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Contents, August 2022
Guest Editorial: John Maurer
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John Maurer |
John Maurer
Special Edition: Freedom
Featured Authors
1. Jass Aujla 2. Pallavi Baruah 3. Don Carpenter 4. Alice Chains 5. PS Conway 6. Kellasandra Ferrara 7. David Garcia 8. Athena Kaiman 9. Sasha Lauren 10. Frances MacGregor |
11. George Miller 12. Maria Perez 13. Giselle Phillips 14. Steven Ross 15. Crow Rudd 16. J.A. Savage 17. Angela Thompson 18. Samra WaHeed 19. Antonia Wang 20. Cassondra Windwalker |
Creative Collaborations: Paul Brookes and Jerome Berglund
Exposition
The notion of acclaimed English poet Paul Brookes—who had been interviewed in Setu—and myself putting our heads together through a collaborative process, to produce something blending our somewhat contrasting styles had been suggested to us by this journal’s wonderful, accomplished English editor—consummate, innovative proponent of conversation and dialogue in the arts, multilingual world-traveler himself, who publishes from India to Canada— Dr. Sunil Sharma initially.
Paul is a masterful, quite original haikuist, and I have also found great satisfaction and fulfillment exploring the rich tradition of economical literary snapshots, and their (most common) proverbial configurations of dual images juxtaposed. But while we both possessed some passing exposure and immense appreciation for the larger practice (including those seminal renga) from which the historical hokku was first derived, broke loose so to speak, and were extracted as individual set-pieces, neither of us had as yet experimented with the fusion cuisines blending these lasers of concrete meaning could be combined toward giving rise to and strikingly achieving between several participants working in concert.
Coincidentally, a very modern and sophisticated approach and technique for effecting such a collusion had just been wonderfully expounded upon at length in one of the latest issues of Frogpond, the official journal of the Haiku Society of America (a subscription to which is included with the very reasonable annual membership dues), and that fantastic article provided step-by-step instructions and made the practice so enticing that upon reading it an aspiring haijin like myself invariably becomes highly inspired to attempt at the first opportunity.
Thankfully Paul was extremely kind and generous, and expressed the utmost interest and enthusiasm for delving into something new outside both our comfort zones (“Love collaborating. Love learning new skills. Love working with folk that expand my own horizons…” he informed me commendably) so we immediately set about following the directions and prescriptions on how to fruitfully intermingle our Midwestern and Albion voices and sensibilities into jarring, provocative synthesis.
We began by determining two pieces each which seemed particularly suited for this process, having strong, discrete, somewhat contained lines and breaks which might conceivably stand-alone segmented. Our partner then provided two additional micro poems to be inserted into the gaps which arose when we allowed space between them for cooperation and solidarity. Within the first two lines and following the final one of the segmented foundations these two new additions were positioned. American readers might find a fitting analogue for the cross-sectioned sequence in those three buns of a customary Big Mac hamburger from McDonald’s.
After the collaborator added his two poetic responses to the original construction, the spinal column’s author contributed its final central heart of the sequence at the end, approximating the meat patty for our sandwich analogy, pi├иce de resistance of sorts to anchor it, signed, sealed and delivered. There are a few different approaches to the split, in certain circumstances they are done entirely by a single author, and others also prefer to have each of the inserted verses by the alternate party, which depending on objective can have its merits. But you may note that in this most common and popular arrangement each writer contributes six lines total, there is an even weighting and ideally a beautiful balance realized between the two voices on display, creating arguably a perfect Hegelian dialectic tension, bringing to mind competing magnets, see-saws, the Cold War, yin-yang…
Finally, we generated fitting titles with the intention—in a function not dissimilar to their applications via haibun or rengay—of their helping situate each work in its desired context of bondage and limitation, spatial or class, mental as much as relational, physical and metaphoric. I’m enormously grateful to Paul for so magnanimously suffering the six-hour time differences from Minneapolis over the pond to where he resides while working together with me, lending his inimitable spark and potent original edge to these works. Each of us being of a contrarian bent, admittedly somewhat unconventional in our own fashions and methodologies, these may well represent haiku[1] splitting unlike any you shall encounter anytime soon, I hope you won’t hold that against us too harshly! Thank you for reading, would love to hear your thoughts on our barmy escapades... :D
--- Jerome Berglund, Minneapolis MN
Collaborative Practice:
Quarters
---Paul Brookes and Jerome Berglund
parlor room
Wooden serviette
rings, from Woolworths kept special,
white linen napkins.
undercover maid is revealed
bowing under
weight seems to leer
arctic shelf
...if it weren't for you meddling kids!
dead ones dull
Yorkshire Stone cannot match the flashy
posh shiny granite
Chicken Wire
---Paul Brookes and Jerome Berglund
these millennials not having children...
root, rot, pit support
steel arches - the Drift darkness
often stared into mute
master forces captives
Llewyn Davis
takes requests
sitting for da Vinci
to multiply
once much clank, heat, scrape
busy dust there is left gust
heat slow dust turn light
Bird Rescue
---Jerome Berglund and Paul Brookes
All cages free caged.
ladybug
is not moving
chipped nail
Release imagination.
lamp helps avoid trip
on railway tracks, see roof yawn
cathedral crumble
Chains chafe, break blood out.
Walgreens lot
man approaches car window
mismatched shoes
Fish Tank
---Jerome Berglund and Paul Brookes
poison in veins frees
lonely blonde
balcony scene
torches doth teach
skin to need more poison pain
Nowhere to go dream
dependent. Free to roam, to contemplate.
Locked into four walls.
skewers a ladder
climbing this staircase
time and time again knees cry out
EscherCassondra Windwalker (Freedom 2022)
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Cassondra Windwalker |
Antonia Wang (Freedom 2022)
Antonia Wang |
Samra WaHeed (Freedom 2022)
Angela Thompson (Freedom 2022)
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Angela Thompson |
j.a. savage (Freedom 2022)
crow rudd (Freedom 2022)
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crow rudd |
they came for the poets
they came for the poets
and we did not speak out
for we did not know it was happening
the burmese junta had switched off the
internet
and scraps of information
were barely making it
past the virtual blockade
they came for the poets
4 dead, over 30 imprisoned
and we did not speak out
for it did not make the headlines at
the time
outside of a few fringe reporters
"though i have different views
than you
i’ll lay down my life for you all"
k za win wrote
three weeks
before he did
they came for the poets
but khet thi made cake
ice-cream and poetry
before the violence of the military
coup
robbed him of his future
“they shoot in the head
but they don’t know
revolution is in the heart”
these words spoken
at k za win’s funeral
before khet himself was arrested
and beaten to death
they came for the poets
but kyi lin aye was a teacher
beloved by her students
her blood type on her arm
her last wish
that her body be donated
to someone in need
instead, the junta
harvested the organs
of those it murdered
they came for the poets
in the place poetry has thrived
since ancient times
the place political poetry
has been stifled
unsuccessfully
since 1962
the place poets
have been beaten
arrested
and killed
for generations
and the west does not blink
because poetry is the weapon
to unseat tyrants
and we are full of them
they came for the poets
and we are speaking out
because the most beautiful souls
are lost in the harshest of ways
and they must always
be
remembered
***
apanthropy
there are times i want the numbness to
take me again
to go back to my late teens
when we drowned our emotions
in ethanol and smoke
crushed pills and resin
and the mouths of everyone
too numb to care about us
i didn't care either
this is just how we passed the time
between friends getting sectioned
or driven to a&e
swallowing charcoal
and contraceptives
to make sure those nights didn't linger
our apathy would do the rest
time becomes a little unglued
when you don’t plan on sticking around
i think a year passed before i clocked
glances in the classroom
and it took another year to care
for the looks i was getting at home
unanswered questions about nights spent
under the bridge around the corner
spending whatever money i could get
at the one corner shop that didn’t ask
for id
there are times i wish i could
surrender
throw my arms out and trust fall back
into oblivion
take the bumps and scrapes
harsh words and harsher fists
only to forget what the fight was about
share a bottle of the strongest stuff
we could find
those wounds would reopen
only after we'd drank each other dry
it never really mattered
not like any of us had a plan
outside of who you'd bum your next cig
off
there are times i wish i didn't have to
feel everything
that the drugs had done their job
and stripped the burden of feeling
off this cage of flesh and worry
emotions permanently dialed to 11
the knob on the amp snapped off
grungy off-key notes strummed
on a hand-me-down guitar
followed by echoing shouts to turn it
off
i wish i could turn it off
there are times i wish i could reset
play the last few levels over again
i’d set new checkpoints
make sure to save my game more often
take power-ups over debuffs
and find more confidence for the boss
battles
i lost this game
and i’ll have to live with that
but the sequel is coming out soon
and i’ve got a new strategy
all cooked up
it’s time to win for once
***
little pigeons
"i always thought doves
were a strange choice
for a symbol of peace"
i hear from my hairdresser
mid trim
one wet thursday afternoon
i should preface this with the fact
that
my mum cuts my hair
maybe once a year
she was a ‘proper’ hairdresser
before she had my sister
i remember spending an hour or two
there after school most days
if i didn't visit wendy
the wonky old donkey
down on the beach
i was impromptu entertainment
for the women
who were monthly
or even weekly regulars
with stories about playground dramas
and how i did on my maths test
while she busied herself
tidying the grey curls that hadn't
changed
in over a decade
and how they'd chat
about the weather
their knitting groups
and how they'd rather come here
than the homes they
waited in
they never phrased it like that
but it was always the vibe i got
i never got the nerve to ask
what for
***
marvel movies
my father is a blank photo album and a
strong dislike for the smell of weed
he left me with a face i cannot love
and a distrust for authority figures
i set fire to my first relationship at
the age of 16 because i thought that's how it worked
i thought that's how men acted
i am not a man anymore
the idea became so repulsive that
instead of unlearning these behaviours
i shed the weighted vest of
expectations and dropped it into the sea
and then i set the sea on fire
now it just makes me angry
every hard line on my figure feels like
a failure
every macho bone in my body bends
against the softness i wish i inhabited
the roughness of my voice is the
villain of victims' nightmares
if i could wrench out my voice box and
still be a competent poet i wouldn't think twice about it
even my emotions are an edict to an
edifice i want no part of
the only thing i can claim as mine is a
heart
far too eager to sandpaper scrape
against old memories until it's ragged
now i watch time disappear like it's
afraid of me
i am told that women find me
intimidating
that trans people taking space is a bad
thing
and we all know men have been dangerous
for decades
so i wear dungarees with dinosaurs on
them
i avoid the gym and too much exercise
and try to convince everyone that i am
not a threat
that my darkest secret is that i just
want to be loved
try to convince myself that these
echoes don't define me
the kind of echoes that create bruised
ribs and split lips
the kind that gave my mother bruised
ribs and split lips
but i am not my father
i am
not my father
i
know i am not my father
but i am trying to teach myself not to
follow in footsteps i cannot see
try stepping out of a shadow in the
middle of the night
as a teen i filled notebooks with
reasons for why i shouldn't stay
i was righteous in my belief that one
quick fix would solve everything
i could make it painless
but thor 4 came out for my birthday
and there's talk of a young avengers
movie
and charlie cox is back as daredevil
and moon knight and blade and secret
invasion and kang the conqueror and–
i am alive because of marvel movies
i am alive because of all the reasons i
had to go
i told myself i could not leave until
it's finished
i cannot leave until i know how the
story ends
i cannot end this chapter while there
is so much left to know
and eventually i realised
every day is one extra than i ever
thought i'd get
every new experience is ecstasy because
i am here to see it
every new friend
every trip to distant cities
every new favourite food
every poignant moment between partners
every kiss and kind word and
every
marvel
movie
it's ok if the reason you haven't killed
yourself yet is a small one
sometimes it's all you need
i am alive because of marvel movies
and a desire to prove myself wrong
***
Bio: Crow Rudd (they/them) is a disabled nonbinary queer
internationally published punk poet, multiple slam champion, events producer
and workshop facilitator based in York. Their work focuses on the ideas of
mental illness, queerness, activism, grief, identity, queer love and the
importance of cuddles. Creator and host of Sad Poets Doorstep Club, founder of
the UK Trans & Nonbinary Poets Network and workshop facilitator for
They//Us, Crow has been published by Slice of the Moon Books, Paper & Ink
Literary Zine and Warning Lines, has featured at Manchester Punk Festival, Loud
& Queer Arts Festival and Leeds LGBT+ Lit Fest, and has headlined Punk in
Drublic, Switchblade and Incite!, among others.
Their debut collection ’i am a thing of rough edges’ is available from Whisky & Beards Publishing.