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The story of a mom
Telugu original1
by: Shahnaz Begum
Translated by: Atreya Sarma U
| Cover of source book: Naannaku Salam |
It
was nearing 4 pm. Just a little while ago Hussain Bi got up from her siesta.
She came out into the veranda and began pacing up and down. A few minutes
thereafter, she stepped back in, to wash her face with cool water before
returning to sit down in a chair and unwind herself.
She
felt her tummy empty. Somehow, she couldn’t relish her lunch. The rice grains
were dull, and the curries were tasteless. Unable to eat any of it, she
finished it off by having some rice mixed with buttermilk.
If
rice is not cooked with an optimal quantity of water, the grains, once it cools
down, will loosen apart and turn stiff and dry. She could eat rice only if it was
a bit soft and sticky, for it easily digested.
Hussain
Bi mentioned it to her daughter-in-law.
“Las!
But your son doesn’t like the soft, pasty rice. He can relish only the loose
type. How can I prepare different styles of the same food?” The daughter-in-law
replied in a warbling tone, with slick gestures.
That’s
why Hussain Bi couldn’t take the liberty of asking her to prepare soft boiled
rice separately for her. There were days when she used to recook the
half-cooked rice by adding some water to soften it and then eat it.
But
sometimes when she wasn’t strong enough to recook the rice, she would pick up
the loose and stiff morsels and squeeze them as hard as she could to soften
them enough for her to chew. Of course, it was laborious process. Of late, she
had weakened quite a bit, unable even to move about as earlier. She became
sapless with pounds in the heart, sleeplessness, and frequent sickness.
Trying
to reconcile herself that all these problems were due to her advancing age, she
was somehow pulling along. She had already crossed seventy.
***
Hussain
Bi had no option but to relocate to his son and daughter-in-law and live with
them after her husband’s death. Ever since, she was suffering loneliness and
cold treatment at their hands. The son and his wife were both in work. Once
they got up in the morning, they would hurriedly attend to their routine
chores, pack their lunch-boxes, and rush out to their workplace, after laying
her lunch containing rice and curries on the table. They would ask her to have
breakfast along with them, but it would be too early for her. She wouldn’t feel
hungry until after nine o’clock, and sometimes for that reason she would skip
breakfast and have lunch direct.
She
would eat the food placed on the table, but she would feel lonely having none
to talk to. She had two grandsons but both of them stayed away in the hostel.
She didn’t know how to pass the time.
Post-lunch
after some hours, feeling hollow in her stomach, she liked to eat something. She
looked around for something or the other to consume but didn’t find anything.
She opened the fridge, only to find veggies but not something like fruits.
Then
she suddenly remembered that the daughter-in-law’s brother had brought them
chocolates from America a couple of days ago. She began to rummage for them. Somehow,
she was too fond of chocolates and would crave for them like little children.
When she was young, she gobbled up lots of sundry chocolates and she couldn’t
overcome that temptation even at this age. She wanted to ask his son to buy
them but felt delicate and shied away. Though she was his mother and he her
son, she never felt comfortable to ask him for anything. Anyway, she was now thrilled
that she would find out the chocolates.
She
searched every inch of the fridge, and every container in the kitchen, but
could find not even a single chocolate. The daughter-in-law might have stored
it in her wardrobe. She got to open it but found it locked.
Disappointed
and tired, she sat down. Then an incident that happened a few days ago hovered
before her mind’s eye…
Her
son brought a basketful of mango fruits. And they were the pedda-rasam
variety, her favourite.
The
grandsons were also at home for it was the vacation time. The wife and the husband
kept them covered in the basket saying that they would ripen after a couple of
days with their unique sweetness. But the children couldn’t wait, so they bit
the half-ripe fruits here and there and dropped them down half-eaten, finding
that they weren’t delicious enough. Hussain Bi expected that her son or
daughter-in-law would take out one or two of them from the basket and offer her.
But the son was totally indifferent.
“Lassie,
the mangoes seem to be ripe and good enough,” she said, looking at her
daughter-in-law. “And couldn’t you give me a couple of them?” she asked, with a
mixed sense of hurt and taunt.
“Tsk!
They’re very much there, attaiah! You could have picked them out
yourself, and you can do so right away,” chirked the daughter-in-law.
‘Anyway,
let me eat them tomorrow morning,’ thought Hussain Bi.
The
next day after everyone else had gone out, she went to the basket and dipped
her hand into it. To her surprise, it was empty. She searched the entire house
for the mangoes, but she couldn’t find even a single one, except the ones scattered
here and there. They were the mangos the kids had half-eaten and left over. After
washing them well, she squeezed the juice into her mouth, relishing every pulpy
tittle and drop of it. The taste was so
delicious that she greedily finished off all the leftover mangoes to her
heart’s content.
Nobody
in the family had any concern for her likes and dislikes.
When
her son was young, she gave away all the chocolates and mangoes to him, without
keeping anything for herself, on a number of occasions, since he loved them so
much. The reel of memories made her hearty heavy. All of a sudden, she began to
be clouded by dullness and debility. She lay down there itself for some rest.
Her
eyes closed. And they never opened again.
***
A
year rolled by.
That
day, Hussain Bi’s son and daughter-in-law arranged a big banquet and invited
their kith and kin, colleagues from office, and other known persons.
The
couple also visited an old-age home and distributed a number of mangoes and
chocolates.
“Today
is the death anniversary of my mother. We’re doing this charity in her sacred
memory. She was very fond of mangoes and chocolates. That’s why we are gifting
them with our own hands so that her soul should rest in peace,” said the son
and his wife, both shedding crocodile tears.
People
who curtly dismiss the sensibilities of their dear ones and neglect and even
ill-treat them when alive, put on their best face and resort to extravagant
displays. What should such people be called?
Anyway,
may the Almighty forgive them! May Allah bless them with goodness!
******
1. Original Telugu story titled ‘Oka Amma Katha’ from Naannaku
Salam (Salute to Dad), a collection of Telugu stories by Shahnaz Begum.
Fazulullah Khan (Late), Anantapuram, Jul 2019, pp 111, ₹ 100.
******
| Shahnaz Begum |
Shahnaz
Begum (b. 2 Jul 1953), from Anantapuram of Andhra Pradesh is a well-known
Telugu storywriter and translator, whose works include a novel Manasa
Bandhavyam (Hearty Kinship), and three story-collections – Mouna Poratam
(Silent Struggle), Anumanam Katesina Vela (When Suspicion Stung), and Sesha
Prasna (The Remaining Question) with over 200 stories. She has taken part
in many AIR (All India Radio) programmes. Some of the prestigious awards she
has received are – Best Woman Writer award from the Potti Sriramulu Telugu
University (2007); Binadevi Award (1991); Vasireddy Award; Ananta Ani Mutyam
(2000).
Shahnaz
comes of a well-educated family. Her grandfather Roshan Saheb, IPS was a Dy.
Inspector General of AP. Her father was an officer in the LIC of India, and her
husband Fazalullah Khan was Secretary (Anantapuram Zone) of the SBI Officers
Association (Hyderabad Circle). A woman
of social awareness & consciousness, Shahnaz served the Anantapuram
municipality as a corporator.
The tale of a clothier
Telugu original
‘Shashidhar’1 by: Dr Siri
Translated
by: Atreya Sarma U
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| Cover of source book: Rakshasudi Padaraksha |
Long ago there was a clothier by name Shashidhar in
Varanasi. A man of good conduct and honesty, he always sold only quality
textiles and at a fair price.
There was another cloth merchant in the same city. He
was Karunakar, a man with a crooked temperament. He used to sell every item,
including substandard ones, at a high price. He was greedy of getting rich and
rich whether by hook or by crook.
Karunakar didn’t like Shashidhar who was always
complimented by one and all for his integrity and business values.
Coming to know that the people in a neighbouring
village were going to have a round of godly festivities shortly, and that they
would be interested in buying new clothes, Shashidhar planned to visit that
village next day along with his stock.
Karunakar, who always kept an eye on Shashidhar, got
wind of the latter’s initiative. Bent on stymying Shashidhar in the business, he
hurried all of a sudden with his entire stock of clothes to that village.
The villagers, who with no quality shops at their place
were thinking of going to Varanasi to buy clothes, felt happy on seeing that a
merchant from Varanasi himself had come to their doorstep. All of them bought
the clothes from Karunakar without any murmur even as he quoted high
prices.
He stayed in the village until dusk and succeeded in
selling off all the stock. With a pocket full of profit, and dancing on cloud
nine for having spoiled the chances of Shashidhar, he returned to Varanasi.
The next day, as planned, Shashidhar proceeded to the
village along with a bale of clothes. The villagers told him that only the day
before all of them had bought their requirements, and they didn’t need to buy
any more items. Thereupon, he started back.
As Shashidhar was crossing the village, he ran into a
twosome.
“Who’re you? We’ve never seen you in this village. And
what’s that stack in your hands?” one of them asked him, suspecting that he
could be a thief.
“My name is Shashidhar. I am a cloth merchant from
Varanasi. I came here to sell the clothes to the villagers,” he answered,
gently.
“But the bundle reveals that you didn’t sell any item,
did you?” asked the other one.
“You’re right, sir.
None of the items got sold. The villagers told me that they had already
bought their requirements yesterday from another merchant who had come here.
That’s why I am returning with my stock,” said Shashidhar, calmly.
“My goodness! So, you’re going back empty-handed.
Don’t you feel pinched by going back with no earning at all? And how come
you’re so cool in spite of it?” said the first one, with a bit of pain.
“No sir, I don’t feel so, for business is not just for
money. It’s also a duty toward the people. A merchant needs to notice the
people’s needs and accordingly supply the products to them. But I couldn’t make
myself available to them in their time of need. That’s why I’m going back with
the stock as it is. At least from now on, I’ll try my best to be aware of the
customers’ needs and attend to them well in time.” Shashidhar replied, with a
smile.
Impressed by the individuality and goodness of
Shashidhar as also with his sense of duty toward the customers, the first of
the strangers heartily congratulated him. He then revealed his and his
companion’s identity. They were Dheera Pratap and Vidheya, the king and the
minister respectively of the kingdom.
And the king bought out the entire stock from
Shashidhar. Not only that. He also promised to order the entire royalty’s
requirements from him, henceforth.
Shashidhar returned home, happily.
Coming to know of this development of the king himself
buying the clothes from Shashidhar, Karunakar who had been overjoyed for marring
the chances of Shashidhar, was now upset a lot. His evil design of sabotaging the
sincere initiative of Shashidhar had finally become a tool in enhancing the
latter’s good reputation. Karunakar’s grief redoubled, and he regretted his wrongdoing.
From then on, Karunakar gave up his habit of
hoodwinking or dealing a blow to others, and began doing his business in a fair
manner.
1.
Original Telugu story titled ‘Shashidhar’ from Rakshasudi Padaraksha
(Ogre’s Shoes), a collection of Telugu stories by Dr Siri. Shashi Ram
Publications, Miryalaguda, Dec 2019, pp 110, ₹ 100 / $ 3.
******
| Dr Siri |
Dr Siri
Dr Siri is a prolific poet and writer, mainly for children. A dentist by qualification, she has been fully drawn into creative literature and service to the differently abled section of children. In recognition of her contribution to the field of children’s literature, the Telangana government feted her with the ‘Vishishta Mahila Puraskar’ for 2018. Some of her books have been translated into Hindi, Urdu and Tamil; and the translations into Marathi, Sanskrit, English, Kannada, and Koya are in press. With a view to acquainting the readers with her literary endeavours and philanthropic bent of mind, Atreya Sarma, Chief Editor of Muse India, engages her in the following conversation.
‘The law courts within us’ and ‘In the broken mirror’
Telugu originals1 by: Mohammad
Khan
Translated by: Atreya Sarma U
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| Cover of source book: Prakriti Santakam |
The
law courts within us
Every country has its supreme court
And so has the world its International
Court of Justice.
In fact, every person within himself
Has a central court set up by the
Almighty.
Anyone who obeys the judgments
And goes ahead in life
Can rise to lofty heights unimagined.
But the moment we defy the judicial
verdict
Every second will experience a veritable
hell.
Everyone knows the consequences of
contempt of court.
The court within us responds more than the
courts
Of the people or the judicial system.
The people’s courts and the judicial
courts
Depend upon evidences and witnesses
And they have the facility of appeal as
well.
But the evidence and witness for our
innate courts
Throbs in every pore of our body and conscience
And they hesitate not to give us away if
we’re guilty.
The appellate court above our innate court
Is the Almighty Himself. If He finds in us
virtues
Like repentance, righteousness, and godly
devotion
He may after considering them holistically
Either revoke the punishment or commute
it.
I resolve all my problems in my inner
court itself
With every pore of my body and conscience
Guiding me forward and clearing the way.
Most of the cases filed in my inner court
Are against minor and unmotivated
offences.
Whatever its verdict, I have no guts to
defy it.
It’s how I take meticulous care to ensure
That my path is free of thorns and prickly
bushes.
It’s the inner beauty that makes us aglow
And to acquire and preserve that inner
beauty
There is only one means – Purity of word
Which keeps our conscience clean.
The inner court expects us to be guiltless
and transparent.
If we are soiled in our senses or in our
conduct
The
inner court doesn’t brook it even a little whit.
***
In the broken mirror
When the specs break, the syllables are
hurt.
If the mirror of our heart breaks
Our life turns into a torn book.
If we throw a stone into a pond of calm
waters
Will it be wrong for the disturbed pond
To hurry up in waves to the shore
And cry out its agony?
Can the pond show your reflection
In its agitated waves?
If a syllable is hurt, we may bear it.
But if the shape of the syllable changes,
And thereby the sentence is deformed
How can we speak of that danger
In the form of words?
Like how reading something
Through broken glasses is difficult,
So does a walk with torn shoes become an
uphill task.
Our heart is as sacred as a flower;
A syllable is as tender as our heart;
Whichever is hurt, the nation is hurt;
And the life tumbles topsy-turvy.
******
1. The two poems are from ‘Prakriti Santakam’ (The Sign of Nature), a collection of poems by Md Khan. Publisher: Sahiti Mitrulu, Vijayawada, 2020. Pp 130. ₹ 70.
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| Mohammad Khan |
Mohammad Khan, BA, BL, originally
from Kaikalur (earlier Krishna Dist./ now Eluru Dist.) and settled down in
Vijayawada, is a prolific and accomplished Telugu poet, with 20 collections of
poetry to his credit, and with 10 more in the pipeline. With Khan’s literary
oeuvre as the topic of his doctoral thesis, a scholar Ch Zachariah has earned a
PhD from the Acharya Nagarjuna University in March 2020. Recipient of over 60
awards so far from different literary associations, Md. Khan retired as a Grade
I Executive Officer from Panchayat Raj.
Mobile: +91 9440137475
‘Oneness all over’ and ‘Wage war!’
Telugu originals1 by: Giridhar
Ravula
Translated by: Atreya Sarma U
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| Cover of source book: Shodhana |
Oneness all over
Somewhere afar a tree has collapsed,
And somehow here the rain turns truant.
Somewhere afar the forest has shrunk,
And somehow here the famine spreads.
If the leg is wounded, won’t the eyes get
teary?!
If the heart is desolate, won’t the eyes
get dry?!
Discerning people are dwindling;
Yet people are not introspecting.
Somewhere afar somebody has been beheaded,
And somehow here the sleep gets disturbed.
Somewhere afar blood has been shed,
And somehow here the body shivers.
If the wind rages, doesn’t the storm surge?!
If the water overflows, doesn’t the earth
cave in?
Discerning people are dwindling;
Yet people are not introspecting.
Somewhere afar a bird has vanished,
And somehow here the seed is shattered.
Somewhere afar the thunder has stopped,
And somehow here a friction blows up.
If the smoke spreads, doesn’t it stink up the
surrounds?
Doesn’t the stink dart into the nostrils
and upset the mind?
Discerning people are dwindling;
Yet people are not introspecting.
Somewhere afar the rain has poured down,
And somehow here the soil dries up.
Somewhere afar a volcano has erupted,
And somehow here a deluge runs riot.
Don’t the sounds of the drum twang the
utensils?!
Don’t these twanging notes touch our
hearts?!
Discerning people are dwindling;
Yet people are not introspecting.
Somewhere afar the vapours have risen up
the sky,
And somehow here a cloudburst tears
around.
Somewhere afar the earth has quaked,
And somehow here the foundations shake
like a leaf.
Aren’t man’s thoughts the base of his
deeds?!
Doesn’t the rising sun warm up the earth?!
Discerning people are dwindling;
Yet
people are not introspecting.
***
Wage war!
Like to wage war?
Like to win the day?
Like to daydream?
Like to realise the dream?
Like to be a loafer?
Like to be a loser?
Like to be downcast?
Like to die unsung?
Like to take the path unknown to defeat?
Like to swear with a mind of unwavering endurance?
Like to fulfil your parents’ noble dream
for you?
Like to fight the way Krishna has taught,
and win the war?
Like to be a loafer?
Like to be a loser?
Like to be downcast?
Like to die unsung?
Like to march ahead for the helpless and
the sick?
Like to run for the country and mother
nature?
Like to usher in humanity above castes and
creeds?
Like
to make the path of Rama happy to one and all?
******
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| Giridhar Ravula |
Giridhar
Ravula, IPS, from Hyderabad and originally hailing from Karimnagar, is
presently serving the RBVRR Telangana State Police Academy as a Superintendent
of Police. He is a well-published Telugu poet and writer driven by an incessant
philosophical quest, especially on the path of Advaita. His poetry collection Sodhana
(Inquiry), published by the RBVRR Telangana State Police Academy, Hyderabad (tspa.hyd@gmail.com) in 2022 has been well-received. Before entering the government service,
Giridhar served the society through various voluntary service associations in
the fields of – eradication of poverty, development of slums, elimination of
HIV/AIDS/TB, etc.
A competent soul’s life journey
Telugu
original1 by: Rajani Katragadda
Translated by: Atreya Sarma U
|
Indian postal stamp commemorating Tripuraneni Gopichand |
Cover of source book: Maa Naanna Gaaru (My great father) |
More than enthusiasm it’s tenseness that
envelopes me if I have to write about my father since there are a number of
readers, friends, fans and publishers who feel much more possessive about him.
That’s why his memory continues to be cherished even now. The litterateurs and
their creative oeuvre of his generation were all-time greats.
However, I attempt a brief introduction of the life
and work of Gopichand. He was born on 08 September 1910 on the day of the
sacred Ganesh festival day. A law graduate, he was a great writer, narrator,
script writer for movies, and film director. His iconic novels like Asamarthuni
Jeeva Yatra (An Incompetent’s Life Journey), Cheekati Gadulu (Dark
Rooms), Pandita Paramesvara Sastry Veelunama (Pandit Parameshvara
Shastry’s Testament), and Merupulu Marakalu (Sparks and Stains) elevated
him as a beacon of light for the short story.
His work Tattvavettalu (Philosophers) beats the
reader’s brain out. Have a clean conscience and follow it, was his motto of
life and he lived it. His life and literature weren’t separate, they were
integral. What I like the most in him is his transparency rather than his
philosophy. In retrospect, I realise that he had lived a smooth and transparent
life even in the modern materialistic world, and it could be only due to those
fundamental values of life. Quoting sage Vemana’s poetic lines that only a
Bhogi can become a Yogi (that only a reveller can become an ascetic), a fan remarked
that Gopichand was also like a Bhogi turned into a Yogi. But Gopichand was a
Karma Yogi (one believing in relentless activity without an eye on the result).
The words and sentences he writes while in agony are very solacing. Dad’s life
was an open book for anyone to look into and learn a lot from. Whatever work he
was doing as a film director, writer, Director of Public relations in the
government of Andhra Pradesh, or as a producer of the rural programme in the
All India Radio, it was only his writing that was the undercurrent in the
running stream of all his multifaceted creativity.
Tripuraneni Ramaswamy (1887-1943), father of
Gopichand, was a scholar in Sanskrit and Telugu who also did the
Barrister-at-law course during those days in England. Never after money, the father-son duo were
short-lived, but their accomplishments were incredible. While Ramaswamy’s
writings were rationalistic, revolutionary and patriotic, Gopichand focused on the
psychoanalytical and progressive aspects of life. I knew grandfather only
through his writings, having never seen him physically for I was born a couple
of years after his demise. I was with
father for only sixteen years for he breathed his last as early as 1962. Never
have I seen a personage like him ever since. The society revolved around him,
and he lived like a lion. The house was like the abode of Sarasvati, the
goddess of learning visited by lots of eminent people from various fields
including profound Vedic savants, writers and artists. Among them was Mullapudi
Timmaraju who requested father to pen the history of the Kamma society. Another
frequent visitor was dear relation Nutakki Ramaseshaiah, Diwan of Jeypore in
Odisha and also a lawyer. During those days when I was very young, me and my
siblings weren’t aware of the greatness of such distinguished people.
Six decades have rolled by since father’s demise in
1962, yet till date he is being written about or referred to. His continued
popularity testifies to the unique power of his pen which stopped to move but
whose ink hasn’t dried a whit. Despite father being extremely preoccupied in
his hectic literary activity, he had throughout taken care of all of us his six
children, with minute concern for our studies and health. This salubrious
familial spirit has flowed into our genes and it’s no exaggeration to say that
all of us have similarly brought up our children.
When it comes to my mother, though there was
difference between her and father looks-wise, she was intellectually no less in
any way. Even during those days when women’s education was minimal, she was a
disciple of the legendary Unnava Lakshminarayana Pantulu (1877-1958). Though
well-versed in Hindi and Telugu, she was content being a housewife. Her self-confinement
to the home-front, though voluntary, was perhaps a cause of disappointment to
father, I guess. When we read his novel Yamapasam (The Noose of Death),
we get that feeling. But they were an ideal couple reminding us of the
primordial couple Lord Shiva and Parvati. It was an irrecoverable bolt from the
blue to her when father met with his sudden premature death.
I needn’t too much elaborate on the books by Gopichand
for they are well-known. Jnanpith recipient Viswanatha Satyanarayana who was
fatherly to him praised his works.
The portrayal of stepmom Damayanti in the novel Cheekati
Gadulu (Dark Rooms) is a befitting tribute to such characters. There are
other powerful characters with distinct personalities like – the British
principal of the college and his wife; Kalyana Kinkini; Susila; revolutionary
Siva Kumar; and Gandhi Damaiah. And the character Krishna Swamy represents
Ramaswamy, father of Gopichand; so, I needn’t interpret it further. In fact,
Gopichand had originally conceived a tetralogy of this novel, but he could
complete only the first part. Had it been completed, all these characters would
have stood out as full-fledged live individuals before us so that we could have
learnt from them. The wistfulness of missing it gnaws at our hearts.
Anyone who reads through the novel Asamarthuni
Jeeva Yatra (An Incompetent’s Life Journey) does feel that they are reading
about themselves. It’s a work created after deeply probing and analysing the
minds and hearts of the characters. And you find intense philosophical
reflections in the novels – Merupulu Marakalu (Sparks and Stains), and Pandita
Paramesvara Sastry Veelunama (Pandit Parameshvara Shastry’s Testament).
There is a stage transcending even spiritualism, and anyone who attains it will
segue into a universal human. Why should we be afraid of solitude? Those who
tap solitude with a pristine mental focus will imbibe the rhythm underlying the
universe, and experience an enduring ecstasy. This higher realm of thinking
harmonises the spiritualistic and the materialistic aspect of life,
enlightening that they are not mutually exclusive, and thereby brings about a
sweet and salubrious serenity of mind. These reflections not only help an
understanding of the feelings and viewpoints of Ramaswamy and Gopichand but
also make us benefit from them. Incessant and dispassionate quest for wisdom
makes us equanimous to any type of ups and down in the life.
When I was in my BA, at RBVRR Women’s College,
Hyderabad, father used to correct my essays on philosophical/spiritual topics.
By the time I joined MA (Sociology) he was no more around, for me to look up to
him. If me and my siblings have any spiritual and rationalist bent of mind,
skills in English language, and discipline, we owe it totally to our father.
It’s because of that inherited foundation only that all the six of us have been
able to stand strong in life. We still feel the presence of mom and dad around
us.
By the time father passed away, he was at the
intellectual peak. He used to write the three novels – Cheekati Gadulu
(Dark Rooms), Yamapasam (The Noose of Death), and Premopahatulu (The
Love-wrecked Ones) – simultaneously. He used to dictate them extempore to
Gopala Rao, a staffer from the Yuva monthly, who would write it down.
“Why don’t you write too something?” dad would ask me.
To slip out of that snare, I would say, “Dad, I don’t have the mood now.” He would
share this conversation with a chuckle with his friends. With a view to amusing
my younger brother Sai and younger sister Nalini, he would take them out,
having them on either side and holding their hands. He was a man of small
pleasures. He was a like a banyan tree, yet he let us grow up under his vast
canopy. He gave us full freedom. He built our home not with bricks but with
hearts. That’s why, our home ever brimmed with fun and frolic.
It was 02 November 1962. I took part in the students’
march in protest against the Chinese invasion of the Indian territory, and
returned home in the evening. Father had already contributed to the national
defence fund as a patriotic citizen. Seated in his bedroom, he was gently
stroking his chest. The previous night he said he would get to writing the
novel Bharya Vilapam (The Wife’s Grief). Apparently, he had a sense of
promotion like a Yogi. Why, he was a Karma Yogi himself, as I mentioned
earlier. A few minutes later walked in Dr Pinnamaneni Satyanarayana Rao, a
leading cardiologist to-be. He had father recline on the bed, and administered
an injection. Even as he was orally responding, dad’s head sank aside for ever.
Ramesh, my elder brother, who had just then stepped in with the medicines he
bought, froze with anguish. Even now I recall his agonized face vividly. A
little while thereafter, the entire state of Andhra Pradesh came to know of
father’s death through the regional news of the All India Radio. Death is a
leveller, it’s said. But we couldn’t digest its justification in the case of
father. The persona that shone in the new set of silk dhoti and lalchi that mom
bought him for every Ganesh festival, coinciding with his birthday, passed out
of sight. All the kith and kin who couldn’t believe this shocking news, hurtled
all the way from Angaluru, his native village in Krishna district, to
Hyderabad. There was none whose eyes and hearts didn’t overflow with tears.
Yet, I would like to conclude this writeup not on a
sad but a happy note. We can’t forget some of the light-hearted moments in our
lives.
One day dad walked over to the kitchen-sink and asked
me to fill the pen with ‘water.’
“What! Fill with water?” cheekily I retorted.
“That’s enough smartie! Fill it with ink.”
Daddy was seen many a time humming the tune ‘Urvasi
lalama eeme, adhika Lavanya seema’ (Urvasi the great she is, and a graceful
land it is), one of his favourites.
Filling the pens with ink, playfully hearing dad’s
words, I had finished reading the Telugu works of all the greats, by the time I
was hardly sixteen thanks to the interest sowed by father in me. He used to
reel out names of authors like Chekov, Gorky, Maupassant, Sommerset Maugham,
Pearl S Buck and Anne Frank; and it spurred me into reading works like Good
Earth and The Diary of a Young Girl at that time. The habit of
buying and reading books continues to be a source of joy even now. But let me
admit however that we – the grandchildren of Ramaswamy and children of
Gopichand – haven’t inherited their writing acumen. However, we sense the signs
of our next generation going to fill that vacuum.
And this is the humble homage to dad from us his six
children.
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Rajani
Katragadda
Rajani Katragadda
Rajani
Katragadda nee Tripuraneni, MA (Sociology), is a well-known Telugu writer and
translator. Born of Sakuntala Devi and illustrious writer Tripuraneni Gopichand
– son of the legendary rationalist, poet & writer Tripuraneni Ramaswamy, Rajani
was brought up in Madras, Kurnool and Hyderabad the places where her father had
been working.
After
marrying defence scientist Subrahmanyam Katragadda, she moved over to Bengaluru
where she has since settled down. Their sons Dr Gopichand and twins Siddharth
& Shilpesh are software engineers, writers and artists.
A
voracious reader of fiction and lover of arts, Rajani has penned in Telugu – Asamarthurali
Antarangam [An incompetent woman’s inner mind] (JV Publications, Hyderabad,
2018) – a collection of short stories, articles and translations. She has
translated from English to Telugu for the Maa Bozell ad
company. She went into the business of Spartek Ceramics
company for five years.
Rajani
acted in three short films, and one of them ‘Varanasi’ (directed by her son Siddharth
Katragadda) won the best foreign film award at the Atlantic City CineFest, New
Jersey, 2013. She was the co-writer of dialogues for the Telugu movie ‘Tokachukka’
(2014) directed by her son Gopichand Katragadda.
Email:
katrajini@gmail.com







