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Vandana Kumar (Diaspora Dual Identities)

Vandana Kumar

The American I love

 

My Nani used to tell me stories

Of distant aunts and uncles

Settled on foreign shores

Getting a reception fit for kings and queens

Visiting poor country cousins back home

 

I imagined the welcome marigold garlands at the airport

I remember one such aunt

Doling out gifts to our domestic help

Those ‘Dollar Store’ shiny lipstick sets

 

My best friend and I share a laugh over this

She too, is settled in America

We bond over Tagore poems and the Beatles

And no, she doesn’t gift anyone freebies from hotels

She doesn’t wear her patriotism on her sleeve either

 

 

In the opposite direction

 

I am in a Taxi

On the highway

I roll down the window

Against air quality advice

 

It’s liberating

The driver doesn’t ask me about my husband

Or kids

Doesn’t give unsolicited advice

On my failing marriage

 

 

Vehicles pass by

In the opposite direction

I wonder if they are headed

To my home town

If the beginning of my voyage

Is another man’s destination today?

 

We talk briefly

Of other things                           

How often he goes back

To his native village

Been a while he says

“What’s the point?

It’s started to resemble a small city

Soon I won’t be able to tell them apart”

 

This brief intimacy

Lasts for as long

 As I am

In the car

The ride ends

His dirge of a lost hamlet

Lingers for a bit

 

 

Vandana Kumar is a French teacher, translator, recruitment consultant, cinephile, Indie Film Producer and multiple award-winning poet from New Delhi, India. Her poems have been published in national and international websites and anthologies of repute. She is currently a poetry editor with the Reader’s Choice magazine – a quarterly magazine published by the Aabs publishing House. She is a Pushcart prize nominee 2023 and her poetry collection ‘Mannequin of Our Times’ has won several awards. She is representing India as the festival ambassador for the Panorama International Literature Festival 2025.

Vandana Kumar (Towards Visibility)

Vandana Kumar
MOTHER LANGUAGE DAY

 

 It’s mother language day

 A day so far away

From where I currently reside

 

My little one sucks my lactating breasts

I doubt if he has ever found

My mother tongue resting there 

Neither has my husband discovered it

On the taste of my lips

 

I visit the grave of my ancestors

Hoping to find a language

They left behind

In some waylaid leaves

 

Only specters signal me

In Morse code

 

The desire to dig digger

Comes now and then

In phases

 

Meanwhile I faithfully hold

Annual remembrances for all of them

In English

 

 

WELL-FED CHILDREN

 

We first fed our children the classic lie

That they came from the lands of angels

And fairies

That they were made in some cirrus clouds

Sprinkled with stardust

 

We hid it all

Creation

Procreation

Sex between the sheets

Sex served with a dry martini

Sex in the bloating cities

Sex in the starving villages

 

We hid it all

Leaving them to find the holes in our theories

As they struggled to find themselves

In their own abysses

Left bewildered

For all of the love making

A world in constant war

Adults, who couldn’t be trusted at all

 

Vandana Kumar is a French teacher, translator, recruitment consultant, Indie Film Producer, cinephile and poet in New Delhi, India. Her poems have been published in national and international websites of repute like Mad Swirl, Grey Sparrow Journal, The Piker Press, Dissident Voice, Borderless journal, Madras Courier, Outlook, etc. She has featured in literary journals like Fine Lines and anthologies like Harbinger Asylum, Kali Project, But You Don't Look Sick, etc. Her cinema articles appear regularly in Just-cinema and Daily Eye. She was among 40 participating poets in the ‘The Indija Pro Poet 2023’ festival held in June23 in Serbia. Her poem was translated into Serbian in the Pro Poet anthology published there. Her debut collection of poems Mannequin Of Our Times was published in February 2023.The book has been awarded ‘The Panorama International Book Award 2023.’