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Neelam Saxena Chandra
Millionaire!

The seashore is a home beyond the brick walls-
It’s a place of amazing possibilities!

I’ve made necklaces with the shells,
Flaunted them in my school amongst friends;
Picked up a starfish or two, displayed to them-
They all stay in luxurious apartments,
But there’s nothing as grandiose as this beach!
We keep peeping into each other’s world –
They let me use their mobiles,
I let them play with my starfish!
I, occasionally, even gift them a shell necklace
If they can touch the chords of my heart!

I wear the vivacity of the skyline
In my soul! It makes me dance and sing!
It’s always made me weave dreams,
Given my life a new zing!

“What do you want to become when you are older?”
Asked my teacher one sunny day-
And I replied, “I want to be as free as the sea-gulls!”

Amazedly, she asked, “Don’t you want to be a millionaire?”
I questioned, “What does a millionaire do?”

She peeped into my eyes and said,
“A millionaire can do what he or she wishes!”

I silenced her, “I’m a millionaire already!”

The look in her eyes has made me nervous though.

But tell me o dear gulls, do you also think
That there’s something more majestic 
Than being able to fly as you wish?”

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Neelam Saxena Chandra
Reflections

She is blank. Stares into nothingness.
Everything appears wistfully gloomy. 

She’s long been feeling disconnected,
The melancholy moment and the murky reflections,
Make her wish to run away somewhere.

But where? She has no place to go. 
“Global recession,” her employer had said,
While firing her with an emotionless face. 

She had entered the train, ticketless.
Maybe, she would be sent to the prison
Where she’ll get food to eat, bed to sleep, 
And a few feet of scarce space.

She solemnly stares 
Into the beclouded reflections once again-
A shining ray of the sun enters, flooding with light.
The train has crossed the long tunnel, 
And rather than crawling, is roaring with might.

Was she also in the dark tunnel of her thoughts?
The employer has taken away her job, not her talents.
She may be pitifully penniless, 
But there can always be a new bright beginning!

She walks out of the coach, throws her cap,
And dances out of the train station with a satisfying smile.

Neelam Saxena (Diaspora Dual Identities)

Neelam Saxena Chandra

Hot And Cold

 

In its burning pouch, summer often brings

Showers of restlessness.

My thoughts also get scorched skin.

 

No ointments can take care of the burns

Is what I have discovered,

Ever since you went away

Into a land of snow.

 

Young that you are-

The transformation from

Hot to cold might have been easy

Is what I felt, till I visited you.

 

I realised in the Garden of the Gods

That there might still be some molten lava

Flowing inside the tunnels of your heart.

 

If it protrudes out,

It may look beautiful to the onlookers-

But lava is lava, and so it shall remain.

 

Both of us shall keep burning-

I shall weep, you shall try to cover the sores,

And the distances shall ensure

That we never get to listen

To the echoes of the pain!

 

 

The Far Away Land

 

Yeah, the customs between the two lands

Wide apart physically, differing in thoughts,

Will be different for sure.

However, it doesn’t bother me.

 

What troubles me sometimes is

That we have become two stars.

 

You have your own light,

I have mine – both gleam!

However, though spread on the same sky,

We can never come together.

 

As the worlds revolve,

We may meet at some point of time momentarily,

Only to part soon.

 

Clasping your hands is what I seek-

I wonder if the other land

Would accept you as you are,

Or transform you so much

That, even to shake hands,

It would become difficult!

 

Survival theories work.

Into some other form

You shall surely metamorphose-

I bid adieu to you,

May you find your peace!

 

I?

I will remain incomplete

Despite my apparently happy shimmer!

 

Neelam Saxena Chandra is the author of 77 books and holds three records in the Limca Book of Records. She has been honored with the Sohanlal Dwivedi Puraskar for children's literature by the Maharashtra State Hindi Sahitya Akademi, the Premchand Award by the Ministry of Railways, the Rabindranath Tagore International Poetry Award, the Freedom Award by Radio City for lyrics, and the Reuel Lifetime Achievement Award, among many other accolades. In 2014, Forbes India recognized her as one of the 78 most popular authors in the country.

Special: Women's Day Poetry

Neelam Saxena Chandra

Guest editorial: Neelam Saxena Chandra



“I am a woman.
The way you perceive me,
A reflection you shall see.
If you love and admire me,
I shall be a gentle breeze.
If you downcast me,
I shall rise like a phoenix!”

The nature of a woman is akin to a breeze—calm, tender, and nurturing. Her presence is a blessing to those around her.

However, just as air shifts with its surroundings, a woman, too, transforms. She may be a soothing wind, but she can also summon storms.

She does not wish to be a tempest—love is her essence. She longs to give and receive love. Yet, not all understand her sensibilities. Many try to dominate her in different ways, forcing her to rise and redefine herself.

Much is said about the changing status of women. But if true equality had been achieved, would we still need to celebrate Women’s Day? The struggle remains. “Equal work, equal pay” is still an unfulfilled promise. At home and in the workplace, she continues to prove her worth. The silent voids she endures remain unnoticed by those around her.

Discrimination persists in society. A woman’s choice is often disregarded. Many are still married against their will, subjected to dowry demands, or blamed for not bearing a male child. Even her finances are often not considered her own.
Women also face grave injustices—groping, molestation, and rape.

Ideally, we shouldn’t need a Women’s Day. But we celebrate it to remind society that she is a force in her own right. She exists, and she matters.
The poetry of eminent women writers captures the struggles she endures and the resilience with which she rises.

Each woman is a solitaire—
Precious, radiant, and soulful.
She has risen from the ashes,
Building her home of warmth,
Brick by brick.
Treasure her, admire her, cherish her—
And you shall witness magic!

Honor the women around you, and the world will transform.

Neelam Saxena Chandra
Neelam Saxena Chandra is the author of 78 books and holds three records in the Limca Book of Records. She has been honored with the Sohanlal Dwivedi Puraskar for children's literature by the Maharashtra State Hindi Sahitya Akademi, the Premchand Award by the Ministry of Railways, the Rabindranath Tagore International Poetry Award, the Freedom Award by Radio City for lyrics, the Reuel Lifetime Achievement Award, the Setu Award for Excellence 2024 among many other accolades. In 2014, Forbes India recognized her as one of the 78 most popular authors in the country.


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Neelam Saxena Chandra
The Bass and Me!

I sing! I sing! The music makes me swing!
I sing! I sing! Look, I have a coloured wing!

Wing, in my mind’s imagination, soars,
The beauty in thinking big, outpours-
I touch the sky, I look at the horizon,
The world is such a beautiful creation!

I sing! I sing! The music makes me swing!
I sing! I sing! Look, I have a splendid toe-ring!

Tralala! I dance as if no one’s watching,
It’s more about spirits, than pirouetting-
Life is such a marvellous gift, you see,
The shine of happiness makes me move swiftly!

I sing! I sing! The music makes me swing!
I sing! I sing! Milieu seems to be so caring!

The gentle caress of the soft breeze,
Music fills the voids, gives my soul a kiss-
Tears have disappeared with the bass in hand,
Euphony and I, into each other, blend!

I sing! I sing! The music makes me swing!
I sing! I sing! The music has renewed my zing!

(A poem based up on a beautiful picture by Robert Maddox-Harle)
 

Poetry: Neelam Saxena Chandra

Neelam Saxena Chandra
PERCHED!

Mind in jeopardy. 
Tensed. Restless. Helpless.
Was this what it wanted?
To be perched like a crow
On an electric pole?

Well, the crow at least doesn’t know
How crazy its situation is,
I do! And yet I am perched!

I try hard to balance
Life and time –
One foot moved by an inch
And the balance shall falter,
Charring me! 

Is the charring of body better 
Than the charring of soul?
Yes, my soul is already charred! 

The thought removes all the worries,
I am no longer stuck to that pole-
I develop wings 
And fly away with the clouds of happiness! 

It shall rain somewhere today,
I hope someone shall smile today
With the petrichor!
***

WOUNDS

You stealthily hide it in the folds
of the dress that you are wearing,
hem it, so that it becomes invisible.
and yet,
the pain protrudes.
at times,
there are stains of blood too
when the wound aches too much.

you may wash the wound 
with a little Savlon,
and even apply ointment,
but then
the pus oozes out.

often, there are no balms,
that heal you-
till you realize
that there was really nothing to hide!

wounds and pains
are the lights  
that make you glow
more than 
a thousand splendid suns!
***

Neelam Saxena Chandra (Women and Spring)

Neelam Saxena Chandra
SPRING

Do you think I’m just a woman?
Hey! I am Spring-
In body as well as spirits!

The season of sensuous Spring
May last for a few handful days,
I glow golden gleefully 
Eternally! I’m etherealness personified!

I may burn with the furiousness 
Of the prodigious sun,
I may woefully wither and turn poignantly pale, 
However, I am a woman with Spring in her heart-
I shall bounce back with equal fervor
And touch the faraway peaks,
Regally dance, with the yellow of the spring
In my attire, in my style, in my outlook! 

Don’t you think that Meera was a golden lady
Who danced with joy in her unperturbed heart?
And Sita? Despite being discarded,
Didn’t she have a golden heart that made
Everything that she touched glow?
What about Draupadi? She too was gold!
Pure gold! She shone despite her high-strung hurts!

Listen, all women are golden and have springs in their hearts,
Whether it is you or me or her!


Gandhi (Gandhian Philosophy)

Neelam Saxena Chandra
LET THE CHARKHA ROTATE!

Let the charkha rotate!

Rotating a charkha is neither easy, nor difficult – 
It requires just a little bit of determination!
But look at the results! Not only do you get 
A well-designed hand-made cloth,
But solace. Your mind remains calm.

Let the charkha rotate!

Today, it’s just weaving a piece of cloth,
Tomorrow it may design a few minds –
Minds who’ll further strategize
How to build a beautiful, yet powerful Bharat! 

Let the charkha rotate!

The day is not too far
When it will become a symbol of freedom-
All minds will move in synchronisation
Towards weaving an appealing Bharat
Whose wisdom passed on since ages 
Will become the vehicle, after some filtration
That is necessary due to passage of time,
To steer it into the arms of peace!

Let the charkha rotate!


AHIMSA 

Transformation 
A powerful world, has hit the masses-
Everybody is looking for transformation. 

Shooting in schools – is that transformation?
Killing for a piece of land – is that transformation?
Shouting at your subordinates – is that transformation?
Chopping off body parts of your ex – is that transformation?
Bombing and massacring people – is that transformation?

How far-sighted was Gandhi when he propagated
The theory of Ahimsa? 

Ahimsa, Ahimsa, Ahimsa is what we need today-
Not only in action, but also in thoughts and deeds!

Yes, we do need transformation –
But in breaking the shackles of outdated traditions, 
In adding war in the list of “banned items”
To be carried in any journey of life,
And thinking only in direction of prosperity!

I’m sure that the Mahatma will indeed rise
As a Banyan tree, giving shade to all those who wish to rest
And move ahead, with ahimsa in their hearts.

 
BIO: Neelam Saxena Chandra has authored 72 books. She holds three records with the Limca Book of Records. She has received Sohanlal Dwivedi Puraskar for children’s literature by Maharashtra state Hindi Sahitya Akademi, Premchand award by Ministry of Railways, Rabindranath Tagore International Poetry award, Freedom award by Radio city for Lyrics along with other awards and honors. She was listed by Forbes as one among 78 most popular authors in the country in 2014 

Neelam Saxena Chandra (Towards Visibility)

Neelam Saxena Chandra
RHYMING WITH LIFE 

Disability in body
Is certainly better than disability of mind!

Though body is disabled by arthritis in many ways,
My mind, full of enthusiasm, flows
Like tides in a river, taking away the 
Moss and lichen that often restricts. 

I am slowly discovering the power 
Of the mind, inch by inch. 
It carries the balloons of my desires
High up in the skies, they swing on the rainbows,
Never to stop. They simply soar. 

Sitting on one of the clouds that I adore,
I write. It’s meditation. It further sharpens
My imagination, my desire and my actions.
Ah! I have never felt so enthusiastic before!

Shooing away the people who want me to be restricted
Has been the biggest achievement,
For I have found peace in my rhymes and verses.

Now, I have even let the verses be free,
Unchained from the nuances of rhyming!

A lagoon you become.
Beautiful. Picturesque. A painter’s delight.

But you are locked, 
Can’t let your flow mix.

In short, you get rotten. 
Others may not find the foul smell,
You do!
In the veins of your heart!

Your thoughts long
To mix with the vast ocean 
Of unexplored territories-
Fighting the dangers,
Absorbing the salinity,
Becoming the waves and moving
Around the world,
Touching and wetting the banks with happiness;
But you can’t.

You are meant to remain a lagoon.
Beautiful. Picturesque. A painter’s delight.

I walk in the garden,
Which used to smile at me when I would visit it
Just when I came to this dream city of Mumbai;
However, neither does it look enchanting anymore,
Not do I seem enthusiastic.
It’s just a routine I am following –
Counting my steps and heart points
To stay fit.
After all, it’s too humid.

Maybe, the garden is also not yet completely dry, only dull;
Since it’s optimistic that happiness will return
And bathe it with flowers. 

Isn’t optimism in every situation a great attitude?

For me, thoughts are also dry,
Eyes are wet due to departures,
And yet, this optimism in my veins
Keeps flowing with my blood,
Rejuvenating every time it passes through 
The chambers of my heart!

Maybe, days will change for me too!
***

Neelam Saxena Chandra has authored 6 novels and 9 short story collections 39 poetry collections and 15 childrens’ books to her credit She is a bilingual writer, writing in English and Hindi. She holds a record with the Limca Book of Records 2015 for being the Author having the highest number of publications in a year in English and Hindi She has won II prize in a poetry contest organized by American Embassy and in a National poetry contest organized by Poetry Council of India 2016. She has received Sohanlal Dwivedi Puraskar for children’s literature by Maharashtra state Hindi Sahitya Akademi for the year 2018, Premchand award by Ministry of Railways Rabindranath Tagore International Poetry award Soninder Samman, Freedom award by Radio city for Lyrics along with other awards and honors She was listed in Forbes as one among 78  most popular authors in the country in 2014.

Bilingual Poem: Neelam Saxena Chandra

Neelam Saxena Chandra
THE DANCING GIRL

Hey! Dancing girl! 
From where did you get that poise?
Were you a pirouetting peahen
Born in disguise?

When I glance at your photograph
I feel that you will just come out;
Watch at my unsteady swaying,
And, to be better at my steps, shout!

I wonder about the great sculptor
Who chiselled you with such perfection;
Every expression he has captured
With so much of adoration!

Was he in love with you?
Or was it just a piece or art?
You did have something in you oh dancing princess,
That even time couldn’t discard!

I have just a question to ask you dear-
Tell me, about bangles on your arm left 
Was your choice asked, or was it sculptor’s delight,
Or you were a mere puppet?
***


рдирд░्рддрдХी

рдУ! рдЦूрдмрд╕ूрд░рдд рдирд░्рддрдХी!
рддुрдордиे рд╡ो рдирдЬाрдХрдд рдХрд╣ाँ рд╕े рдкाрдИ?
рдХ्рдпा рддुрдо рдПрдХ рдЭूрдорддी рдоोрд░рдиी рдеीं
рдЬिрд╕рдХी рд░ूрд╣ рдеी рддुрдордоें рд╕рдоाрдИ?

рдЬрдм рднी рдиреЫрд░ рдкреЬрддी рд╣ै рддुрдо्рд╣ाрд░े рдЪिрдд्рд░ рдкрд░
рд▓рдЧрддा рд╣ै рдХि рдмрд╕ рдиिрдХрд▓ рд╣ी рдЖрдУрдЧी;
рдоेрд░े рдЕрд╕ंрддुрд▓िрдд рд╕े рдеिрд░рдХрдиे рдХो рджेрдЦोрдЧी
рдФрд░ рдоुрдЭे рдоेрд░ी рдЕрджा рдмेрд╣рддрд░ рдХрд░рдиे рдХो рдЪिрд▓्рд▓ाрдУрдЧी!

рд╕ोрдЪрддी рд╣ूँ рдХि рдХौрди рдеा рд╡ो рдоूрд░्рддिрдХाрд░
рдЬिрд╕рдиे рддुрдо्рд╣ें рдЗрддрдиी рдЦूрдмрд╕ूрд░рддी рд╕े рдвाрд▓ा?
рдЙрд╕рдиे рддुрдо्рд╣ाрд░ी рд╣рд░ рдЕрджा рдХो
рдХिрддрдиे рдк्рдпाрд░ рд╕े рд╣ै рд╕рдо्рднाрд▓ा!

рдХ्рдпा рд╡ो рддुрдорд╕े рдоुрд╣рдм्рдмрдд рдХрд░рдиे рд▓рдЧा рдеा?
рдпा рд╕िрд░्рдл рдХрд▓ाрдХृрддि рдеीं рддुрдо рдЙрд╕рдХे рд▓िрдП?
рдХुрдЫ рддो рд╣ै рддुрдордоें рдУ рдиृрдд्рдп рдХी рдорд▓्рд▓िрдХा 
рдЬो рдоिрдЯाрдиा рдоुрд╢्рдХिрд▓ рдеा рд╡реШ्рдд рдХे рднी рд▓िрдП!

рдПрдХ рдк्рд░рд╢्рди рд╣ै рдк्рд░िрдп рдЬो рдоुрдЭे рд╕рддाрддा рд╣ै
рддुрдо्рд╣ाрд░े рдмाрдПँ рд╣ाрде рдоें рдХ्рдпों рд╡ो рдЕрдирдЧिрдирдд рдЪूреЬिрдпों рдеीं?
рдХ्рдпा рддुрдо्рд╣ाрд░ी рдЪाрд╣рдд рдкूрдЫी рдЧрдпी рдеी, рдпा рд╢िрд▓्рдкрдХाрд░ рдХी рдЪाрд╣рдд рдеी, 
рдпा рддुрдо рдорд╣реЫ рдПрдХ рдХрдардкुрддрд▓ी рдеीं?
***

Bio: Neelam Saxena Chandra, a 1992 batch IRSEE officer, has written 6 novels, 8 short story collections, 38 poetry collections besides 14 children’s books. She is a record holder with the Limca Book of Records for having the highest number of publications in a year (2015). She has won many national and international awards. She was listed in the Forbes list as one of the most popular seventy-eight authors in the country in 2014.

ENCHANTING POETRY: Neelam Saxena

Neelam Saxena Chandra
Sometimes, poetry just flows as tears
That gushes when you’re so happy 
That you’ve laughed and laughed 
To your heart’s content!

Sometimes, poetry wants to rise
High and high like the lofty mountains-
Though it may get frozen with the ice
That envelops it.

Sometimes, poetry oozes out as blood
From the wounds that suddenly appear
On the unblemished skin
And leaves you numb.

Sometimes, poetry twinkles from far.,
Has its own glow that’s visible 
From zillions of light years,
Keeping you captivated and charmed. 

Sometimes, poetry streams like a noiseless river
Full of repose and calm,
Happy to be in its own skin,
With an enlightened aura!

It’s not important how the poetry springs,
A poetry is considered well-written
If it enters the silent chambers of the reader’s heart 
With a thud whose sound keeps on echoing 
For days and months and years!
And makes their heart beat like
Water falling from a majestic mountain 
Whose noise reverberates everywhere that you go!





NEELAM SAXENA, INDIA

Neelam Saxena Chandra
Neelam Saxena Chandra, has authored 70 books. She holds a record with the Limca Book of Records, 2015 for being the Author having the highest number of publications in English and Hindi in a year. She has won several international and national awards. She was listed in Forbes as one of the popular authors in 2014.


TRANSFORMATION

I saunter lazily in the evening 
Amidst the huge trees in my garden,
Watching the parrots flap their wings.

Why do they fly in a group while I wander alone?
Why the onset of something as horrible as Covid?
Devoid of company, my soul feels stuck in a black hole. 

I go back into my house, locking myself in my room.
It’s night. There’s darkness in my heart too.
Sleep eludes me. Murkiness envelopes me.
I feel imprisoned. 

In the morning, even before the sun rises,
I walk in my garden only to see an eagle
Open its wings and fly high in sky in solitude…

As it soars and soars, till it becomes
Just a dot in the sky.
I realise that I have unnecessarily 
Locked my soul in the cave of mistiness.

My soul transforms into an eagle.
I begin to enjoy my solitude.

With my flight, I also motivate my kith and kin 
To fly high in the sky, despite difficulties in life.

A depressed fellow walking lonely on the street 
Looks amazedly at the flock of eagles in the sky
Nudging his wife, “Do eagles ever fly together?”

Neelam Saxena Chandra (Children's World)

Neelam Saxena Chandra

ENCHANTING MOON

Lovely wonderful yellow moon
Do you dance to some angels’ tune?
At night you enchant me
But where do you go during the noon?
Sometimes full and sometimes small
And sometimes not visible at all
You change your looks everyday
I was thinking of making a dress for you
And decorate it with colours red and blue
Please tell me your size I pray!!!

 
GOLDEN FAIRY

Golden fairy comes out during the day
And gives me company when I play
Golden fairy sits and holds me tight
When I don’t get sleep on dark night
Golden fairy is my best friend forever,
She has promised that she will leave me never!


MY GARDEN

Red, Green, Pink and Blue
In my garden you can see all the hue
Beautiful flowers smile everywhere
And singing birds fly in the air
Every corner holds some surprise
Oh my garden is a paradise!!!

  

Bio Note: Neelam Saxena Chandra

Neelam Saxena Chandra has authored 7 novels, 9 short story collections, 37 poetry collections and 15 children’s books. She is a bilingual author, writing in English as well as Hindi. More than 2000 of her poems/stories have been published in various journals/anthologies/magazines. She holds a record with the Limca Book of Records, 2015 for being the Author having the highest number of publications in a year in English and Hindi. She has won several international and national awards. She was listed in Forbes (India) as one of the most popular 78 authors in 2014.

Ms. Neelam Saxena Chandra, India (Winging through Gloom: Poetry of Hope and Recovery)

Neelam Saxena Chandra
Neelam Saxena Chandra has authored 5 novels, 1 novella and 8 short story collections, 36 poetry collections and 14 children’s books. She is a bilingual author. She holds a record with the Limca Book of Records, 2015 for being the Author having the highest number of publications in a year in English and Hindi. She has won several international and national awards. She was listed in Forbes, India as one of the most popular 78 authors in 2014. 


HOPEFUL DESTINY

How long can the pages of the diary 
Remain blank, rustling because of 
Strong winds of nothingness?

Till when can the water of the river
Remain stagnant, though flowing
Is its natural form?

What’s it that hurts, what are 
Those pangs of the losses
That keep summoning 
Your frozen heart,
While the heart desires 
That the red and blue blood should keep drifting?

The eyes definitely can’t stare 
Into the blankness of the future,
When life buzzes around it…

Yes, life seemed to have come 
To a grinding halt, post the unexpected,
But the spring of happiness 
That keeps dancing in the souls
Has to take over someday,
And let happiness decide the destiny! 


Essentials of Living: Neelam Saxena Chandra (Poetry)

Neelam Saxena Chandra
WRITING

Writing has a therapeutic charm!

If you are passing through the realms of happiness,
You sprinkle joy as you write,
Making the entire milieu glow.

If you are passing through the pangs of pain,
The process of writing cleanses your heart,
And you smile again!

If you are crossing the zones of nothingness,
So many philosophies of life
Open up in front of your eyes
Like a cherished treasure!

Yes, writing is a stream,
That takes away all the murky ugliness with its flow
And paints your life golden!

Writing is cathartic,
Specially in these pandemic times,
When everyone seems to be losing hope!
It’s like a boat that will steer you 
Through this tempest!
***

Bio:
Neelam Saxena Chandra, has authored 5 novels, 1 novella and 8 short story collections, 35 poetry collections and 14 children’s books. She is a bilingual author, writing in English as well as Hindi. More than 1500 of her poems/stories have been published in various journals/anthologies/magazines. She holds a record with the Limca Book of Records, 2015 for being the Author having the highest number of publications in a year in English and Hindi. She has won several international and national awards. She was listed in Forbes as one of the most popular 78 authors in 2014. When she is not working or writing, she loves a game of Table Tennis, anchoring, acting, walking etc. besides large doses of laughter.

Revisit: What's New, What's Old? (Neelam Saxena Chandra)

Neelam Saxena Chandra

2021

Some shattered pieces of glasses
Pierce my fingers and blood oozes out,
As I remember the year that has passed.

As I try to wash the blood in the sink,
My glance falls on the mirror in front of me,
And the reflection of my soul is crystal clear.

The soul, also needs stitching,
As there are open wounds from which
Blood is not oozing, but flowing.

The passing year, with its painful memories,
Of the fear, the illness and the deaths
Keeps moving in front of my eyes like a movie reel.

Unknowingly, tears too start pouring from my eyes,
And, for a change, I don’t try to control them.
The grief has to drift, to make way for smiles. 

The history can’t be undone and remains embedded,
But there are bits of happiness too lying scattered.
In 2022, I will try to collect them and fill them in my heart!
***


THE CRUMBLED ME

Who desires to be shattered 
Into bits and pieces 
That seem impossible to be bound back?

The entire world was crumbling-
So many of our brethren were already dead,
And some of those alive were full of scars.
While the others had become like broken glass pieces 
Ready to pierce and cause pain 
To anyone who came nearby-
Not because it was their wish,
But because they were shattered
And their shattered bits were sharp!

Covid had taken its toll 
Not only on the lives,
But also, the thoughts and psyche of those alive!

Seeing the environment,
I too crushed into bits-
But as the new year dawns,
I find an amazing magic taking place-
My bits and pieces are being joined by some healer
With some golden powder…
And lo! I have a glow too!

Yes, the new year makes me grow stronger
And I walk steadfastly with stronger strides,
All ready to manage any new challenges!
***

Women Poetry: Neelam Saxena Chandra, India

Exclusive: Women Poetry: Edited by Padmaja Iyengar-Paddy
Neelam Saxena Chandra
BE A MEDUSA

They thought that Medusa should be killed!

The tell-tales spread that anyone who looked at her 
Would turn into a stone!
They desired that she may be buried so deep under the earth
That no one should see even her skeleton;
After all, seeing her head could still turn them into a stone!

Named as a monster, Reptiles are shown slithering on her body,
The mothers are often heard whispering to their daughters,
“Don’t become a Medusa!”

However, the need of time demands that 
All daughters should turn into Medusas,
The Reptiles would keep the amorous beings at bay,
And those who stare at them with lusty eyes 
Should indeed be turned into stones!

After all, didn’t Sterope use her head 
As a protection for the town of Tegea against attack?
***


MEDUSA’S CURSE

The beautiful Medusa- 
Eyed by Gods and demons alike,
Didn’t give a damn to anyone
Lived life on her terms to their dislike!

In the temple of Athena,
The God of the sea was bowled over;
Taking her in his treacherous arms,
He happily impregnated her!

So enraged was Athena, 
After all, she was destined to be a virgin;
She cursed Medusa to death,
As if she was the one to commit the sin!

Medusa’s hair was transformed 
Into coils of slithering serpents,
The Gorgon was metamorphosed into a monster,
There was no one to listen to her laments!

The world hasn’t changed ever since,
Even the Medusas now have to bear the wrath
Of being beautiful, appealing or outspoken,
The wolves so many times cross their path!
***


Neelam Saxena Chandra has authored 5 novels, 1 novella and 8 short story collections, 32 poetry collections and 14 children’s books. She is a bilingual author, writing in English as well as Hindi. More than 1500 of her poems/stories have been published in various journals, anthologies and magazines. She holds a record with the Limca Book of Records, 2015 for being the Author having the highest number of publications in a year in English and Hindi. She has won several international and national awards. She was listed in Forbes as one of the most popular 78 authors in 2014.

Neelam Saxena Chandra: Poetry (Life, Cognition and Creativity)

Neelam Saxena Chandra
1. THE SEASHORE

On the shore of the sea I rest,
Drinking the ocean of silence;
And like a drunken man I dance,
Entranced and lost in happiness!

The winds harp a poignant tune,
The waves play a soulful melody;
The seagulls join in the chorus,
The night passes by nimbly…

The moon peeps and is bewitched
To hear the heart touching jingles,
How can it stay so far away?
Into the bosom of the sea it nestles!

By the scene’s splendour mesmerized, 
I drop all my masks and veils;
And like an enticed maiden I swallow
Sanguinity from the life’s pails!
***



2. RAINBOWS VANISH

Rainbows Vanish.

When they come
They bring with them
A drizzle of happiness,
A shine of joy,
A twinkle of love.

But rainbows vanish.

Their presence is marked
With a sprinkle of hues
As if a painter
Has painted the milieu
In his fancy.

But rainbows vanish.

Heart sings melodies
As it drapes the rainbow,
Serenity prevails
As the thoughts sit on it
And swing with the breeze.

But rainbows vanish.

And when they disappear
They leave no traces
Neither joy nor happiness
Neither melodies nor serenity-
They simply vanish
As if they never existed.
***


3. MOON AND I

Behind the clouds
Hides the moon pretty,
Cushioning itself 
From the eyes penetrating
Of the obscure.

Its form crescent
Arced like an eye almond shaped
Of a pretty lass 
Innocently flickers at times
Wondering 
Why worldly objects and thoughts
Remain ambiguous and unintelligible.

Just like the moon inquisitive, 
I too sit and ponder
Why so shadowy and veiled
The world is.
***


4. THE NIGHT

The night kept passing by and by…

A spurt of tears
Gushed out relentlessly
And then the eyes
Calmed down 
As if the tears never existed…

The night kept passing by and by…

There was absolute calm
The entire world had slept
The only sounds audible
Were that of the heartbeats
Thumping and Thrashing…

The night kept passing by and by…

The moon, 
My solitary companion
Kept moving inch by inch
Watching me lie down
In the lap of the night with repose…

The night kept passing by and by…

The feeling surreal
Kept me bounded 
To the nectar of night
And I wished
That it never passes by…
***

5. THE BEAUTIFUL SWANS

The swans...
The beautiful swans...

As I watched them
Slowly and merrily waddling
In crystal clear water
With 
Tranquillity twinkling in their eyes
Serenity shining in their sway
And contentment in their composure,
I wondered
What was it
That made them so happy?

As they flapped their wings
And honked and laughed
Enjoying the jolly companionship
Of other fellow swans
Sometimes wading in water 
Making various ebullient formations
And at other times
Coming out
To walk tall on the green grass,
I realized that 
Their happiness emerged
From little expectations they had…

They were satiated 
With the little water in the pool,
The breeze cool,
Insects to eat,
And company to freak...

They desired nothing more and nothing less,
They lived in neither the past nor the future,
They lived 
In that day
That moment 
That instant
And were the most satisfied…
***

Neelam Saxena Chandra, INDIA

Exclusive: Best of Women Poetry: Edited by Padmaja Iyengar-Paddy
MY CASTLE

I keep building my castle
In which peace, repose and happiness reside,
Where selfishness, greed and anger
Have been barred entry,
Where the only voices that can be heard
Are the chants of “Aum”!

Building my castle
Hasn’t been an easy task
For it isn’t simple to discard these vices
And they keep knocking at the doors
Every now and then.
One or the other
Is at times, more unsettling
And arrives deviously
Through the windows and the ventilators,
Annihilating the entire process
And I stand alone with my ruins.

There is a burning light inside me
Which refuses to douse
Despite all storms
And impetuses me
To restart again
Building my castle!


Neelam Saxena Chandra, a 1992 batch IRSEE officer, has written 4 novels, 1 novella and 5 short story collections, 27 poetry collections and 11 children’s books. She is a record holder with the Limca Book of Records for having the highest number of publications in a year (2015). She has won an award in a poetry contest by American Embassy, Rabindranath Tagore International Poetry Award, Freedom Award by Radio City for her lyrics, Humanity International Women Achiever Award-2018 and II prize for her poem by Poetry Council of India, 2016. She was listed in the Forbes list as one of the most popular seventy-eight authors in the country in 2014.

Best of Women Poetry -2020 :: Setu, March 2020

Neelam Saxena Chandra, INDIA

A BUTTERFLY WOMAN

Let them
Keep looking at your bodily beauty-
The luminous colour of your skin,
The pretty patterns on your wings,
The magnificent gait while you fly!

You should concentrate
Only upon your wings
And its innate strength!

One day,
You will have touched the sky
And that’s what
A butterfly woman
Is meant to do!


TO WOMEN


No need to play the magic dice-
She can very easily be brought to humiliation;
Grab her by the hair,
Drag her wherever desired,
Make her sit on the thigh,
Disrobe her,
Shame her…
It’s all so easy!

She is no Draupadi
And there is no Krishna,
Who will come to save her!
Morals have degraded,
Lawlessness is rampant,
Women, once revered as Goddess,
Are the easiest preys today!

It’s time o dear friend
To arm yourself
With all weapons, ammunitions,
Fight these Duryodhanas,
After all, you are Krishna in yourself
Complete in all ways!


WOMEN

They think
That women are glass
Breaking every time
There is turbulence!

They stick
The glass to wood on all sides,
Properly securing them,
Leaving no scope for them
To either expand or contract!

What they don’t know is
Women have toughened themselves
And they don’t shatter every time
A stone is hurled at them!

Neelam Saxena Chandra, a 1992 batch IRSEE officer, has written 4 novels, 1 novella and 5 short story collections, 27 poetry collections and 11 children’s books. She is a record holder with the Limca Book of Records for having the highest number of publications in a year (2015). She has won an award in a poetry contest by American Embassy, Rabindranath Tagore international poetry award, Freedom award by Radio city for her lyrics, Humanity International Women Achiever Awards 2018 and II prize for her poem by Poetry Council of India, 2016. She was listed in the Forbes list as one of the most popular seventy-eight authors in the country in 2014.