodies, 
ready for those puny dreams to take hold.

When our desires are judged by the sex 
that rests between our supple thighs.
A fervent desire for acceptance with hunger—
when our existence cannot be validated 
beyond the binary and everything else is damned.

Your name sits like sin on my tongue 
in this socially demarcated society
living by the cookie-cutter rules.
My desires frayed and bleeding at the ends 
trying to fit hard within the mold.

Love is nothing but an elegy for acceptance. 

And yet I stand here, waiting for my own,
standing at the crossroads of life, judging me.
I with knees pressed against the concrete in a church pew
apologizing for my own frail existence.

With soil dowsed by the tears of our existence, 
tears of our survival:
I always wrap the color of my wound around my heart 
as it catches shine from a kind sun.

Love was always folklore to me; a soothing lullaby, 
a hushed prayer, told by my granny, 
as she bravely witnessed the pain of generations jumping hoops. 

Living life nothing but a farce, 
a menagerie of corrugated desires, 
Though I stayed put.

When the choices of my life were foreshowed 
by the jagged heart and cold shoulders
I always ran blinded by my sense of false comfort.

Flash forward, and here I’m standing tall and proud like an old oak 
in the thicket of the night
as a witness to my years of survival.

Trying to scrape the knife wounds 
on my thick skin made by ignorant hands
Those hands, swelling with the pride of false ownership.


Book Review: My body lives like a Threat

Review by: Santosh Bakaya


My Body lives like a Threat 
Poet: Megha Sood 
Publisher: FlowerSong Press [USA, 2022] 
PP Publication Date: 26, Jan 2022
ISBN: 978-1953447524

Megha Sooda Pushcart-nominated Award-winning Poet, Editor, Author, and Literary Activist from Jersey City, New Jersey, says that her full length book of poetry, My Body is not a Threat, is for her son, Siddharth, ‘her shining beacon in every storm. ’ The artist Christy O’Connor’s sculpture entitled, “Carried Trauma” is the cover image that deeply resonates with the ethos of the poems in the exquisite collection.

Associate Editor at journals MookyChick (UK), Life and Legends (USA), and a Partner in the Literary project “Life in Quarantine’’ with CESTA, Stanford University, USA, Sood is also a member of the National League of American Pen Women (NLAPW), Women’s National Book Association (WNBA), and advocacy member at United Nations Association- US Chapter. I found in her a very powerful poet who writes with a passionate intensity and in the recent years has created a snug place for herself in poetic circles.

Megha Sood
Divided into five immensely powerful sections,  Black Truth; War and Peace; My Body Is Not an Apology; A Just Immigration Policy; and My Body Lives Like a Threat, this book, a compilation of 47 poems focusing on the gender and race-based discrimination of people of color in the United States and around the world, was also chosen as a semi-finalist for the "Shirley Holden Grant" by the National League of American Pen Women (NLAPW) , and won appreciation by four different poet laureates of the country. The book has a very insightful foreword penned  by the former poet laureate of Pasadena, California, Dr. Thelma T Reyna., whose books have collectively won national awards 20 times.


Dr.Thelma T Reyne, says “Poetry is not always political; but in Megha’s hands, the sociopolitical arena of our lives is the vessel holding her creations. Issues that have eternally plagued civilizations and that still sunder societies are examined, explained, reviled, parsed, and laid bare for us to dwell upon and better understand. She casts her literary net wide, across nations and across decades, proving that sociopolitical issues are universal, and they affect all people with the same pain, fear, reactions, and hopes.”

Santosh Bakaya

In the first section, Black Truth, in the poem, ‘A Nation in a Chokehold’, she says, “lanes are bustling with protest thrumming with anger.”


 I find Sood’s poems doing exactly that- spilling with angst, unfettered pain, thrumming with indignation and pulsating with dissent.  If words could change the topsy turvy world, her power- packed words definitely would. She shines the light of her poetic torch in dark corners- on the invisibles, the brutalized and mute sufferers, those who have lost their voices under the bludgeoning of fate; her poetic punches hammer away at the mendacity, forked tongued hypocrisy, injustice, and centennial patriarchy of a world hurtling towards annihilation.  

 In the same poem, she talks of police brutality which holds innocent people in a death grip, choking breath out of them.
“Here the nation remembers:
 Eric Garner, Briyonna Taylor, Ahmaud Arbery, George Floyd
 Here the nation learns again how to breathe
Freely!”

In another very powerful poem, ‘Bless Us, Lord, for the Sin-Free Life We Are Living’, with a gut wrenching, hard hitting precision, she says,
“It takes a million to march and protest on the roads
 the sun scratching their faces
 burnt and scathed by the injustice
screaming in silence
gutted like a fish in the open streets
thick blood staining the curbside
of the lands, we boisterously own.”
In the poem ‘Does hurt have a gender?’ she hurls powerful punches at the reader,

“Do screams have a religion too? Do cries have a race?
Does hurt have a gender? Do wounds have a nationality?

 Does your tongue curl into sin when you call out my name?
Does the triteness of ideologies still mollify your pain?”

Her poems talk of spine- chilling truths, of grieving souls not knowing what hit them, of a relentlessly hammering anguish, of bodies breaking into a million pieces and of a senseless lynching of desires and dreams.  They are so powerful that one continues to reel under their impact long after one has finished reading them. They exemplify the line of the Greek poet, Dinos Christianopoulos, “They buried us, but they didn’t know we were seeds.” Indeed, her poems assure us that despite the burial of innocence, it will be reborn, spreading peace, equality and fraternity all around and will smear the faces of the mendacious with their veracity;
You tried to ruin me but you turned me into a warrior.
 A blind seed ready to branch out.”
[Transformation, p 13]

The second section, War and Peace, becomes an eloquent plea for sanity, as her pen quills the senselessness of war, boundaries, and demarcations.

“These lines reek of blood,
war, death, starvation and loneliness
these lines are not marking our possessions
these lines are
cutting,
piercing
slicing our dreams into halves
bleeding on both ends unbidden”  

[In the First week of the New Decade, Humanity seems Singed, p  23 ]

Living in a War zone just shook me up completely. She asks,
Where have all the flowers gone to die?
Why does the sun never rise
and death and misery have become part of life?”[p 28]

 The words of this poem reminded me of that poignant poem of Pablo Neruda,
 ‘I’m explaining a few things.’
And one morning all that was burning,
one morning the bonfires
leapt out of the earth
devouring human beings”


That powerful Hardy poem which we read in school, The Man he killed, also knocks away at the head, as you read on.  
“Yes, quaint and curious war is
You shoot a fellow down
 you’d treat if met where any bar is,
Or help to half a crown.”

Yes, the senseless brutality of war hits us with renewed force as we read about the  boy who wonders where  his toys  have disappeared and why  he can’t fly kites any longer,  why are those verdant meadows where he played hide and seek covered with mass graves now?
And you cling to hope, eyes riveted on-
  “a tiny green patch growing through this broken house
healing with every sapling--
every tiny leaf growing
through the cracks
breaking through the pain.”
[Tourniquet: Snapshot of a War-Torn House, 30]


Another highly inspiring poem in the book is My Survival Story, and I cannot resist the temptation of quoting a few lines from it.
“Like a sapling breaking
 from the blind seed
I’m sprouting, I am thriving’

‘Like a reflection of the summer sun
shining into a million versions of me,
on shards of broken mirror.’

‘I’m the war cry, the mortal fear
residing behind enemy lines.’

‘the broken pieces I foraged together
 to make a whole of me
an untrammeled beauty within.
This fecundity is my survival extinct
to handle the plethora of emotions
 life throws at me,
undulating between the proximity and prosody of pain:
 I’m learning. Yes, I’m growing’. (My Survival Story, p. 67- 68)


Then comes the third partMy Body is not an Apology -equally eloquent, equally searing, equally singeing one’s conscience with a brutal, mind numbing, hard hitting reality.  Let me quote a few lines from some of the poems that hit me hard.
“A mother runs half-naked through the empty street. Wailing.
Anger fracturing the thatched roofs.
Pain scratches like a pellicle dissolving in acid.
Its stench carried for generations
. [The Day the Town celebrated-A response to honor
-based killings around the world, p 41]


The imagery here is so strong here that it refuses to leave the reader; one tries to shake it off but it comes back with a brutal resilience and etches itself on one’s  subconscious, merging into one’s being.
The following lines in the poem ‘resistance’ carry the entire essence of dissent.  
“I birth my own revolution
and I create my own marches
the truth my soul owes to nobody but me
a conversation with my higher self
a divine ablution. When I resist I create
.” [resistance, p 43]

 “This body is not an apology.
It is a profound lesson a triumphant proclamation;
an unfettered declaration
.”[My Body is not an Apology, p 47]
Let me confess in all honesty, that these poems made me look at life with new eyes and a newer perspective.

The fourth section, A Just Immigration Policy is again a collection of ‘serrated voices of mottled fear’ and ‘the syntax and semantics of unspoken fear’ [The Day Liberty was Disrobed, p 52]
“Those with their slithering tongues
and taloned fingers
are scraping and scratching the last bits of life
from our solemn statue
our epitome of liberty”
 
[The Day Liberty was Disrobed, p 53]

 
The imagery in Requiem for a Dream refused to leave me:

“The one-horned night pokes cleaves you in half
 & coagulates all your experience into a thick slimy liquid
Dripping through all parts of your porous soul when
the imaginary has broken the leash and is now running stark naked,
Uncontrolled, unfettered, in the surreal fields lit
by the burnished sun birthing thousand moons
In your half-open eyelids as a requiem for a half-dream.
[P 60]


 “Like a sapling breaking
from the blind seed
I’m sprouting, I am thriving. . . . . . . . . . . . . .


Like a reflection of the summer sun
 shining into a million versions of me,
on shards of broken mirror


 I’m the war cry, the mortal fear
 residing behind the enemy lines


 the broken pieces I foraged together to make a whole of me
an untrammeled beauty within.
This fecundity is my survival extinct
to handle the plethora of emotions
life throws at me,
Undulating between the proximity and prosody of pain:
 I’m learning. Yes, I’m growing. (My Survival Story, p. 67- 68)

Walking precariously on the steep path
chosen by the boisterous men
 tiptoeing between the serrated ends
of misogyny and inequality.


 With a whimper and a roar
 I walk,
I run,
when the ground beneath my feet morphs and tumbles,
when every war of mine
is nothing but a mere screech to this tone-deaf patriarchy.”
[Path to My Freedom, p 66]


 “Sometimes I wonder,
how this world
marred and demarcated by the boundaries
those twisted pronunciations,
would look beautifully kneaded together?” [We all rise out of love, p 71
]
Along with the poet, the reader wonders too. In this poem I was mighty pleased finding a liberal use of words from Hindi, [kaur – morsel, paraat - a utensil to knead flour, atta – flour.]
While reading the poems, I could almost imagine the poet gnashing her teeth, brows furrowed, pouring out her indignation on paper, and in the bargain stoking the fires of the readers’ indignation too. They grip one tenaciously by the collar, yanking one out of a comatose indifference towards the rampant cruelties - the result is that one cannot look away, cannot remain silent, close one’s eyes or plug one’s ears.


Well-armed with her armory of words, she has valiantly taken up cudgels on behalf of beleaguered humanity;  her poems, pointedly making you listen to the screams of those surviving on the fringe of society, the immigrants clinging to their dreams in an alien land, women stalked by entrenched patriarchal expectations and  the nobodies of the world. Through her words, this word -warrior tries to resuscitate their dying dreams, healing them into somebodiness.

By the time you finish reading the book, it has brought about a transformation in your entire psyche. Not content with being a mute witness to the rampant injustice, fists clenched, heart thumping, frothing, fuming, you jump into her pulsating poetic bandwagon, and exclaim, “Fight on, Warrior Woman! Come, let us together set this topsy -turvy world right!  Yes, poetry can really make things happen.”
A book highly recommended.

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Voices Within: Megha Sood

Megha Sood is an Award-winning Asian American Poet, Editor, Author, Literary Activist from New Jersey, USA. Recipient of 2021 Poet Fellowship from MVICW (Martha’s Vineyard Institute of Creating Writing) and a National Level Winner for the 2020 Poetry Matters Project. Recipient of “Certificate of Excellence” from Mayor, Jersey City. Associate Poetry Editor Literary Journals Mookychick (UK), Life and Legends (USA), and Literary Partner with “Life in Quarantine”, Stanford University. Author of Chapbook (“My Body is Not an Apology”, Finishing Line Press, 2021) and Full Length (“My Body Lives Like a Threat”, FlowerSongPress,2022). She blogs at https://meghasworldsite.wordpress.com/ and tweets at @meghasood16.


Treacherous Dune

Memories slip on the silent back of the dunes
those shape-shifting sands
are treacherous you see
as they promise you an eternity

till the next whiff of the fleeting wind
that catches their attention
dancing and glimmering;
in the hot sweltering heat of the sun
they morph and mold to please

the voluptuous calls of the breeze
echoes of the silence,
bouncing back for eons
hopes for the company

the scorched backs of dunes
are then soothed by the shifty-eyed moon
that bathes them with their silvery moonlight
secretly wishing to rest 
in its warm bosom

but come morning
it gives in to the aubade 
of the warm clasp of the wind
and there it goes,
following the wind
in a wink.
***


Abandoned

They say prayer cleanse your soul
but the mention of your conversation with God
will make their heads turn and eyes roll.

I say my prayer twice a day,
I go to church to absolve my sins
and redeem my faith in the light
the pristine light of the church,
laced with love and laughter.
 
But I see an abandoned nest
curious to know the meaning of life
I pranced further,
and saw the broken egg by the window frame.

How sacred is the egg when it's broken?

Does it still hold the secret of life
and the mysteries,
or lose it all of a sudden?

My body disguised as a prayer
with its bent back and stooped shoulder
sits in the pew
and asks for forgiveness.

To redeem my soul
it seeks salvation,
while the yellow yolk is dripping
life losing its meaning again
on the gelid church floor.
***


Oblivion

Nothing sits silently
on the edges of darkness
even the fleeting wings of the wind
leaves indelible marks on
the underbelly of crimson maple leaves

Everything is anointed by the silence
even the thin blade of the grass
encumbered by the frozen tears of the winters
dies a muted death

Nothing is ever lost in time
as it neatly stores the memories in its crevices
like the damp leaves sunken 
on the floor of the black forest
once donning the mighty
bough of that boisterous chestnut
now carrying the stench in their hearts

Nothing is left untouched
even the dying serrated ends of my
white lilies in the bright crimson vase
have tasted the nectarine
a sweet touch of togetherness;
clutched in the warm supple fingers of my lover

Nothing remains unscathed
even the bare outline on the drying bench
after the downpour,
carries the sweet remembrance
of our love and its evanescence.

Oblivion is a word foreign to nature.
***  

Megha Sood: Poetry (Life, Cognition and Creativity)

Megha Sood

Sound of Rain

The sound of rain needs no translation

It's pure and serene,

as it impinges upon the earth

like your fleeting touch on my skin

 

The pitter-patter of drops

that symphony--

which breeds through nature's and takes you in

every drop holds a universe,

a plethora of memories to bask in

 

I can get drenched by every falling drop

till the skies cry to their heart's content

as it falls relentlessly on my skin

and washes every sin

 

This ambrosial experience

this seraphic touch---

A gift from the skies to the earth

with its parched skin

Sounds of rain need no translation

as it slowly seeps in.

 

 

Twined and Intertwined

In every walk with nature, one receives far more than he seeks. ---John Muir

 

Twined and intertwined

broken and branched;

complex and divine

pure as a bliss

a walk through these trails

 

Serenity which encapsulates you

deafening silence which rejuvenates you

with each turn and twist

reveals that beauty, so sublime

 

Those streams and the creeks

running through these pulsating veins

Infusing love and serenity

Trees lining up the mountains

curves and accentuates

a beauty so divine

 

It's complicated

surreal and yet so simple

It hides the beauty

in its plain sight

 

A truth untold

thorough those gossamer shrubs

in the thinnest of its web

the trail I took,

To find the truth

hidden deep inside.


 

Petrichor

Pitter Patter

as it drops slowly

seeps into my soul

and make its home

with every word, syllable

I create and morph

 

as my quill dances on the papyrus

it drenches my soul

leaving behind that petrichor

an effervescence:

an everlasting fragrance

it spreads around

and infuses my

living being

 

it gives sustenance

to my parched soul

melting and joining those cracked pieces

 making a collage

of my broken self

a beautiful mosaic:

complete and whole

 

My words blotch and moistened

circles around my pain

and draws the boundary

to contain the pain

where it belongs;

 

My words dripping from my quill,

imitates the rain in my soul.


Nature: a tourniquet

This hapless wandering

this mindless rambling of thoughts

a terrain of the broken incongruous thoughts:

like a charred house                 its remnants

useless

 

I skip and run            sprinting

lava flowing under my skin

leaving its footprint

its presence marked by the welts and blisters

this simmering feeling             

that never leaves me

 

It stays embedded deep inside my soul

I often try to forget

keeping my face

towards the breezy winds of the ocean

that square of denial sits                  tightly

between me and my fears

 

This too is bludgeoned

by the deaths of thousand sun

solidarity in grief:

raindrops reciprocate the searing truth

petrichor marinates my soul

healing resonates everywhere

Nature keeps me whole.

 

Pond - A Reflection

First Published in the Cavalcade of Stars

 

The emptiness and the darkness of my soul

can't be doused with me swallowing

gulping down a fistful of fireflies,

like the burning of the thousand suns

like remorse of the old forgetful memory

now marking its presence on your skin

picking at your scab

 

The happiness and cheerfulness in my heart

as lively as the morning of a funeral day

there is so much commotion

and so much cacophony

I have always looked at the pond

and amazed by its ability

to camouflage life and death

at its sinking bottom

 

The ripples that are made by the lively insects

it catches your attention here and there

like the glimmering flight of lights

in my ashen eyes visible for a moment

and then lost again,

and all of a sudden

a frog gulps the dragonfly

resting on the edge of bent weed

mocking the serenity of the pond

and everything goes still again

 

till the next ripple,

till the next memory.